Happy Saturday everyone! Boy what a week this has been!
You may have heard that me and many other people started to be harassed by a group of trolls. It stressed me out a lot, not gonna lie, but as I realized how uncoordinated and childish they were I started to feel less threatened. Even more so when I learned how to turn off my @mentions which unfortunately blocks everyone wh...
2025-01-18 14:14:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Why does it feel like January is already moving so fast?! Remember it’s still winter and still a time to chill out and take things a little slow.
I’ve been busy editing all the videos I recorded last week so I haven’t been recording. I’ve already got a ton of videos stacked up, and scheduled!
By this time the “Your Boyfriend” nice route part 2 shoul...
2025-01-11 15:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post
I don’t know where the energy came from (since I’ve had a weak cold and body pains for about a week) but I recorded a whole bunch of games!
With “Your Boyfriend” I’ve found the route where you tend to Peter's wounds. Where’s the “douse him in iodine button”? And for that matter PLZ implement a SAVE button because I have to restart the entire game every ti...
2025-01-04 21:00:05 +0000 UTC View Post
I hope everyone had a pleasant holiday! As I get older I start to expect less for Christmas so when someone puts effort into me and goes out of their way I am truly beside myself with tears. I want to thank my fellow YouTuber and friend Sleeeeepybug for surprising me with a gift and also to say you should totally check out her channel!
My darling husband got me many home applia...
2024-12-28 23:07:13 +0000 UTC View Post
This video includes 2 special scenes that are cut from my main youtube video! Thank you for being a patron!
2024-12-24 23:22:42 +0000 UTC View Post
MERRY CRISIS EVERYONE, have some pictures of Daisy! I hope you all have a wonderful holiday whether it’s spent doing christmas stuff, hanukkah stuff, other holiday stuff that i haven’t learned yet, or nothing at all!
When I finally moved out of my parents house for good about 3 years ago, one of the most exciting things for me was my very first christmas tree! I remember i ...
2024-12-21 14:14:08 +0000 UTC View Post
I swear to you this update is late because of an anime waifu! Today I thought I’d give the game “MiSide” a try now that the full version is out and I didn’t play the demo. I knew there was gonna be shenanigans but I got way more than I was prepared for! It was nearly 5 hours of recording! I may split it up into 2 videos so it's easier on my editing program.
The last few...
2024-12-15 01:29:38 +0000 UTC View Post
This is the part 2 video of my playthrough of A Date with Death with the adult patch scene that was cut from the video on my main channel~♫
2024-12-14 14:15:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Gosh darn Saturday already?! It snuck up on me again!
The winter blues have started so I've been resting a little more. You know, when it starts to get darker and colder and you feel less productive and tired and sometimes depressed?
I'm glad to say that I've gotten all the endings of Pulsatio Cordis and finished editing it!! If all goes well the video sh...
2024-12-07 14:33:55 +0000 UTC View Post
I hope everyone had an OK Thanksgiving or whatever events you were a part of over the holiday!
I cooked a whole real turkey for the first time!! So I had to thaw the turkey for a few days because it was frozen, take out the innard stuff which was conveniently in a little bag, rinse it a little and pat dry with a paper towel. Then I cut up onion and garlic and shoved that into t...
2024-11-30 12:51:22 +0000 UTC View Post
I hope everyone had a wonderful and restful week!
I've taken the braids out of my hair to let it rest for a bit and soon I'll be wearing my wig in videos again, picture featured above, if not the off chance I can wrangle my real hair into a way I like.
I've been taking a kind of break/hiatus in the last week, editing what I've recorded from the week before and avoiding record...
2024-11-23 19:27:39 +0000 UTC View Post
the original video got fully taken down by youtube, funny how the one with the most female nudity is the one they take down, so for now I had to censor the boobers of the girls in this video
Cute demon crashers is a sweet and wholesome VN about incubi and one succubi who visit you to teach you about sex positivity
2024-11-22 13:04:36 +0000 UTC View PostI assume it's hard for new patrons to find older games that I've played for this patreon since they are all unlisted so here are links to these videos starting from my very first one! Most videos just have the certain "love" scenes that were cut in the youtube version on my main channel but some contain nsfw scenes that may be uncomfortable, or gore/torture scenes that i cut from the youtube vi...
2024-11-20 10:17:31 +0000 UTC View Post
I forgot to put the warnings in this video so keep in mind that this video will include blood, some gore as in Ren ripping ya chest open, some nsf W endings with Ren, Ren being t ortured with a nail gun, and silly sounds in place of being hit with a nail gun.
2024-11-17 18:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Ya know that part in the original BEETLEJUICE movie near the end when BJ is forcing Lydia to marry him and while they are at the altar Barbara gets up and says his name and the high pitched SREM BJ makes suddenly? Imagine I make that sound every Friday because I almost forgot to write the Saturday update LOLOL!!
While these updates do help keep me on track a little, I do tend t...
2024-11-16 18:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post
And this update snuck on my again! If you want weeks to feel like they've flown by the start making weekly updates every Saturday LOL!!
There's not much of a change from last week's update. Right now I'm still working on a lot of games that I'm excited for.
I just finished recording TKATB and am 4-5 hours into recording Sacrarium Pario. Every time I think...
2024-11-09 17:10:59 +0000 UTC View PostI hope everyone had a safe and fun Halloween, however you celebrate it! I wore my spooky dress, lit some candles in mason jars, and passed out candy. It was so HOT for October, never in my life did I think I’d see 80 degree weather on Halloween!
I’m so glad my Top 11 scariest VN dude did well! I didn’t want it to be too long but also to be a kind of mini clip show o...
2024-11-02 15:00:14 +0000 UTC View Post
This is a horror game that includes the following themes: GRAPHIC VIOLENCE, MANIPULATION, EXTREME GORE, SHAKING SCREEN, USE OF DRUGS, FORCED MURDER, BODY HORROR, NECROPHOBIA, EMETOPHOBIA FLASHING SCREEN/EPILEPSY, JUMPSCARE AND LOUD NOISES. If any of these trigger you somehow, please don't play the game.
In the town of Detourville, holidays are...
2024-10-28 19:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Saturday always still seems to creep up on me! I almost wasn’t ready again haha!
It’s been a slow kind of week, I’ve mostly been trying to edit the videos I’ve already recorded because recording takes a lot of energy.
By now the censored version of “Wh4t 1 W0uldn’t D0” should be up on the channel and a few adult patrons have seen the uncenso...
2024-10-26 17:00:11 +0000 UTC View Post
"If you have no reason to depend on me, I will give you one."
You've successfully escaped from your stalker/kidnapper sometime ago, but he's back for you; and he's worse. There is no happy ending, and you can't change him.
PLEASE HEED THE WARNINGS this game is intense and this video is uncen sored!
since the video is also...
2024-10-24 14:00:17 +0000 UTC View PostEditing the video for MOUTHWASHING really took a lot out of me, whew! This 3 hour video took about 3 days to edit and render if I wanted to get it out when I did. Also, it may be hard to notice but my husband’s mic was louder than mine so I had to lower the audio every time he opened his beautiful mouth. But overall it was a fun video and I hope you guys enjoyed it! The video also took a toll...
2024-10-19 17:00:06 +0000 UTC View Post
I want to make this update a little different, since I don’t have much to say about this week.
I want to talk about why I made my username “Espoir du vide” (hope of the Void)
I want to make a video about it someday, in fact I’ve written the script for it three times now, but it just feels uncomfortable remembering it because I’d want to find images th...
2024-10-12 17:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post
I am a scardy cat, so what was I doing at a Monster Mania convention? The chance to get a photo with my favorite actor that's why!! There were so many cool costumes and booths, it was nice to go to a con again!
2024-10-06 15:04:48 +0000 UTC View PostSpooky month is upon us and, although I should have planned this last month, I want to play a few spooky games for the season.
I've already played PRESSURE and it was a lot of fun. If you're familiar with a fellow YouTuber named Epikslion, I'd love to do a collaboration with him playing it. But we are both pretty busy for the season.
The biggest thing is that t...
2024-10-05 23:48:22 +0000 UTC View Post
