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Jan 4 saturday update

I don’t know where the energy came from (since I’ve had a weak cold and body pains for about a week) but I recorded a whole bunch of games!


With “Your Boyfriend” I’ve found the route where you tend to Peter's wounds. Where’s the “douse him in iodine button”? And for that matter PLZ implement a SAVE button because I have to restart the entire game every time I want to make ONE different choice, and hopefully I remember the choices I made to get back to the route I wanted. UGH. It’s ok, with the magic of editing you guys don’t need to see me slowly going insane LOL. In this route I play with more sense and less delusion, so after this I think the meanest routes are next, gonna have to wake Vide/Void up hehehe.


I’ve finished all of PYGMALION’S FOLLY! That's 30 endings! Thankfully there’s a walkthrough. I feel a little sad now that I’m done toying with the lovely Smiling Doctor. This video has all the NSFW scenes that will only be in the adult patreon version of the video. I think there’s about 3 scenes.


Speaking of nsfw stuff, I played a game called “Longest night” that I really enjoyed but the level of innuendo and suggestive jokes is off the charts! I can’t believe some of the stuff that comes out of this guys mouth (and the things he wants to put in mine LOL get it, like the jokes he’s always making). I don’t know how much I would need to cut because it’s not explicit but it’s certainly not tame. There’s one scene of…ahem, unwanted grinding. I GUESS it’s tame enough for youtube? I’ve scene a lot worse shrugs so I won’t cut anything from the video.


I’ve finally gotten to playing the short demo of a game called PEARL. Despite my megalohydrothalassophobia (fear of large things underwater) , i seem to really like fish men♥ And what better kind of fish man than a yandere one! Or is he more of a snake man?


Another game that was recommended to me a LONG time ago (and I’m so sorry it took so long) is called PERSEUS’ DESCENT. At first I was unsure because the self narration was hard to hear, but after a few minutes I started to get really invested in the story of a buff demonic looking Hades falling for an adorable twinky Perseus. The art style is really cool like old Cartoon Network art with simple shapes and thick lines, and in chapter two the player takes over to help Perseus escape or give in to Hades. I can say I’m now eager for chapter 3 and I hope you guys like it too! I can tell this is a project with a lot of love, a story that the dev put a lot of soul into!


Remember the game COLORED GAZE? I think it’s on a hiatus but they came out with a very short and sweet Christmas vn that I played, so nice to see Zachery again♥


And finally I played a game from the developer of “You and Him”: UnknownHermit, called Dollhouse Productions. Whether this is a short story or the start of a new game I am intrigued! This developer writes such gripping stories with ever game they make. I hope they know what a great writer they are.


But now I have to EDIT all this stuff LOL which takes about TWICE as long to edit as they do to record!


For videos that are done and scheduled on the channel, I’ve got “TOM”, Tender lovin cannibal (the secret stargazing scene), You stole my heart, and part one of Killer Chat ready to go. I like having at least a few videos scheduled to give me time to rest in between editing and recording. Burnout is a real youtuber killer!


There’s so many essay like videos i want to make, like old games i love that no one has heard of, how i feel about certain fiction characters, the story of my name, the game i’m making that saved my life, advice on being a youtuber, or things I wish I learned earlier than 38, maybe I’ll get to them, but I really love playing VNs and experiencing the different worlds indie devs create.


OH, I just got my hands on the game CYBERPUNK. It wouldn’t be the whole game and maybe just one video but I’d also like to record my first steps into this game, it seems cool.


I’m always open to suggestions and try to read every comment both on Patreon and on my channel, that’s how I learn about most of the amazing games I play.


Thank you so much for reading this, thank you for being here, I really appreciate you whether you’re able to support me or not!

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Comments

yeah, I played that and Jack was amazing, I genuinely love that man 😂 ah yeah, I feel very detached when an MC is named, if I'm playing a VN, it's usually romance related, most likely horror etc, so I just can't bring myself to enjoy any that have a prenamed MC, as I like to place myself in that position, it's also the reason why I don't care for BL or VN's where the MC is male, since I'm female, so I can't really see myself in their place, which is the reason that I usually download mostly free VN's, that way I don't have to worry if it makes me uncomfortable 😅 I am ridiculously excited for the progress on YKMET though, are you on Gato's Patreon? you should see Strade's finished redesign, the body on that man is criminal now lol, plus he looks like he blinks more now 👀😂

Sunny

Right? I think mine's just about over, though I should definitely have some more tea. I've been trying to drink more tea in general lately. Yeah, though, I definitely don't envy trying to go with particular routes but not being able to save for at least some basic checkpoints. Good luck!

FarShootingStar

I understand not liking a named MC, I felt more like a little sidekick while guiding Perseus. Pearl is very short but seems to have a lot of potential. Aw man someone else with a cold?! I hope you get well very soon! I've been adding more green tea and garlic to my diet cuz I assume it's good for your health? Longest Night was hilarious, it does get very dark and there is a scene that could be considered SA (it's unexpected grinding) but Jack's terrible innuendo is eye rollingly funny

Immature Kontent

Man a LOT of people are getting colds lately! I hope it goes away quickly for you. I've been eating a little extra garlic and green tea, don't know if it helps. I suffer from lack of a SAVE the most in the next YB video LOL

Immature Kontent

I think it's been about 3 years I've been doing youtube now and it's hard to put into words how I avoid burn out. But I do say mentally to myself "don't be so hard on yourself, you're doing enough" (or imagine one of my fictional husbands saying it). There are days when I don't have the energy to record and some the will to edit and that's when i switch to something else entirely. It's why I always say how important rest and breaks are. But yeah def trial and error and seeing what works best for you

Immature Kontent

Thank you for new content! Can’t wait 😇

Fabs

Omg so many cool things are on the way ❤️ at this point it seems like the dev of YB dont want us to save? But the game has gotten so big and complex that its a hassle tbh. Iam SO looking forward to TOM ❤️ Iam very interested in ur youtubers advise, though especially how u avoid running into burnout, i suppose its a combo of trial and error to determine how much work u can schedule and then awareness to see if u have a good or bad day? Iam a crafter parttime and struggle hard to figure out how i can be productive but kind to myself

Ms.Cord

Ooooh, there's a few games there I might need to check out! I'm rather interested in seeing how Pearl plays out as well, not so interested in Perseus' Decent as I don't tend to have much interest in BL type games or VN's where we play as a named character lol, though the art style is definitely cute 😊 I have came down with a really bad cold, so I've not even been able to play Longest Night yet, which sucks because Jack looks really cute 😅

Sunny

I'm shocked (at least slightly) that Your Boyfriend STILL doesn't have a save function in it. Glad you're feeling better, though. I'm suffering through a cold as well and it's never fun.

FarShootingStar


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