amaya perez

Dear Dior

I  learned to stop waiting. There is no time to tussle with old desires  or unsure sentences. There are no mistakes. I have spent too many  seconds thinking about how to change my world- missing out on the very  seconds I was internally molding. I do not miss any moments anymore. And  the only time I wait- is when I watch your pupils widen, asking me  to come ...

My petal

Fell in love like its easy

White Light

garden of eden

Find yourself in the garden attending to the flowers, nurturing the  plants, and fertilizing the grass you walk ever so gently on. Behind the  tree you sense movement. Your head darts up and you become attentive.  You are no longer in your state of serenity, but now disrupted by what  you do not know is there. Another rustle appears from the same area. You  feel anxiety...

A Pleasure Trip

sultry safari

Out  into the wild - an adventure with just you and I. The heat distorting  wayward vision and the long tufts of grass bending at the whim of warm  gusts that are far from refreshing. But all that matters is that I have  you. No one to be seen for miles. No one to pester us, disturb us, or  break the bubble of infatuation and lust that we so deeply meld in. Your  s...

talk to me

Maybe one night when we collapse onto your bed at four in the morning,  we can listen to heartbeats and laughter instead of laying there in  silence until one of us is ready to open up. I understand that it takes  time to tell our stories but I find myself excited to hear yours and  vulnerable enough to want to share mine. I want to talk about your hands  and your eyes ...

Along came a spider

A  pristine spider sits on her web, she awaits company. She moves with  purpose and poise as she arranges her surroundings for things to come.  She feels a tinge of movement, her instincts tell her what is about to  happen, the future brushes against her skin. She is prepared. She must  beguile her prey to come closer, to engage. She needs it to be closer,  close e...

35 mm bliss

I know
 

warm raindrops on my skin
 

make me want to dance,
 

the lion’s command
 

and the stretch of ageless mountains
 

can reach me where I stand.
 

I know home.
 

I know
 

the shattering of time
 

caused by the meeting of souls
 

can’t be stopped or...

the magic light...

I looked out over the pool to a pristine beach

First Meeting <3

It was my second day in New Orleans. The Big Easy. Land of Carnival and  birthplace of Jazz. Of swamps, vampires, witches, werewolves and Voodoo.  Or so the television would have me to believe. Maybe it is all those  things too, but I haven't seen them yet. Instead I see colour and life  and the tremendous bustle of people, speaking in all kinds of tongues  amidst a cla...

thinking of my crush...

In my senior year of college I had a huge crush on a girl named Danielle  in my chemistry class. She was sweet and a bit timid with long blonde  hair and a cute smile. She was a pleasant classmate who always said hi  when I walked in, and I would sometimes help her with assignments  because I had a better handle on the class material. Despite that being  the extent of o...

Restlessness

The feeling of being lost within the confounds of your space, you are an apparition moving from room to room trying to find a corner to call your own. Playing with comfort, trying to find your body's most restful state. A wrestling match between your thoughts and your instincts, a pillow fight of consciousness.  

But what does one do when they find themselves at unease. Unable t...

Watching You Now

I fell in love watching you shower, you know. I've done it so often I  know your routine off by heart. I know how shy you are and how you  shriek when you catch me watching. I always hated the see-through shower  doors until the first time I saw you through them, now I wouldn't trade  them for anything.
 

I'm sitting on the bed listening to you prepare for your...

Baby It's Cold Outside

Have you ever felt like life has this weird way of working? Well that's  what my life feels like time and time again. You think you have life  figured out right and then BAM it slaps you in the face when things are  too perfect.
 

I'm 26 sitting outside the house of the girl I'm totally in love with,  waiting for her and her girlfriend to finish "getting ready"...

a moment in time <3

There was that night, not so long ago, when you lay naked in my arms,  your head nestled securely in the valley between my breasts. My right  arm draped around your back and rested against your body under your own  arm, fingertips caressing the hard plains and coming dangerously close  to tickling that special spot above your lower back. My hair was lose,  wavy, soft fr...

Enchanted

You’d say she’s beautiful if you saw her, but you wouldn’t understand everything that she is. When I look at her, I look past the golden tone of her skin, and I see the sunshine within her smile, I see worlds within her eyes that I wish to explore. I feel the stars tangled between our fingers while I hold her hand, and I feel the rush of blood to my heart at the sound of her laughter. I l...

Simple pleasures.

Inundate every inch of my body with your touch. Consume it with your love. Devour it with your lust. I want you to taste every inch of me. As the clothes melt off my skin, I am exalted from the weights of the world, and want to freely embrace what you have to offer. Bury me so deep that I burn with sensation and erode without regret. Rolling my eyes into the depth of my cranium as dopamine engu...

Stretch me.

Stretch the depths of my soul. Explore the inner workings of my mind. Traverse through the blue print of my being and become one with what I think I am. Challenge my intuition, and expand my awareness through contortion. I dream to one day be flexible. For my mind to touch both ends of the spectrum and know where the middle meets. For my heart to leap across every edge and know where the bounda...

I Know Where Your Tongue Has Been

"I know where your tongue has been," I wrote on the card, my fingers  trembling of their own accord as the memories of the past ten days  flickered in my mind and the prospect of what lies ahead slapped me  magnificently on both cheeks, clearing my head of any other thought,  dream or desire.
 

I smiled to myself, considering the schism between where I had been...

saturn rising pt.1 <3

This is the true story of my first time. I've changed the names and  some details to protect the innocent, but this is how it happened.

It was 5 on a Friday evening at the beginning of the summer term in my  second year at University, and a friend of mine, Jackie, had invited me  to a science department party. Doing a degree in history I didn't expect &n...

Spontaneous Interlude

An unexpected, erotic and satisfying encounter between two lovely, single women produces a lasting effect on them both.

During my last two years of college, Jennifer, a classmate and  volleyball teammate and I were inseparable lovers, living together in an  apartment off campus. After we graduated, I met Randall in graduate  business school and we fell hard. Jennifer and I ...