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life - first kiss in autumn

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life - gaze like autumn

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life - 12 tracks

this concludes "demo twelve" but i wont release it probably for a minute while i try to release at least some of these upcoming split songs (of which there are many....) stay tuned

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life - dissolved in my veins

this is "demo twelve" (like lullaby, evening blue, shines like autumn leaves etc...) as you could probably tell by the production

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it's the middle of the night and i rediscovered a forgotten memory

a moment of heartsounds in september 2011

dissolved in my veins

and surrounded by familiar things we shared just some months ago

i can't tell you

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sadness - summer love

summer love 

you're at the edge of a new surprise

all night

shooting stars of an orange light

just like the one

very first time

maybe it's you

summer love 

you're at the edge of a new surprise

all night

shooting stars of an orange light

just like the one

very first time

maybe it's you

in a reason i cry...

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life - moonlight on your eyelids

words of magical stars scarred on my head

open light begging to be held 

i long to see your eyes light up

drifting vaguely

vague edges and disassociated color

i want to hold your head in my bleeding hands 

september rain 

writings of orange words on the sky 

your hands are a soft blanket 

the pulse in your chest shar...

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life - yellow lungs

see previous post for context!!!!

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smells like childhood september

something and the taste of soft fire

spell your name

you're open respire

come breathe with me

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life - elisa body

i keep telling myself i have way more than enough songs under "life" and that i wont write more and i keep doing the opposite of that. i have 30 minutes of music on this session that i intended to be letterstoyou (i want to offload all my screamo ideas to letterstoyou so that i dont keep making too many life songs that ill never be able to perform live :v) but then i all of a sudden am now goin...

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sadness - pink sunset

this is like the previous sadness post (pink sounds). the album i recorded instrumentally in july, featuring dual singing by me and abriction

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i still think of you when the summer sunset blushes against what feel like all the romantic words painted across the sky 

i still think of you when the summer sunset blushes against what feel like all the romantic words pain...

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life - shines like autumn leaves

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life - (?? idk what to call this yet)

this release (including "lullaby and evening blue") is interestingly different than most music i write. almost every time i make a song i begin with all of the guitars and then add the drums afterwards, but these songs are all backwards in that i did not plan any of the guitars at all and simply recorded drum tracks to build upon. i recorded "coma garden" that way but the difference is that i a...

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life - evening blue

evening blue

and unaware of when 

maybe even where

and i catch a glimpse of a tiny hint

in the palm of your hand and the color in the sky 

perfectly ripe and open

slowly and softly 

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life - lullaby


high rise rooftop on a city night

some years old enclosed space

golden numbers and pulsing pink heartbeat 

soft floor, soft hands, soft sight

soft kisses and a pink bruise forever

innumerable orange lights 

we might be dreaming 

as well always remember 

golden orange words from your perfect tongue

are a lullaby on my ...

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life - demo eleven

i still need to think of an album cover but the music is all done. also expect demo twelve to come soon too....

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/17NaYSXRVY1Qms3xxExi3LXwv6NIwXogV?usp=share_link

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pink and black:

pink and black at the ...

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sadness - pink sounds

i wrote all the music for a 50 min album back in july. this is the first one that's finished enough to post (i might have to fix some things about the mix later the more i listen to it). once again "abriction" is doubling my vocal melodies with me throughout this album

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birdsounds on a summer morning

like my crying adolescence

all of the moments i wanted to&nbs...

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letterstoyou

i didn't announce it because i thought it would be fun to have a mysterious project that nobody knew was me. every time i try to do this people immedeately figure me out so it doesn't catch on. anyway here https://letterstoyouscreamo.bandcamp.com. it's on streaming too

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spilling (new project)

i have 23 songs for this powerviolence/screamo type project i started in april when i recorded all the riffs, and recently did drums. the legendary emoviolenza (on instagram) is once again blessing my songs with her epic vocals that i cannot match (she has featured on many life songs so far). https://spillingpv.bandc...

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life songs

these were not meant to released so early, they showed up on Spotify way sooner than expected , which is why they weren't shared here beforehand...

my intention was always to share them here first, but something got mixed up. anyway I record all of this in June while I was preparing for the trha shows

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sadness - midnight rain

UPDATE: slight adjustments in the mix

this is going on the same release as "on an April night". I based this off of a song I wrote in 2023 for the band I had at the time (rpg97) which we never ended up getting to record, so I repurposed it for this. in early 2024 I recorded everything you hear here (except vocal and drums). everything from 5:17 - 8:56 was more or less the song I had for ...

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Trhä - nadija

"nadija" is the spring burst of flowers (such as cherry blossoms) that blanket the world for a moment with lots of petals and tree flowers blooming

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in burts of spring sugar lightly fluttering pink on an april blue puddle of water

running through pink and green spring evening getting away i want to get away i want to get to

you

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Ωicacamië...

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Trhä - piqhipiqhipiqhi alëca

btw, loooots of new life stuff coming soon that I recorded in the last week, ill post them here in July when I get back home. the title here means "kiss kiss kiss memory". recorded half of the guitars more than a year ago in the spring time, finished everything else in this year's spring (vocals were some days ago)

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Trhä & Midoran

in july of 2024 i went to france and recorded these two songs with Midoran. vocals were done by both me and lueur. going to actually release them soon and i don't remember adding them on patreon so here you go. the first song is "souvenir d'autrefois" and the second one is "nítaqbem" (riverside). there are no lyrics we were just screaming, i called it that because his house is right by the ri...

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Trhä - nu’ëma bën ëf ja nu’ëma ma£ se¶ac

i might change the title of this later. the beginning was taken from something i made on february 14 2017



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tu a£ba bláhetaheche në∫dá£bamëc §anëns gondaqadjegrasë ma◊ëdnasë mina nigwoa§le nu ΩicaΩimliësi com

jecan’ajnt◊ë£ ge ninapomhe une£

ge nidoms ◊un nu’ëmab indo◊e

nu’ëma bën ëf ja nu’ëma ma£ se¶ac

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Trhä - helëna

"helëna" means golden

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hélëna

helëna¶on Ωevi qin ‡étbamë

derqá§mëna

locajahni

cënniqevo£ onva

lidocta íja qin ∫úcte∫

íja ëf món o∫ onva

një gjerna jecan lígona

ca vi§ një qevo£’we

ca jey i en pa nje a£neb debu

ca jey i imqomaha£ blëq’ab

lebe£ agbên

an∂ pi¶een

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life - untitled four

this is from the same sssion as all the other songs ive been posting but it has a special guest appearence by the epic Moongazer (who also plays in the Life live lineup). you can hear his vocals at the end of the track. that concludes all the songs on demo seven and demo eight. ill release demo eight whenever i make the album art and also give it enough time to be special to you patreon users :...

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midnight june room (2025 remaster)

i can't find the original post for this song to update the file so here's a new one. i still haven't fully tested how this sounds on other mediums but i think it sounds fine here?

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parking lot (mineral cover)

I wanted to cover this song 9 years ago but I just never did it until today

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life - forget me not

forget me not

would you forget the smell of spring?

Or the colors in the evening sky 

how could you forget the bursting spring every time we touch

How could you forget

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Trhä - den si∫cato£ nene

den simis d◊i§ ΩevusaohaΩaj da suvzenha

den si∫cato£ nene

eh enΩëtahec une£ Ωicaendë jecan ëf onva im∫

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at the lowsuns last shimmer for today

behind the elsesight

and under orange stars in perfect warm springweather

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Trhä - zuj

dercëppen nu§
zuj
ëfpaltaducah qena tu Ωicaµë henaj∫’es
jê§ha ig◊ëhamë
im tawmseg një p‡ëmih ga dinon nabëj
tur◊ëndroje indo◊e
anë
abclul ∫jawtujactebamëc eh ΩënΩa£cëppe
q‡ëactë∫ niláwhenamë

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through open veins

crush

i smell the spring of new bursting seed

painted in scent

as i lay my he...

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