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Update

Made a lot of progress on the game project lately, which is kind of intangible until a demo drops. Progress on the video slowly gets done. Soon enough you'll have 3 videos dropped on your lap lol

Update

Hey honey, thought I'd update you on whats been going on.

Mostly I've been exhausted and unwell, and trying to find a healthy life balance.

1. Medicine changes and adhd med tolerance break fucking with me.
2. General mental health and disability struggle.
3. Two cockroach sprays and having to move all my stuff and upend my life a bunch.
4. Difficult but necessary life dec...

Tired.

I am tired of standing around in lines, waiting for appointments, filling out endless forms, waiting months for any progress, paying fees to the government to do it's job, putting my life on hold while I wait for the bureaucratic machine to spit out my right to live. I'm tired of having to push and beg to get people to do their jobs. I'm tired of fighting to be seen as myself because of a mista...

Thanks

Thank you for your support this year ☺️❤️

Egg Cracking Culture Remake

The original video was getting so many views even though it's kinda bad, so I felt compelled to remake it.

Update

Got a few vids scripted, will try to have something done for you this month. Hard to edit with this crappy laptop for now. But if it could handle "How To Talk To Normies" then xP

I've Been Working On A Game

Update

Final Fantasy $ Ep 2 is all scripted out, needs visuals and voicing which will take a bit, still don't have enough money to repair the editing computer that got broken by a cockroach infestation (lol) so can't finalize some completed videos yet, making good progress on my game but not sure I can record footage of it with this dinko laptop. Hope you are well darling, thank you for this patience ...

Update

Thank you to everyone who is supporting me through this weird time.

New video is waiting on some art (crowded beach bg with a handful of poses).

Trying to get some money together to fix my computer.

Meanwhile I've delved back into full time game dev mode. Got much of the foundational design and systems work done, finished and about 1 hour and a half of content. There's a...

Update

Some cockroaches decided to live in my computer (lol) and they did something so that now it won't turn on anymore? Either way projects will be delayed while I clean it out and troubleshoot. They basically live off of my ferrets poop. This is one of the stupidest things that has ever happened to me.

Final Fantasy $ Episode 1

cool dude cool

Update

I appreciate all the recent support. It means a lot for my work to be found by like minded people who want to help make things that can genuinely change the world. Over these past 3 years I've poured thousands of dollars of my own money into my videos. I did this while poor, and without any illusions of future compensation. I did what I thought I had to do to make an impact. This has helped me ...

Video Watch Order

A playlist of all my videos in the intended watch order.

Bonus Content Videos

Here is a collection of videos exclusive to Patreon. Thanks for your support! <3

White Rose Online Full Playthrough (A narrated playthrough of White Rose Online, an old mmo I made when I was a teenager): https://youtu.be/QP0OdXuXRng

Review Of Valium Sadfemme Channel (An explor...

Uncensored Models

Here you will find all the nude / true versions of my models in my main video releases. Hope you like :3

Please read this first: https://www.patreon.com/posts/read-this-first-37496099

Art by me (@ValiumSadfemme), Luka (@MoonlittArts) & LiChika

Uncensored Videos List

This is a list of my videos available in uncensored form. Most of the time I am just nude in them, but occasionally there is an extra content (marked with a *) Some times making an uncensored version is not possible for many reasons. Thank you for your support <3

Please read this post first: http...

Update

I've updated the Patreon contribution tiers with new benefits I'll be filling out over time. If you give more than $5 there are now more tiers with more benefits availible for you if you move up for free. Credits drawings have returned. Check out my page for more, and thank you so much for your support.

Update

I hope you all enjoyed the latest video. Next video will be another remake, but this one won't take nearly as long, meanwhile I'm also working on my game again. Made some new AI so enemy actions are intelligent and collaborative, overall balanced things much better, and a firmer foundation has been established to build actual content on.

Here is some info on the game.

Hybrid Weste...

Uncensored Model

Baby Mommy.

Wiggle wiggle :3

How To Talk To Normies / NPCs

Thank you for your patience, dear one. This video has been a collaboration between between 5 visual artists, and features music by 14 unaffiliated artists. It was one of my most ambitious projects yet, 1 hour and 5 minutes of my highest production quality yet, essentially a handbook on how to be a modern anarchist / communist in the face of internet cynicism and nihilism. I will also be looking...

How To Talk To Normies (Retired Version)

Only posting this exclusively for patrons because this video is about to become retired and replaced with the new version. It isn't very good and unless you're a Valium Scholar, I wouldn't recommend watching it. Watch the new one instead.

Update

The remake of "How To Talk To Normies" is now complete, I'm just waiting on a bit of art for the render. Thank you for your patience, dear one. This video has been a collaboration between between 5 visual artists, and features music by 14 unaffiliated artists. It was one of my most ambitious projects yet, 1 hour and 5 minutes of my highest production quality yet, essentially a handbook on how t...

Update

I keep adding new stuff to this video and so it takes longer, but in the end it will be worth it ! Sorry to make you wait! xx               - mommy

Update

New video is coming along well, mostly just needs music now, then transcription, and it's done! I've really put my all into making this one visually pop, and feel really special. It's been an exhausting effort, but worth it. I've also been enjoying the company of a lovely person lately, and that has been soothing my ailing soul. I hope you have someone like that as well. Please take care of you...

Update / Translation Discussion

Hey baby!

The sketch is by the amazing Luka (MoonlittArts) as usual, thinking of using it for a T-Shirt design, let me know if you're interested in that! https://twitter.com/MoonLitt_Arts

New video just needs some polishing now, it's so close ><

Meanwhile, I've been thinking about translating m...

Uncensored Models

A collection of various earlier models without clothes on.

Updoop

This remake of "How To Talk To Normies" will take a bit longer than expected thanks to numerous rewrites and higher than normal production quality, I apologize if you end up having to wait until early August. It's about 70% done I'd say. I'm excited to share it with you!

Image Artist: Doctor Angel Bun
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Thoughts

When someone shares things with me, I some times respond in advice mode, or by intellectualizing or distancing myself emotionally when really, if I was in a better headspace, I'd simply feel and respond from my emotions, to show care for others. The truth is, it's hard for me to be present or vulnerable, after having endured so much pain in my life, of being abused, hated for who I am, never fe...

Update

The skeleton for my complete remake of the video "How To Talk To Normies" is complete, and I think it's going to be one of my best videos yet. Probably will be complete by the end of this month. Thanks for sticking with me through the difficulty!

Top 10 Reasons Terfs Are Wrong

A remake of the earlier version of the video. I hope you like the new style and direction.