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A Real, Honest Check-In From Me to You

Hi loves,

I want to take a moment to speak from a very real, very raw place. If you’re here on my Patreon, pledging support, I need you to know exactly who and what you’re supporting: a chronically ill human being doing her absolute best to survive, create, and show up.

Chronic illness is not linear. It’s not predictable. It changes minute to minute, and so does what I’m cap...

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HEALTH UPDATE AND CUSTOMS!

Hi sweet friends, home and slowly recovering back to a normal baseline. Thank you for the endless love and support.

I will remind everyone I have till the LAST moment on the 30th to come up and upload. if you haven't received a custom, please shoot me a message! xoxo

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hospital update

Dear sweet Patrons,

I want to begin this message by saying: I love you. Truly, deeply, and with my whole heart. Thank you for being here. Thank you for your patience. Thank you for your concern, your messages, your energy, your love. I’ve felt it  even through the haze of the most physically painful and emotionally draining weeks I’ve experienced in a very long time.

I know...

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Finally back!

Hi sweet friends, My ban from Youtube is finally up lol! Now I can post/catch up on filming. The break felt really needed for me health struggles as well. 🩷 You will get everything+anything you signed up for. Now if you There's no way due to illness then I have to sleep. Its crushing . Thank you for being in this communication. Thank you for holding me in love, light and, Just as I hold you ...

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I AM BANNED FROM MY YOUTUBE FOR 7 DAYS

FOR WEARING A TOP THAT WAS NOT EVEN REVEALING. THEY SAID I WAS PUSHING SEXUAL CONTENT. ITS ALL WORKED OUT AND THEY NOW KNOW THATS NOT THE CASE, BUT SAID I CANT WEAR WHAT I WORE. SO IT'LL BE 6 DAYS THEN I CAN COME BACK. THAT MEANS IN 6 DAYS I CAN LIVESTREAM AND UPLOAD THE REST OF EVERYTHING. IM SORRY WE WE STILL LIVE IN SUCH A MISOGYNISTIC WORLD. im so sorry if I knew this would turn out like t...

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New tier

This month (MAY) I have now uploaded 11 BRAND NEW NEVER SEEN VIDEOS.+ More coming for those who think im a scammer/faking my illnesses. . between traumatic brain injury from passing out down my stair till I hit the landing due to my POTS, and creating CSF leaks, so much for ppl to continue calling me a scammer, a liar, and being in a " scandal" this month = TBI?! I am going to not be ok if the ...

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PaTrEoN ASMR| PERSONAL ATTENTION FOR SENSITIVE EYES AND LIGHT COMFY WORDS

xoxo

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PATREON ASMR older TARGET HAUL

xoxo

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ASMR| INVISIBLE SCRATCHING

XO

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PATREON ASMR| HAND MOV, & INAUDIBLE WHISPERS

XO

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more videos coming

more videos and livestreams to come! xoxo

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PATREON ASMR| USING YOU AS MY NOTEBOOK INAUDIBLE WHISP AND PERSONAL ATTENTION

xoxo

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PATREON ASMR| PUTTING GLOW:BRIGHTING STICK ON YOU

xoxo

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PATREON ASMR| FAINT WHISPERS AND LIGHHT CAMERA TAPPING

Thank you to our beyond sweet community member for sharing this tingly custom with us!! xoxo

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ASMR| MINI MIC INAUDILBE WHISPERS

XOXO

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ASMR| STUDY OR JUST SPEND TIME W/SOMEONE COMFY

XOXO

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Patreon asmr| very up close/old school gum chewing & camera tapping/inaudible whispering

xoxo

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TV SHOW CLUB

This months episode in tv show club will be listed down below! Make sure to catch up!

EP. 3 OF The Vampire Diaries (just to start fully fresh)

xoxo

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BOOK CLUB

Hey boo! HAPPY MAY!

"A Court Of Thorns And Roses" by Sarah J. Maas

Chapter 1 we will be covering to start out with.

 I can't wait! xoxo

The first book we are reading is "A Court Of Thorns And Roses" by Sarah J. Maas

This series has given me a beautiful, magical world to escape into when I need comfort, a place that feels like home, and quite frankly ...

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SAYING MY PATRONS NAME

Hi sweet friends! HAPPY MAY ! xo

Due to very dramatic and challenging moments this past month my brain so not work correctly (Literally. fluid on my brain started pushing into my face, it was compressing parts of my brain that was making me basically sleep walk through days. Within that fog I forgot to do the saying names video, BUT this month I will make 2 videos says names so you'll get...

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WHT UP CLOSE VIDEOS WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE THIS MONTH?

Hi loves!

Hope you all are staying safe and remembering to be gentle with yourself along with surrounding community.

Would love to have some idea on what you'd like to see for this months up close videos!

If you see that your request has already been commented, I ask that you please give it a like so I know how many people are interested in the same thing.

Remember, I do...

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WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE FOR THIS MONTHS TRIGGERS?

Hi loves! HAPPY MAY!

I'd love to get some ideas on what triggers you'd like to see this month!

If you see that your request has already been commented, I ask that you please give it a like, so I know how many people are interested in the same thing.

Remember, I don't provide a specific upload schedule here on Patreon. I have from the 1st of the month to the last day of the mon...

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WHAT LIFE/BEAUTY VIDEO WOULD U LIKE TO SEE??

Hi loves! HAPPY MAY!

I'd love to get some ideas on what lifestyle video you'd like to see this month!

If you see that your request has already been commented, I ask that you please give it a like, so I know how many people are interested in the same thing.

Remember, I don't provide a specific upload schedule here on Patreon. I have from the 1st of the month to the last day of ...

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PATREON ASMR| DREAMY COMFORT WITH LOVING WORDS AND PERSONAL ATTENTION FT. MUMMA MIC'S ASMR

16:10 is when mummy mics video starts

LINK TO MUMMA MIC'S ASMR CHANNEL https://youtube.com/@mummamicasmr?si=T-3Tj2hwaMlK625c

LINK TO MUMMA MIC’s patreon https://www.patreon.com/mummamicsasmr

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PATREON ASMR| FACE BRUSHING, PERSONAL ATTENTION AND INAUDIBLE WHISPERS

XOXO

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livestream

Dear sweet friends and community members, I want to start by saying how truly sorry I am for not being able to show up for the live streams this month as I had hoped. You all feel like friends and family to me, and it means so much to have your trust and support.

I’ve been deep in the book club and TV show club, and I was deeply looking forward to connecting with you in real time. But s...

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livestream

livestreams are still happening and saying your names video by end of the 30th.xoxo

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PATREON ASMR| INAUDIBLE FAINT WHISPERS W/LIGHT GLASS TAPPING

XOXO

* disclaiming

-this video might might be looped for your relaxation and honoring my body with what it can/can't give.*

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patreon asmr| book, clothing, etc. haul

xoxo

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PATREON ASMR| HALF MY INTRO (W/O PATREON INFO) + MOMENTS OF COMFORT

I hope this gives a comforting twist. xoxo

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