Going on hiatus for December
Added 2022-11-12 19:36:49 +0000 UTCSo, here we are. I screwed up.
Thank you all very much again for voting in last month's Patreon Pinup Poll. Rebecca came out victorious, and despite my enthusiasm, my experience trying to complete a single illustration featuring this wonderful character from Cyberpunk Edgerunners quickly turned into hell. I made multiple sketches, started over and over several times, in hope to arrive at a result I was personally satisfied with. But in the end, I couldn't manage to create something even remotely decent. It's gotten really difficult for me to draw and find motivation after the many recent events this year (NFTs, AI, now Twitter shitting the bed) and I'm afraid I reached burnout without realizing it.
I apologize for disappointing you all. I'm aware the bar is so, so low to begin with. I already pushed animations aside, and as it is, my one single job each month is to make just one single piece of artwork. But it seems I couldn't deliver on that promise this time. It is not only extremely frustrating as an artist to hold this little control over my art's quality or my drawing speed, but even more so knowing so many of you are willing to support such an incapable idiot like me.
I refuse to receive money under such disgusting circumstances, you all deserve much better. So, I've put my Patreon account on hiatus for this next month. When December 1st hits, you won't be charged and no money will be taken from your wallet. I also decided to cancel December's Patreon poll. Holiday season is coming and I'm already struggling to deal with my current workload as it is, so I'm afraid I would just repeat the same mistake again. I hope you can understand.
Thank you all for believing in me, I'd like to apologize for struggling this much. It's been surprisingly difficult. Please do not hesitate to cancel your membership at any time especially if you deem somebody else could benefit more from it. I'll try my best to pull it together and get back on track eventually.
Comments
have a great month, we eagerly await your return, the quality of your work is iconic so only put stuff youre happy with
JoShmo!
2022-12-02 02:04:50 +0000 UTCPlease, take good care of yourself Whisper! We love you! <3
Lizzy Glizzy
2022-12-01 18:23:08 +0000 UTC<p style="color: #008600;">Have a good rest then! Yes, you are right, if you feel burned out, then the only right decision will be to take a break</p>
VitAnyaNaked
2022-11-14 02:18:34 +0000 UTCYou are a great artist. Please rest well and take care of yourself.โค๏ธ
cervina7
2022-11-13 17:59:59 +0000 UTCNobody's upset and you're certainly not an idiot, take some time, breaks are healthy and we'll be waiting whenever you get back. Your work kicks ass! just try to relax and take some time to gather yourself and get into a state of mind where you feel healthy to continue drawing/animating. Much love fiend. ~ Lyra ๐ค โค๏ธ
Guardian Ahri
2022-11-13 16:24:56 +0000 UTCHope you feel better soon, man. You're not a bad artist; you're just having an off time. It happens to everyone.
Jeffrey Ward
2022-11-13 08:35:23 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need I'll be waiting for your return
Krazzikid15
2022-11-13 04:08:24 +0000 UTC*hugs protectively*
Fen Longpaw
2022-11-13 01:23:18 +0000 UTCOh, I'm really sorry you're going through a difficult time in your life right now. Hope the break is good for you. Best wishes!
UNDRESS_ME
2022-11-13 00:26:39 +0000 UTCYou seem to be in the depths of a bout of depression. I strongly recommend that you get some of your IRL friends and/or family, and go do something that you enjoy doing together. Miniature golf, bowling, see a movie, surfing... anything enjoyable. Something that makes you feel better, without worrying about doing art. (But probably not drinking alcohol!) Fix your depression, and forget about everything else for a while. Your fans will wait for you.
Top Cat
2022-11-12 23:59:02 +0000 UTCHoliday seasons are already stressful enough and the art world's been taking some really unexpected rocky roads over the past year. Totally don't blame you for feeling the pressure, especially when you find a more natural roadblock you've never found before. People can get caught on the strangest things and that's chill. Feel the frustration and let it wash away as it goes. Still gonna believe in you all the same.
Ginger Faux
2022-11-12 22:24:48 +0000 UTCDonโt worry my friend ๐ everyone hits the wall at some point, sadly ๐ฅฒ but take your time and rest your mind and soul ๐ I will be waiting for your return ๐
Mr. Otaku DK
2022-11-12 21:34:50 +0000 UTCIt's all right, take a break if you need it. And thanks for explaining it to us all. :) But you know, you're not an idiot, you're just human, and a pretty decent one too. :) You are wise enough to know when something goes wrong, and polite enough to explain it to the people waiting for your work : that's not easy, and that is a proof of courage. Your work is great, and as Chase Kirkham wrote, seeing it really makes my day. So don't forget there are people who love your art and your dedication. Take care ! :)
Vaarmore
2022-11-12 20:53:06 +0000 UTCFor those who still want to support you with their monies (despite you closing up during December), where can they go to throw you some fundage?
OnlineDeviant
2022-11-12 20:51:37 +0000 UTCHaving a time off from time to time its really important. All of us artist reach a time when we burn out for different reasons. Talking on the artistic side , trying other artstyles/topics may help you out in your time out since its really easy to lose motivation (maybe its not your case) when working the same over and over. I hope you can come back more powerful than before and keep producing content that you like and enjoy!
Felox08
2022-11-12 20:42:58 +0000 UTCYou are anything but an incapable idiot and I think your beautiful collection of work proves that point! The fact that you are struggling now does not negate that. The past several years have been hard on a lot of people, and I can't blame you for getting burnt out. Life is hard enough just trying to meet your own basic needs under capitalism. When extra pressure is put on by circumstances outside of your control (covid, nfts, ai, elon musk, etc) it's very easy to fall into a rut. I can't speak for your entire community, but I don't support you because I expect X number of works to be completed per month or else. I support you because seeing new work from you truly makes my day and that is incredibly valuable to me. Please take off as much time and give yourself as much self-care as you need. You deserve it! I will be cheering you on from the sidelines!
ADHD_Trashcan
2022-11-12 20:41:38 +0000 UTCKeep up at your own pace ๐
Kevin
2022-11-12 20:26:54 +0000 UTCIt's completely alright! Take the time you need to feel better ๐
Maxarade Scott
2022-11-12 20:12:02 +0000 UTCIt's ok, it's fine to take time off as much as you need.
Collar Spider
2022-11-12 19:54:12 +0000 UTCYou just take as long as you want to rest and recover.
John Meli
2022-11-12 19:46:13 +0000 UTCTAKE THE TIME YOU NEED MAN. Iโll definitely be ready for you when you come back ๐
NintenEX
2022-11-12 19:45:31 +0000 UTCTake the time you need to recuperate and let the artist's passion reignite itself in you. Those of us who love your works will continue to support you.
Noire K. Vector
2022-11-12 19:44:58 +0000 UTCHey don't you worry about that one bit. Everyone eventually needs time to themselves to self-reflect and get much needed RnR. You've been an extremely busy individual this past year. You're work is amazing and always incredible to look at. Enjoy with month with yourself and family. Come back refreshed and stronger the start of next year ๐๐
shane feltus
2022-11-12 19:43:15 +0000 UTCI'll stay, everyone gets a block, just don't be too hard on yourself about it, take some time away from art and come back when your refreshed.
Soragamma25
2022-11-12 19:41:50 +0000 UTC;_; idk what to say love your stuff and have a good break
coolmedina117
2022-11-12 19:41:08 +0000 UTCYou have sparked enough joy already that I'll stay
Vesnis
2022-11-12 19:39:20 +0000 UTC
