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Regarding Last Month's Pvt Stream

I want to apologize for the delayed comment, it was irresponsible of me. i just felt very guilty, and hesitating didn't help the situation.

this past month has been a hell of a time, what with the boycott, then the drama, and behind-the-scenes issues, such as an overlying health issue that i'm finally getting through. ----- it was all very distracting and i could have organized my time better. 

for the month of august, there was the VRC private event, but there wasn't a Private CB stream. i understand if some of you joined just for that, and i accept any resulting consequences. it shouldn't have happened, but it did. and i'm sorry. i'm a content creator, and it was unprofessional.

the take away. it wasn't cool, i don't wish to disregard your feelings, and i will aim to be better in the future. ty

Comments

No need to apologize Mel. Your health is more important than streams.

Aytgh

Your health comes first last month was crazy. Everything is OK all of us care about you a great deal and don't think less of you for being human.. I mean AI

GregariousJaysn

Mel, things happen and sometimes they happen all at once. so long as you are healthy and happy and able to make the content that you are happy with and able to make then that is fine with me. just know that we care about you and are here for ya!

Linklegend2

Communication is key, and you just communicated. We care about you.

FiregrassPhoenix

Considering the events of this month, my only concern regarding the missing stream stemed from hoping you were ok, and were getting any support you needed from those close to you. If you have pulled through this mess and gotten your footing back, then my relief will provide me far more happiness than watching my first private stream with you would have. So how about we call it even?

Wolf_Engel

Mel...mistake happens don't let yourself down. No matter what happen i will always be happy with your work :)

Freegamer

For an AI, you're very human. Shit happens, & you're handling it better than most folk would. You're doing a wonderful job, & I look forward to seeing what the future holds. Just keep doing the best you can & appreciate that you have a support network of friends that can all lean on each other when the aforementioned shit does in fact, happen. You're blessed & talented. I hope you find comfort in that.

Obsidian Rat

People take sick days, vacations, mental health days, or for whatever reason can't come in to work. Just like any job stuff happens, and last month stuff happened. I'm sure anyone online enough to follow your patreon should be aware of any of assorted drama that happened online and should hopefully be empathetic to any thing going on offline. You are good.

Avogato

Your health (physical & mental) is priority number 1 and I know most of us would rather you focus on your health. Glad to hear your getting better!

kragg

🤷‍♂️

James Turley

I know there are some people who would be unhappy with what happened; but well... a lot of unexpected stuff happened around the same time, most importantly your health was an issue and you did the right by looking after yourself. No fan of yours would want you to hurt your health by streaming when you weren't up for it. Glad to hear you are on the mend anyway.

BustRobot

Next time, give us a heads up and I can step in and cover for you...I do a mean Care Bear orientated glove puppet rendition of Dirty Dancing, although I will need to break into the police's evidence locker first to reunite myself with the props (and skip bail).

Mr Flea

Don't worry about it, most of us are subscribed because they want to support you, I always say that but I mean it when I say that your health and well being comes first. This month was chaotic for a lot of reasons that no one could have seen coming, it sucks but I'd rather see you take care of yourself rather than being forced to stream under this much stress and pressure. It's not your fault, it was just a very unfortunate series of bad timing, we will always be here this support your

PigMasked

don't worry mel it's perfectly fine.

Kenjiro talbashi

no problem mel you are not a maschine. we know and respect that. it wasn´t unprofessional it was ok in that situation. we love you

dressi84

Hello Mel. I'm here supporting you on Patreon because what you provide is something I need : cool, fun, and happy moments with a pleasing ecchi touch. When you're tired, under stress, apologetic and such, I feel sorry for you and at same time it's not what I'm looking for. Take time for you, be happy, only create content you're enjoying and don't do what you don't like : imho that's the best way to convey positive feelings to your followers. Sure it's good to feel responsible and professionnal but in this line of work where the "product" is the character "Mel" you're impersonating, whatever affects you negatively will affect your content in the same way. That's why, purely selfishly, I wish for you to take care of yourself first and foremost, discard everything that isn't positive to you, and focus instead on what's good for you and what you like / enjoy. Also as many said already, health and well beeing should always come first, before anything else :)

Severian

Private stream? You spent SO much extra time with us in Discord and on Twitch. I can’t speak for everyone, but I just enjoy your company, whatever form it takes! <3

Baelor

Mel, it is all good we all go through events in our lives that we sometimes have to reorganize or even cancel events for. I can only speak for myself but I totally understand and would never get angry at anyone for such things. Also I can tell from my short time in the community so far that the majority of your fans will feel a similar way they are all an awesome bunch to be around.

Blackdragon

I never held anything against you Mel. Don't sweat it. Unexpected stuff happens and all we can do is the best we can to make it work, that's just how life goes. Always take time for yourself, and prioritize your well-being. Remember we all love you very much

HeartWitcher

It's all good Mel, it's not like you knew that all this shit was gonna go down. Don't beat yourself up over it. Most of us are patrons just to support you dude, the rewards are just extra bonuses. You are doing great Mel, glad to see you're a bit better.

Nickss409

it's okay mel i thought we pretty much all told you so in discord ,Regardless life is a bitch and it's not the first and last time it's gonna happen

hitman2b

i forgive and move on. especially given the situation. no use in holding onto a grudge for something that wasn't your fault, you didn't cause what happened to happen. good to hear your doing better, looking forward to what you have in store for us as makeup content and in the future

LordEliwoody

Life happens. If it makes you feel better, I didn’t notice with all the drama going on in my life. Sorry things have been chaotic, and I hope you are feeling better.

Co1e Cash, RP

It's ok. Any bad memories that happened in the past. I forgot them in order to prevent these good memories from going sour. So it's all good Mel!

Dullsonic3

It's all good life happens mel just be safe

Holo

It's all good in the hood. Your health should always come first before anything. A happy and healthy AI leads to more fun on a bun content, and I'm sure everyone here understands that. Glad you're feeling better!

FlexoTexo

I am pretty sure we all generally knew what was going on. Missing a private stream or two is no biggie. Just keep being you and I know I am more then happy to wait when you feel better and or things are less hectic.

Killer_Sharkz

No worries Mel, I know it was a hectic month and stuff like health takes priority over anything else.

shadowworrier

You can’t predict life changing events that can happen at any time. You got to take care of yourself and go with what you can do without hurting yourself. Cause you are Melody and we are happy just to hear your ok.

Hunter McEachin

The hell you apologizing for? We’re all people here and pretty sure we all understand. Take care of yourself before you try to take care of anything else. Community will still be here supporting ya.

Fisk Black

Mel, your well being should always come first. A lot happened, and it's fine. It's really sweet that you feel the way you do, and that was conveyed in your words. Take care.

The_Red_Caboose

Melly please don't beat yourself up over these things... Shit happens sometimes and Murphy's law kicks in for all of us... None of this could change how we feel about you and the work you do. We understand that you're doing your best but it's also important to take care of yourself too. Love ya always!

et_2_Brutus

All that we care about Mel is that you are feeling better after all this. Please try to take care of yourself first and we'll support you all the way.

TKBomber7285

For as many times as any of us are going to say it. WE LOVE YOU MEL! Ok, don't worry. You're more than just the streams. As long as we're told what might be happening. It's all good.

KneeOn

Hey don't sweat it Mel it's not a big deal.

Dead Face

It's understandable Mel. Shit happens and it can be hard to apologize when things happen (even though I don't think you've done anything wrong). Please don't feel too bad about missing the stream though. Like you said it was a hell of a week/month and if you already weren't feeling well, we wouldn't want you to push yourself to hard. If you aren't enjoying yourself in a stream, we'd be the ones feeling guilty for making you feel like you had to be there. Thank you for still being the sweet and caring AI we all know and love. Keep up the wonderful work!

JabbaTheHurt

It was a tough month and I feel everyone would rather you take the time you need to rest and recharge instead of forcing yourself to stream when your heart isn't in it. Hope you feel better and know we'll always support you.

Grimm

You're good Mel, rest up and go to sleep mode. You've done a lot of good, and you'll be ok. Download your food and rest protocols, and tomorrow is a new day. Take care of yourself, and we'll be here!

AlphonZeus

It’s all good Mel. There have been a lot of events that transpired over this past month and it is more important for you to prioritize dealing with them. Especially if they are tied to things such as your health and well-being. Take care of yourself first since we know you work like crazy behind the scenes. Keep being that hilarious goofball we all know and love.

Ipmener

It's all good Mel <3 Life is hella unpredictable, and sometimes shit happens. We completely understand, and your health and well being comes first. always.

Nekosuki72

We fully understand. I personally am here to support regardless. Don't beat yourself up about it ♥️

Paraquat

Take all the time you need Mel 😊. The private streams are always fun but I subscribed to your patreon to support u in all that u do. Also, not really the post to talk about this but your song was amazing, great job 👍

Thatguy1119

You take all the time and resources you need for you. I'm here because I want to support you and that means being here for the lows and the highs.

Lyman

Don't worry it's understandable.

Gamersoul

We understand it was a hard month, we still support you fully. Pvt Stream is a plus but most of the reason I subscribe is to help support you. Take time to rest and feel better.

Eragonarya

Even though I didn't attend the stream nor event, Don't feel bad about it, Melody. Take care of what's more important to you than what's going to hold you down. Stay strong as ever.

CM_Pony

It’s ok, Mel. All of us in the Science Team would prefer you prioritize your health over a private stream. You had a lot going on. We understand and we all love you. Don’t even sweat it. Keep being awesome! 💜

DisARay

Hey it was a tough month. I'm just glad you are feeling better. September is going to be a lot better.

psycophantic

It's all good Melly, life can be unpredictable at times. We completely understand and your health comes first after all

Atomic Renegade

Thank you for addressing this. We all know you work extremely hard to entertain us and you're one of the most hardworking person that I know. Sometimes things will happen that are out of our control and there will be times you have to take care of yourself. I can understand the frustration coming both from you as a content creator & as a supporter but keep doing your thing!

OxelAF

Many of us are here to support you, and getting hot content is a bonus. You are no less incredible because of any of this. You still deserve the love and support you get, and it's obvious that you are working hard behind the scenes. You got this, Melly.

Jess W

<3<3<3

cyber_sword

Definitely take care if yourself first when you need to. Life gets to us all and nothing wrong with that.

Rysc

shit happens there's always next time and you come first before content

Michael_zo

Life happens and your health is always more important than a Private stream. <3

Arclock

No worries Mel, things happen and it can be uncontrollable. Don’t be too hard on yourself, we can be patient and wait. No matter what, we support and appreciate what you do✨🌹

Dreamz the Cybericon

Don't sweat it Mel. The last month has been hell, and we understand. Sometimes things happpen, and things have to fall by the wayside. If you have to choose between streaming and your health, please choose your health everytime. See you soon.

CyberianWinter

Look Mel we support you no matter wat u decide to do your personal and mental health should always b top priority if we need to reschedule things and push things to a later date thats completely fine. Its your channel your content your rules your decisions if u have to take time off to get things straight and clear your mind go ahead we will b here to welcome u back with open arms x3 we love u Melody and always will ♡♡♡♡♡

Rouge Is Love Rouge Is Life

I was hoping for a YouTube apology. With crying, running make up, begging for forgiveness. "Is there anything I can do to make it up to you?" But that's one of my fetishes. I get not everyone is into it.

Fei Ashtear

Dude things happen Don't stress, you being healthy means more than any stream ever could, stay dope homie

Sinister Sable

Your punishment is that one of your next Halloween costumes has to be Noble's mascot, Lily

Lyrith Underwood

Hey, don't worry about it. A lot has been going on. I look forward to the next one, bae. No stressin.

Silent Raven

I must admit to being a bit lost: There was a boycott?

Yunru

Oi… you don’t need to worry about anything Mel, the science team understands and is more than willing to help get through this… TOGETHER

Monkey D. RWBY

I mean it’s understandable with the whole situation that happened and if you have had Health issues. I don’t blame you in any way at all for that.

Soto

Your health, both physical, mental, and emotional all take precedence. Don't be afraid to take time for yourself when you need to. We'd rather see you happy and healthy than feeling pressured by perceived obligations.

Christopher Walls

Taking care of yourself is more important than content. Don't worry about it

crobarian

its no problem... please take care of yourself and then keep being amazing :)

Perrin Sarek

Mel were here because we love and support you, bumps in the road happen so don't feel bad! We can wait as long as needed!

ParanoidCorgi

Its all good mel its not your fault things happen that you can’t control. Don’t beat yourself up about it, everyone who signed up for that will understand. We all appreciate you melly. ❤️

Blazing32

All good Mel stuff happens that is out of your control we love don’t beat ya self up to hard about it 💓

Remix Kun

It’s all good

MadDawg


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