Written by Brianna Demonet
We walked into school. We grabbed our schedule and homeroom assignments. All three of us had the same homeroom; thank goodness, I thought to myself. I was hoping the teacher wouldn't introduce me to the class, but I wasn't that lucky.
Everyone we have a new student this year. Everyone, please welcome Rianna Stevens.
Rianna, please step forward an...
Written by Brianna Demonet
A waitress brought us tea and coffee and filled our water glasses. As usual, we girls were sent to the buffet first. I made two breakfast tacos and some fruit. Lexi and Emma hit the omelet station. As we returned our parents were deep in discussion and stopped when we got closer.
As we sat down they went to the buffet. I noticed that Cheryl and her paren...
Written by Brianna Demont
Shelly and I worked by ourselves through most of the class. Shelly was showing me the routine for the lead dancer. I could keep up, but her grace and poise is unmatched. I did my best, there was no way I was going to give up.
Shelly was taking me under her wing. When we finished class she smiled at me. I was sure you would give up at some point. No way Sh...
Written by Brianna Demonet
It was after 3 am when my Aunt V woke me up. I was having a night terror episode.
Ree your okay it's just a nightmare. Do you want to talk about it?
No Aunt V. I need to write it down for Saturday.
Okay honey get back to sleep.
Can I sleep with you, Auntie V?
Sure honey, come on!
I cuddled with my Aunt V and went right...
Written by Brianna Demonet
We went down for breakfast. Aunt V was in full mother mode. She had the teapot hot and ready. We had English muffins, scrambled eggs, and a small slice of ham. We ate and chatted with my Aunt V.
Lexi, did you do your enema this morning?
Yes ma'am.
How about you, Ree?
Yes Ma'am.
Did you show Emma how to as well?
Yes ma'a...
Written by Brianna Demonet
None of us mentioned our sleepover. Emma's mom pulled up first and we introduced ourselves.
Emma's mom, Linda. She was really nice. She was a little older than Aunt V. She was pretty with salt and pepper hair in a long wedge bob. It framed her oval face perfectly.
Aunt V pulled up behind Linda's SUV. If you girls want to ride together, that's fi...
Written by Brianna Demonet
I woke up just before the 6:30 am alarm. I did my therapy routine and coffee enema. Tomorrow was Saturday. It was going to be a very long day because my therapist agreed to see me at 7:15 am before the cheer camp. I made scanned copies of my notebook and put them in a big brown envelope.
Right on time, Taylor and Lexi pulled up. I jumped in, and we were ...
Written by Brianna Demonet
Lexi was posing on top of my bed. She waved her finger at me to come to her. Bree, I am sorry but I can't help myself. She kissed me and I just submitted to her passionate embrace.
I never dreamed I'd ever have a girl touch me this way or touch a girl like this. My body was electrified with passion. I poured my passion into kissing her. My body qu...
Written by Brianna Demonet
We ate our salads and watched Suits on Netflix.
Ree, I have to admit I love having you living here with me. Your cooking and helping around the house have been great. I love you, sweetie. It's great having you here.
Thank you, Auntie; I love it here! I wish Mom was with us.
I know you miss your Mom honey. But she's taking care of things ba...
Written By Brianna Demonet
The next morning, I woke up at 6 am. I only do 15 laps in the pool. I do my morning routine and therapy. I put on my purple skater dress and a sleeveless white blouse, with a white bra and thong panties.
I wear my 3” wedge white trim sandals. She said Spa day, so I wanted open-toe shoes. I was looking forward to today. I haven't had my hair done ...
Written by Brianna Demonet
After sunset, I started getting tired; it had been a big day. As I always do I reflect on everything before bed. I miss being a boy less every day. But the thought of what happened and the loss of my penis still saddens me. It saddens me because I can't give my mother a grandchild. It saddens me because my mom has sacrificed so much for me.
She never fin...
Written by Brianna Demonet
Aunt V took pictures of the outfits and texted them to Mom and Cathy.
Mom and Cathy both started bombing Aunt V's phone and mine. Wanting details, recital dates. It was exciting to see their enthusiasm. My mind was beginning to feel more in line with my body. Now all I needed was a friend or two to share my hopes and dreams with.
Aunt V and Martin...
Written by Brianna Demonet
It was a short drive to the airport. I've lived next to the airport my whole life and haven't laid eyes on it in a couple of years. I loved the planes flying overhead. At one time I wanted to be a pilot and fly away from here. Now, thanks to my plight, I'm going on a flight to Las Vegas.
Cathy drove us to the rental car returns. We took the shuttle back ...
Written by Brianna Demonet
When Cathy and I entered my Mom's salon, mom didn't hardly recognize me. Cathy walked in first then me. My mom did a double and triple take. She recognized my skater dress. Ree??
Hi mom! I said shyly
Oh baby you're beautiful! Mom exclaimed.
Mom, this is Cathy Pambini, Cathy, my mother, Brenda Stevens.
Ms Pambini I can't thank you e...