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Mia Vibrator Pinup

A gift from Milly, and a fucking incredible one at that! I need more from this artist as soon as possible, like, goddamn. Calling the facial my favorite Mia pic might’ve been too soon. This high quality pic was only $75 and it was quite fast, too. Insanely good stuff.

Mental health update, still adjusting. Headaches weren’t as bad tonight but they aren’t fully gone yet, will see abo...

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Taking a Quick Break/Venting/Good News Too

Hey guys, just an update on why the next chapter is taking a while. This week has seen my antidepressant withdrawal headaches get quite bad and I kind of hit a breaking point where I fought myself to realize this wasn’t worth it. I’m taking them again at a lower dose and while I still have the headaches/lethargy they’re much less intense and it should go away after I’m readjusted but to...

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Mia Facial Pinup

A gift from my friend and patron HN, mostly! I admittedly chipped in a tiny bit for this one for once to elevate it from being a simple facial to something cuter with Oliver half in frame, and ah, I’m so glad I did. This might currently be my favorite lewd art of Mia yet. Not that there are that many, but still, I’m insanely happy with it!

Eager to get more from them as soon as I can,...

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Stacy Yoga Pinup

A new gift from Milly from a new artist I found recently! Similarly to how Mia will likely get tons of cat themed art, I would definitely like a lot more Stacy yoga art lol. This artist is one I really like to work with, though, and they’re very cheap so expect to see a lot more of them!

Work on the next chapter is coming out okayish. Been feeling a little fever-y so not perfect. It’s...

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Vol 2 Outline Part 3

Wakeup and Morning

  • unsurprisingly

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Stacy in a Nice Dress Pinup

A gift from my friend Urban! It was a nice surprise, and I quite like the choice of dress the artist went with. Very bubbly take on her in general.

I’m currently working on the outline for the next chunk of the volume, I expect to be done with it in a day or two and then I’ll get to work on chapter 73!

Art by http...

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Love Addict's RPG Vol. 2 Ch. 72

Real big one this time, 7k words! Lot of lewd while also being a lot of cute. I got through it pretty fast for my current condition, but now I've got to write an outline for the next day of the book. If you've followed what I've been saying about what will happen during it, it's gonna be a pretty big and dramatic one topped off with some much needed comic relief.

Also, I think I have a pr...

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Stacy Pixel Pinup

Next one in this series, came out nicely once again!

Good news as well, next chapter should be later today.

Art by https://www.fiverr.com/koirai

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Rebecca Post Sex Pinup

Thank you to Milly for this pic again! Rebecca is still far from getting focus but I’m excited for when we get there.

Art by - https://twitter.com/teinokami 

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Mia NSFW Study Session

A gift from Milly, came out really nice! Mia is getting in some practice and is thankful for her models.

Work on the next chapter is going okayish. Probably going to take another two days or so. Might be progressing a little faster since it’s a lewd chapter but ugh I’m so sick of these constant night headaches slowing me down.

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Love Addict's RPG Vol. 2 Ch 71

Ugh, I shouldn't have forced myself to edit this tonight. Feel like junk after pushing through it. I do think my overall condition is improving but doing stuff at night is just still not happening very well yet. Looking forward to the next chapter since it's a lewd one and those are always easier for me, but we'll see how it goes.

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Since no one was hungry for anything in particul...

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Follow Up

The chapter is done I just don't feel like editing it right away since I've been working on it for like 5 hours now. I'll try and do it sometime after midnight but we'll see if I feel up to it. If not, tomorrow. It's like 6k words and I just don't wanna right now lol

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Small Update

Work overall went better this week and I should have the next chapter done by tomorrow. There’s not too much left on it.

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Mia Pixel Pinup by Koirai

Another one of these courtesy of my patron Kinzler, thank you for getting this! I had to get Mia in this sort of outfit at least once, but who am I kidding, I'll probably end up with many pics of her in cat-themed lingerie.

Kinzler is also helping me get pics like these for the rest of the cast so expect more soon.

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Zoe Post Sex Pinup

Very pleased with this one, genuinely feel it came out even better than the last! Looking forward to more from them.

Art by - https://twitter.com/teinokami 

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Random Q&A

I got 2k words done today, decent progress. My concentration is still doing terrible at night though so I’m just sitting here not really having the motivation to do anything. I thought I would see if anyone wanted to ask me anything about the story and upcoming plans and things. Just be wary of spoilers since I’ll answer pretty much anything, though nothing is 100% set in stone.

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Mia Post Sex Pinup

Another gift from Milly, and I'm extremely happy with how it turned out! Going to get more post creampie pics from the artist. Not sure if we'll get the full set since these ones are expensive but we'll see, and Zoe is already paid for at least.

Art by https://twitter.com/teinokami

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Love Addict's RPG Vol. 2 Ch. 70

Whew, there we go. Another good day today. I'm focusing a little better than I was a few days ago but getting stuff done at night is still not going well. Still, I'm thankful for any improvement no matter how small.

I think this chapter came out well despite the trouble I had getting through it, though I do have something on my mind. I feel like I fucked up slightly with all the heroines ...

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Small Update

Had a good day today. I think today is the first time I got 3k in about two weeks, and 3k was average workday before all this. The bare minimum I need to reach to feel halfway decent about myself lol.

That said, chapter isn’t done like I thought it’d be. It went off rails from the outline so it’s taking longer- Oliver and Zoe now talk about the kiss and not her need for attention w...

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Zoe Pixel Pinup by Koirai

A gift from my friend Milly. Really like how it turned out! Would love to get more of the girls done by this artist sometime as I think it's an interesting style.

Art by - https://www.fiverr.com/koirai

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Been Delayed This Week

I should've said something sooner but I kept thinking it would get better but it really hasn't. My mood has been very low this week and it's made working on the next chapter rough. It's almost done, though, so I'm hoping tonight or tomorrow.

I haven't explicitly said so but in the interest of transparency I've been tapering down from an antidepressant for like 4 months now and this entire...

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Suggest Art Ideas

If anyone has any fun ideas they’d want to see as a pinup, let me know! Friend was getting me some art and will do so in the future again so I figured I would see there were any requests that caught my interest.

Things like outfits you’d want to see Mia in, a sexy pose you saw, generally whatever. Minimal backgrounds and probably a two character limit for now.

Examples of things...

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Love Addict's RPG Vol. 2 Ch. 69

Sorry this one took me a while. It's a mix of poor moods and it just being a difficult chapter to write. I didn't want to overplay my hand or imply too much, so I scrutinized it very heavily as I went along. Hopefully the next one goes smoother.

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Despite his initial annoyance at Bradley pushing him into this, Oliver was glad he did. The bonus was welcome, but the chance to impres...

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Update

Next chapter is still a day or two out, I had to visit family on Sunday which fucking sucked and drained me of the will to be productive that day. Farther along now, though, just don’t know when I’ll be done specifically.

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Zoe Revisions Complete

I’ve edited and rewritten large chunks of 62 and 65 so that Zoe’s budding sexuality is portrayed in a more palatable manner. I don’t expect to make big changes to the story I want to tell based solely on feedback very often, but this is a notable exception since I agreed with the people who felt it was somewhat off-putting and I thought I could do better.

If you were one of those pe...

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Love Addict's RPG Vol. 2 Ch. 68

Later than I meant to get this up. I'll try and do the Zoe edits tomorrow.

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Friday, February 24th

Oliver awakened the following day to the smell of breakfast, which was weird, considering he lived alone. Sitting up and checking the disturbance, his tired eyes revealed no cause for alarm. Only an artificial man in his kitchen cooking up a storm.

“Good MORNING, [Best ...

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Minor Chapter Delay

I thought I'd be done by now but the chapter is longer than I thought it'd be. I'll finish it after midnight my time, I've just been working for several hours and need a break. So not today like I said it'd be, but close enough.

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Slight Revisions Incoming

I’m still working on the next chapter but enough people have said something about it that I’m going to slightly revise 65 to make Zoe a little more into it. My intentions didn’t come through very well with the wording and I wrote it the way I did so that we’d get a bigger contrast with when she starts feeling more sexual, but it’s definitely not worth it if it alienates a few readers ...

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Minor Update

Next chapter should be tomorrow sometime. Nothing much else to say, just wanted to touch base.

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Love Addict’s RPG Vol 2 Outline Part 2

Morning

  • Oliver wakes up, smells breakfast. Since he wouldn’t open the door, Bradley let himself in and started cooking. Asks if Oliver minds. It takes him a sec to answer no, not really. He’s just used to Bradley by now.

  • Breakfast is good but he feels a little bad since it makes him want Mia’s cooking. Bradley endeavors to pack it with more love next time arou...

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