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more outfits to come

Which outfit would you like to see next month? ^^

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Rocks 🪨

The hands of the mountain reach down deep, clutching tightly into the hair of the earth

Their enormity ridges and juts, spreading and peaking all across her surface


(something my imagination took hold of while looking at and driving past the mountainous landscapes—

the peaks of mountains kind of look like giant hands??, grabbing hold of the Earth, affectionatel...

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Tumult of the Sinner

these photos are the consequence of growing up in a strict baptist christian household, along with 18 years of religious schooling.... I never got to experience the beauty of religion and spirituality, instead I felt its rigidity and rules. The judgement placed upon me, my body, my attempts at self expression through clothing & art,I have so many stories of repression that I could share, bu...

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Wedding Day at the Denver Botanical Garden 🪴

( written on 9,9,24)


Pictured is my old work camera the Sony A7Siii, the one I bought myself is the Sony A7Cii, but I wear them in tandem on this harness during wedding days, one with a 85mm Sony G Master lens and the other a 50mm Sigma Art lens—

Today was…infinitely better!

It ran more like a traditional wedding day so I was in my comfort zone, and ou...

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Upcoming Looks~

Which look would you like me to work on first for next month? ^^

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Parisian Nights part 1

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Elopement

I shot my first elopement yesterday…while I like to think it went well, I have so much trauma I still need to work on and through. My social anxiety prevents me from seeing that I can be likeable, instead my mind tells me I am a big ball of cringe.

The couple and the photographer were all in their mid twenties, while I was feeling far too old in my early thirties. I felt the generation...

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The Insatiable Heiress part 1

as patreon will not allow me to sell images separately, I am saving ppvs with more nudity than I am comfortable sharing in ppv on only fans, apologies for any inconvenience, I am still getting the hang of multiple platforms! I'll try to figure out a better system soon >_< thank you for your patience

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Inner Dialogue Shift

I think for the majority of my life, I didn’t have anyone to reflect my reality back to me, instead I relied upon music and the other art forms to comfort my lonesome feelings, predators to validate and cajole me, while authoritarian figures molded me into perfect compliance and rigidity, my existence and sense of self for forfeit in the hands of others. It is not until recently that I starte...

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The Serpent in Black

(novel tier) 41 images

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S’mores


The hot stick of molten tendrils, the inappropriateness of the thought contributing to the consistency, sensation as it melts in the mouth, attaching to finger tips and chin, a constant wipe to prevent eyes from catching sight of white strings clinging on parted joy filled lips, as if they were to see the remnants of the thought or perhaps see into you, into your mind, into your perv...

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The Princess in Her Tower

(novel tier) 38 images

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Fitness Update ^^

really want to put on even more lean muscle mass, do updates like this interest you?! Or should I keep it to photo sets here? I posted the majority on OnlyFans, but I felt like these were dramatic enough to post here with the contrast-y lighting—

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Thoughts?

Thoughts on thoughts! I was thinking of adding my writing here like a journal of sorts maybe, for free of course, but I am starting to write more, and I want to lose the fear of sharing. Does this interest you all? :)

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Are We Still Young

(novel tier) 39 images

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Summers are for Melons (Novel Tier)

40 images

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