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still in treatment

Can't talk long but I'm still in treatment.  Hopefully out on June 5th but it might take longer.  CPU use is limited for me atm which is why I haven't been around/answering messages or providing updates.  I hope all of you are well.  I will update on other platforms when I am able.

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Hospital once more--emergency. Will be a longer stay.

Just one thing after another around here.  But yeah.  Idk how long I'll be there.  But I won't be able to do many updates, so don't expect much until I am better again.

I did pause the Patreon for May before I head out.  I'll discuss other stuff when I'm discharged.

Stay safe out there y'all.  I'll see you when I return.

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Good Shit (Procedure, Progress), Bullshit (more below), Other Shit (Patreon, etc)

It's been a bit since I last updated y'all, sorry about that. >m< Every week has brought a new trial-by-fire so far, which has to be wrangled with, only for another one to pop up after that!  Yeesh!  But I'm here for a little while now.

(Also I will try to respond to some messages before I leave in a few hours, and then later in the week.)

Good Shit

Well, fir...

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Awesome Great News & NOW GOOD NEWS THANK FUCK (as of 4-18-22)!!!

(originally titled "Awesome Great News & Weird Not-Great News")

I only have a few minutes so I'm gonna write this as fast as I can.

But I have SOME REALLY FUCKING GOOD NEWS HEALTH-WISE!  The neurology appointment went WELL and I was given a path forward to see what is going on in my head. C,: Hopefully that process will be done by the end of this month or next the latest, a...

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Well Things Got Worse. Quick Broad Update Though (on health, Patreon, commissions, etc)

Hello.  Things are on fire once more.  Probably not bonfire-sze anymore, and more massive forest fire now?  Intense and bad.  Was very close to the edge of some stupid shit last night but I rode it out.  

I need to deal with all the bullshit (if you're new to my health stuff btw, please...

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doing a lot better, thank fuck

I'm still recovering from the bombshell weekend but I wanted to give y'all to know I am doing much, much better mentally.

A friend, who had said a bit ago she wanted to show me something she'd made, "happened" to send it to me during this time.  And it "happened" to partially be about living after darkness, living for yourself.  This sent a beaming blast of light into the dark h...

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big bad news postscript [Brain Ablaze]

CW: discussion medical dismissal (negligence?), mistreatment during health crisis, misgendering.

I'm still recovering from yesterday's terrible shit, still emotionally flip-flopping between utter despair, boiling rage, and total numbness.  I'm going to take today for myself as well--maybe ...

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small good news, then big bad news [Brain Ablaze]

cw: discussion of depression, suicidal thoughts, medical dismissal (negligence?)

My soul is very very drained atm.  After I write this I'm gonna check out for the day, probably lie down or draw, just . . . cope.  

To summarize the hospital stuff:

The good news:

I was able to not be hospitalized/admitted--HOLY SHIT THAT WAS CL...

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Am being hospitalized against my will

 I begged for help from somebody who could give it, begging & pleading, but also expressed suicidal thoughts.  Hopefully I can get an MRI while there.  They better not just send me home again.


Hopefully it'll be ok but I'm scared shitless.  Kind comments are appreciated. I'll try to share this on FA & aryion before we get there.

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working on an update for y'all

I'm writing a large update for everyone.  It's a bit long.  Sorry for the wait but it should be up this weekend.  

Some important stuff while I have your attention: The Patreon has been paused for now, no billing for April, and March's game is coming, it'll just be a little  late (I thought I made some kind of statement about this, very sorry there.) 

Let's ...

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[Exclusive] 7DS: Being Pride's Eager Meal: Part 4

Featuring Pride: https://toyhou.se/14037896.pride

Part 4, which is the ending of this series, and the final Patreon-exclusive work for right now. I didn't realize that I forgot to write a poll for this one until it was too late?  I decided to use it to play with some different kinks (sentient f...

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[Exclusive] 7DS: Being Pride's Eager Meal: Part 3

Featuring Pride: https://toyhou.se/14037896.pride

Here it is!  C:  Hope you enjoy!  Part 4 will be posted shortly.

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Pride looks over you one more time, the sinful Avatar salivating over your form.  You’ve been all tasted and teased–and now, you’ll be ...

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Back from the ER

I have returned.  At the hospital for 10+ hours I think, but back now so yay?  I got a few small answers which was good, but mostly received more large questions, and the symptoms that made me go there have not been resolved or given any cause.  Memory problems also screwed me over with another escalation as I left.  So that's . . . not ideal.  Oh, and of course I was d...

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Well it's ER time again. Fuck.

Hey y'all.  

First of all, I conked out AGAIN at my cpu last night as I was writing the 2 exclusives.  Still working on them and will get to them asap.

But as I was getting ready for the day and trying to finish the stories, I had some symptoms that were concerning.  I've had them before, but not to this extent, and it had spread further.  I spoke to a close frie...

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Further Atrophied, Worse Than Ever, Hitting The Breaks

Hello. This is TastyAce. Sorry if it's not fully Thursday anymore by the time this & the other things go up. I tried, I really did. But this took a lot more time & energy than I expected. I will try to be as brief as possible but there is still a lot to cover.

CW Starts Here: Discussion of bad health stuff, including depression, intense suicidal thoughts & severe memor...

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Everything is on fire and I need more time again, apologies

(Crawls out of a dark hole, feathers licked by towering flames)

Hi.  Well.

Things are very bad.

I have been seeing everything get more & more terrible every single day now for over a week.  When I wake up in the morning, I think it can't get any worse, but the next 24 hours always manage to surprise me in the worst damn way.  I might have said this ...

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Taking one more day to destress

Things got worse and I need more time b/c everything's fucked.  Gonna draw and chill today, try to process everything that's occurred JUST OVER THIS WEEKEND, and do the stuff on Monday.

Let's talk more tomorrow y'all.

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Will post the exclusive story & some info posts this weekend, need more time

Sorry for the wait but my energy levels have been . . . weird and bad, especially this week. >m< Also time-blindness is up big time--seriously, I fucking BLINKED and now March is almost OVER!  I'll get the stuff out this weekend, along with some other posts explaining more, but for now I gotta spend the night to myself, rest and destress after this hell week (literally EVERY DAY was ...

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[Exclusive] 7DS: Being Pride's Eager Meal: Part 2

Featuring Pride: https://toyhou.se/14037896.pride

Vote for Part 3 here: https://www.patreon.com/posts/63691420

I'll also release the poll for March's game soon too.

I've had a very up-and-down batch of days, a...

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[Story Poll] How will Pride finally swallow the reader down?

It's finally vore time, fellas.  Let's send you to the stomach . . . but how~?

Pride's (barebones) profile: https://toyhou.se/14037896.pride

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[Exclusive] 7DS: Being Pride's Eager Meal: Part 1

Featuring Pride: https://toyhou.se/14037896.pride

Vote for Part 2 here: https://www.patreon.com/posts/63392026

To everyone who has messaged me and is waiting on a reply: I am in a super bad place in my recovery proc...

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[Story Poll] How should Pride prepare the reader for consumption?

Pick a favorite! C:

Pride's (barebones) profile: https://toyhou.se/14037896.pride

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February's game is RELEASED! The Ultimate Eater's Sauna: A Valentine's Vacation

It's here!  Romantic vore vacay, hooray! >u<

You win a Valentine's getaway at a vorey sauna!  The question is: which predator do you want to invite as your plus one~?  Choose from femdom, fantasy roleplay, foodplay, and fearplay to find your perfect, kinky night in this bite-sized holiday tale!

Patrons at the Interactive Access tier and above, ...

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7DS: For Blind Date To Lunch For Lust: Part 4 (Patreon Exclusive)

Featuring: Lust ( https://toyhou.se/14037855.lust )

Vote for the next 7DS story for more vorey demon fun! https://www.patreon.com/posts/63066845

Final part is here!  Sorry for the late post; I started this earli...

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[Story Poll] Which 7DS prompt do you like best?

I want to write another exclusives with my demon characters The 7 Devourly Sins.  Which idea do you prefer?

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Escaping Into Mark.it One Last Time: Demo

It's out!  Woo hoo!

As discussed in this post, the full game for this demo will be developed next month.  The Ultimate Eater's Sauna: A Valentine's Vacation is still coming; that was what this game was first, but it deviated a bit from that as development continued, so I will be releasing a p...

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7DS: For Blind Date To Lunch For Lust: Part 3 (Patreon Exclusive)

Featuring: Lust ( https://toyhou.se/14037855.lust )

Here's the story, yay!  Vote for the final part! https://www.patreon.com/posts/62839172

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[Story Poll] In the final part of the Lust story, what should happen to the reader?

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About Feb's Game & upcoming Twines (don't worry, nothing's cancelled; there's just some news)

Hello!  TastyAce here.  Hope y'all are doing alright.

I'm still wrapping up the week's Patreon Exclusive, don't worry.  But I also meant to put out a post on this month's game, and JUST realized I hadn't done so earlier. >m< (I also meant to update the medical masterpost with new info on my...

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late with the Patreon exclusive, sorry y'all. Will be up in a few days.

I just started intensive treatment, sorry for the wait.  I'll have it up asap! <3

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