Right after I I made my last post, I had therapy.
I was speaking about the house/space situation and also how I just returned from a trip to Toronto where I was shooting and it was very successful. I mentioned doing OnlyFans over COVID which got me through but wasn't where I needed to be in my personal practice for many reasons. Returning to shooting has made me feel more in touch with ...
Today, I am overwhelmed by everything that is happening in my house. I current split a living space with my mom who's retired. It's a full house, there is a lot of space but we still end up....with things just everywhere.
(As someone who is Autistic this overwhelms me and sometimes causes shut downs.)
I know we are at the start of a new season. I know that we are in a la...
I turned 40.
I tried to make a big deal about it but...life?
My partner gifted me my very first Catherine D'Lish robe which I have forever lusted after.
However, this was after OnlyFans and the last thing I wanted was to be seen, photographed or desired.
I think I lasted maybe 15-20 minutes before I revealed how I felt and we shut everything down. (My partner was incredibly u...
In 2023 my partner and I travelled to Scotland to visit Katie West.
These were taken at a "castle" (more a manor) in the early morning while everyone else slept.
2025-05-12 17:00:07 +0000 UTC
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TRIGGER WARNING - Talk of suicidal thoughts.
It’s hard to know where to start when the story is still being written. But I think I can begin here:
This past year nearly ended me.
In 2024, I was diagnosed with Autism, ADHD, PTSD, Depression, and Anxiety. But not before my body—and my mind—completely gave out.
Before that, I had been a...
2025-05-11 15:00:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Are you ready to laugh at me?
I’m changing things already. LOL. I know. I just launched, and here I am rewriting the structure. But this isn’t coming from flakiness—it’s coming from clarity.
Here’s the truth: I’m still very much in autistic burnout.
Not a cute little “self-care” kind of burnout. The kind that stole my words, my thoughts, my energy, and...
2025-05-11 01:10:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi. I’m Faye.
For a long time, I’ve been creating—photography, storytelling, taking intimate self-portraits—but much of that work came from a place of survival. It was beautiful, sometimes, and deeply personal. But it was also shaped by what I thought I had to do to be seen. To be wanted. To be enough.
Then, in the past year, everything changed.
I was diagnosed with Au...
2025-05-08 01:25:32 +0000 UTC View PostHello to those of you who are still here.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! I hope that all of you a great holiday season, had some time off to rest and celebrate in whatever way you see fit.
I have been THE MOST busy - which is just what I would call this phase of my life which I've been in for the past 2 years. It is also the main reason why I'm writing this update today. For anyone who...
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