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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐๐ข๐ง๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter 49 will be out by 4 pm EST lovelies๐Ÿค

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๐…๐Ž๐‘๐“๐˜-๐„๐ˆ๐†๐‡๐“ | Different World

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐„๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ
"๐ƒ๐ข๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐–๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

The flight to Colombia was as long as normal. 

Fourteen hours. 

A set amount of time that I had spent contemplating what the fuck Sevan had been up to. 

It was one big circle in my h...

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Update

hi angels. i hope everyone is well. iโ€™ve recently decided to do a little detox from wattpad/patreon for mental health reasons. i do plan to schedule the chapters to post as best as i can, but i wonโ€™t be as active on either platform. iโ€™m currently planning to be back by monday, but iโ€™ll keep you guys updatedโค๏ธ

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐„๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter forty-eight will be posted tonight<3

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๐…๐Ž๐‘๐“๐˜-๐’๐„๐•๐„๐ | Xanax

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐’๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง

"๐—๐š๐ง๐š๐ฑ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"It looks just as I imagined."

I raised a brow, "Cold and empty?" I curiously asked, closing my bedroom door. 

"Clean and organized," Arina corrected me, walking further into my room. 

I could not even fathom the idea of ...

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๐…๐Ž๐‘๐“๐˜-๐’๐ˆ๐— | Handled

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐’๐ข๐ฑ
"๐‚๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ญ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"Via."

I furrowed my brows, mumbling something even I couldn't make out as I nuzzled deeper into the couch.

"Via."

I forced a hum, sinking even deeper into the stiffness under me.

"Via," the soft voice...

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๐…๐Ž๐‘๐“๐˜-๐…๐ˆ๐•๐„ | Content

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐…๐ข๐ฏ๐ž
"๐‚๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ญ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

That evening it was back to everything that was normal for me.

Handling drop-ins, ensuring shipment was distributed properly, and even checking in with different mafia leaders.

Only this time Sevan seemed to be such a present force in m...

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Chapter Forty-Five Update

hiii angels, iโ€™m so sorry to inform you all that chapter forty-five wonโ€™t be out until tomorrow. i really was aiming for it to be out tonight, but also, i donโ€™t want to publish something thatโ€™s not 100% my best. i think these double updates are beginning to burn me out, so please bare with me during this delay. i hope you all can understand and iโ€™m so sorry to disappoint you๐Ÿ’—

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐…๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Forty-Five will be out sometime this evening angels๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

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๐…๐Ž๐‘๐“๐˜-๐…๐Ž๐”๐‘ | Necessary

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐…๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ
"๐๐ž๐œ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

The next morning I was already awake before Sevan.

Surprisingly so.

I felt almost weirdly awake, unable to sleep in the slightest.

So I pulled on one of Sevan's t-shirts and a pair of her sweatpants, deciding to l...

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๐…๐Ž๐‘๐“๐˜-๐“๐‡๐‘๐„๐„ | Accustomed

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐“๐ก๐ซ๐ž๐ž
"๐€๐œ๐œ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

I furrowed my brows when I felt something soft graze my cheek, immediately causing me to stir from my sleep. 

Naturally, I buried myself under the soft pillows, nuzzling in even closer to what I knew was Sevan's body.&nbs...

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Updatesโค๏ธ

hiii darlings!! two things i want to announce. first, iโ€™m going live in around thirty minutes (11:45 am EST) itโ€™s going to be a โ€œwrite with meโ€ live. next i wanted to share the Corrupted Christmas book aesthetic TikTok i made, maybe a double update will be in store if you guys go like๐Ÿ’‹

Book Aesthetic TikTok: 2024-11-02 15:18:04 +0000 UTC View Post

Pinterest Boards๐Ÿค

hiii angels, iโ€™m excited to announce that both pinterest boards for Ruined + A Corrupted Christmas are up now!! check them out below๐Ÿ’—

link to my page:https://pin.it/4ttzC48tf

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A Corrupted Christmas Description

When Virelai Chun steps back into Miami's gritty glamour after years away, it's not just to sip eggnog and deck the halls. It's to take over for her father, Dorian Chun. And Miami's gangs are no longer the rough illegal crowd they used to be...

๐™‰๐™ค.

They've found a way to make themselves into Miami's elite, pulling strings in the city's most glamorous circles. Schools, politi...

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๐…๐Ž๐‘๐“๐˜-๐“๐–๐Ž | Different

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐“๐ฐ๐จ
"๐ƒ๐ข๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"Fine," I mumbled, eyeing Sevan's face for a brief moment, "I am mad."

Sevan nodded, reaching down to run her hands up my arms, "Tell me why you're mad," she said, her voice still as serious with me. 

I shrugged, "I do not want to d...

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๐…๐Ž๐‘๐“๐˜-๐Ž๐๐„ | In-between's

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐Ž๐ง๐ž
"๐ˆ๐ง-๐๐ž๐ญ๐ฐ๐ž๐ž๐ง๐ฌ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

I let out a deep sigh as I zipped the suitcase shutโ€”which I had to sit on to close. 

Even if it was only a weekend in New York, I needed to be prepared. 

I wasn't even sure we were still going, especially considerin...

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๐…๐Ž๐‘๐“๐˜ | Pizza Concept

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ
"๐๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐š ๐‚๐จ๐ง๐œ๐ž๐ฉ๐ญ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"Nyet Sevan," I said, burying myself further under the covers as she approached the bed.

"You need to eat something more than crackers, Zinovia," Sevan said as she slid back into the bed beside me.

And maybe she was ri...

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๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐‘๐“๐˜-๐๐ˆ๐๐„ | Very Bad

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐๐ข๐ง๐ž
"๐•๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐š๐"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"Sevan," I breathed out, hunching over as more of the disgusting chunky bile spilled from my lips, "Awayโ€”go away," I whispered under my breath, feeling my eyes burn as I truly processed what I had done.

I threw up on her shoes...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐๐ข๐ง๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Thirty-Nine will be out later today angels<33

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๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐‘๐“๐˜-๐„๐ˆ๐†๐‡๐“ | Conflicted

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐„๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ

"๐‚๐จ๐ง๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐ข๐œ๐ญ๐ž๐"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"Good now?" Nazara asked me as I approached the poker table. 

I hummed tightly, "Very good," I mumbled, even if it felt like I could actually scream. 

Sevan makes me so angry. 

"Get up," I suddenly said to ...

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๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐‘๐“๐˜-๐’๐„๐•๐„๐ | Well-Behaved

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐’๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง

"๐–๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ-๐๐ž๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

The very same day, I was busyโ€”too busy, if I'm being honest. 

I was plotting out every detail of tonight's event with the energy of someone orchestrating a hostile takeover, even though this was only poker.&n...

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๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐‘๐“๐˜-๐’๐ˆ๐— | Goodbye Kiss

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐’๐ข๐ฑ

"๐†๐จ๐จ๐๐›๐ฒ๐ž ๐Š๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

I let out a deep content sigh, staring out at the distant city we were approaching.

The water underneath the yacht was smoother with less waves, practically lulling me into a deeper calmness.

Even if I was beyond rea...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐’๐ข๐ฑ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Thirty-Six will be out tomorrow angels, so sorry for the delays today!!๐Ÿ’—

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A Corrupted Christmasโค๏ธ๐ŸŽ„

ahhh iโ€™m SO excited to announce the official sequel of Corruptedโ€ฆ


๐™ฐ ๐™ฒ๐š˜๐š›๐š›๐šž๐š™๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐™ฒ๐š‘๐š›๐š’๐šœ๐š๐š–๐šŠ๐šœ.


it will officially be out November 25th so save the date angels!! the book trailer + IG story visuals are linked belowโค๏ธ


Visuals: 2024-10-26 21:39:35 +0000 UTC View Post

๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐‘๐“๐˜-๐…๐ˆ๐•๐„ | Two Very's

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐…๐ข๐ฏ๐ž
"๐“๐ฐ๐จ ๐•๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ'๐ฌ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

I furrowed my brows, feeling the smoothness of something slide down my stomach.

And I couldn't help but squirm slightly when I felt it gently slide back up my stomach.

Before slipping back down again.

This time much lowe...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐…๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Thirty-Five will be out by 12 pm EST angels:))

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Going Live๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

Hi angels, Iโ€™m planning to go live in the next ten minutes at 3 pm EST for whoever wants to join:)

IG handle: @wweekendlusttt

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๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐‘๐“๐˜-๐…๐Ž๐”๐‘ | Insanity

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐…๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ
"๐ˆ๐ง๐ฌ๐š๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

The water was hotโ€”steaming hot.

Which only added to the heat delved deep inside of me.

But I refused to give in.

I refused to lose a battle I had started myself.

So I washed myself almost in irritation, re...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐…๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Thirty-Four will be posted before 12 pm angels:))

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๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐‘๐“๐˜-๐“๐‡๐‘๐„๐„ | Honey

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐“๐ก๐ซ๐ž๐ž
"๐‡๐จ๐ง๐ž๐ฒ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

I purposely took my time finishing my cigar before meeting Sevan down on the lower deck.

And by time, I mean, I took over an hour.

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