Destinee Holland

Follow-Up On Debriefs

Hi Lustie's, to follow up on earlier's statement, someone mentioned creating a Discord chat. I did some research and learned it would be automatically moderated for us with a bunch of different safety features, so it's a safer space. I wanted to ask how we feel about this idea as a community. I want to be able to debrief chapters with you guys, but the chats have recently taken a bad turn on Pa...

Patreon Chat

Hi lusties! I’ve unfortunately decided to delete the Patreon chat for right now. Mostly as a detox for myself, especially since there have been clear boundaries set about what’s appropriate and what’s not, and people have continued to go against them. A user named spiderman messaged me personally on Instagram lashing out at me for an occurrence that I couldn’t control myself as I wasn�...

Session 𝓣hirty-Six

Session 36:
"The Mess"

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Her bedroom was exactly as I imagined it.

Neat, the most minimal things taking up space.

There was a large king bed, dark nightstands on either side, and one sleek black dresser.

The bed sat adjacent to the fireplace, which was already on, lit with a calm flame.

The curtains lining the back wall were clos...

Issues With Chapter 28

Hiiii lusties!! I just wanted to check in and see if anyone else was experiencing issues with chapter twenty-eight still? I recently had someone say the link isn’t working💗

Session 𝓣hirty-Five

Session 35:
"The Silver Coin"

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Her house smelled exactly like that blanket.

A soft floral scent that made you want to inhale more and more.

Her house was surprisingly as historic as it was modern.

It was weird.

I envisioned it to be this cold modern place, but it was so warm.

The detailed entryway rug was inviting...

Session 𝓣wenty-Eight

Since there have been some issues with Patreon removing this chapter. I've decided to try and post the link to view it through Google Docs instead. Hopefully, this issue can be resolved once their team gets back to me:)

Link to Read: https://docs.google.com/...

Session 𝓣hirty-Four

Session 34:
"The Charges"

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I furrowed my brows, feeling the softest touch graze my cheek.

It was gentle, almost featherlight.

Then, her voice echoed around me.

"Liberty."

I furrowed my brows deeper, humming lazily as I tried to nuzzle under any pillow.

The soft-touch ran across my cheek, stroking my hair away ...

Session 𝓣hirty-Three

Session 33:
"The Promise"

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I didn't care about changing into a more casual outfit or reapplying more makeup.

That's how little I cared about tonight.

I just needed a distraction.

Luckily, Kaia already had the bottle of Patron and shot glasses waiting for me.

I took two shots immediately, grabbing one of th...

Session 𝓣hirty-Two

Session 32:
"The Sober Thing"

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The next day, I was conflicted.

I was excited for different things, but dreading one specific inevitable event of the day.

My mother.

Aside from that, it was a good day.

I slept in, waking up to the usual morning text from Monroe.

I filled her in last night on what I had done wi...

Session 𝓣hirty-One

Session 31:
"The Normalcy"

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The next morning, I woke up to the smell of coffee.

I felt groggy, furrowing my brows as I tried to blink my heavy eyes open.

The bed was empty beside me, the black-out blinds covering the windows, and the covers tucked around me.

I reached for my phone first, squinting my eyes as I read over my lock screen...

Clarification on Consumed

I addressed this in our Patreon chat, but I want to clarify further for anyone who missed it.

Before I continue, I would like to clarify that everyone is entitled to their opinion. However, Consumed is a dark romance—and a much darker one than my previous books. The content warnings at the beginning explicitly state how intense this story will get, pa...

Session 𝓣hirty

Session 30:
"The Calm"

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After the beach, I focused on my assigned paper that I never got to finish.

Monroe had to look over files and such, so I was bored enough to actually prioritize my schoolwork.

She sat at the dining room table, papers spread out, her Macbook open, with her glasses on and her hair pulled into a low ponyta...

Session 𝓣wenty-Nine

Session 29:
"The Past"

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"I was thinking about the topic from earlier," I finally spoke before I could talk myself out of it, "You know... the one at the restaurant."

Monroe's stare didn't waver from my face, "Removing problems," she said, already knowing I struggled to process it that well.

I nodded silently, unable to actually for...

Chapter 28 Issues

Hi, lusties💗💗 There were recently guideline issues with chapter twenty-eight, the use of “mommy” was flagged incorrectly in Patreon’s system. Their system flagged it as sexual activity with family members who are blood-related or apart of the same immediate family. This is automatic and not reviewed by a human moderator so all should be corrected soon now that I’ve reached out to ...

Session 𝓣wenty-Seven

Session 27:
"The Influence"

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The next morning I was up at eight—but not for class.

I told Zion and Sarai I would join them for breakfast, and Sarai had class a little earlier.

I didn't really mind being up early since I went to bed at a decent time—especially after Monroe left once we finished dinner.

I made my bed a...

Session 𝓣wenty-Six

Session 26:
"The Security"

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I got a text from Monroe as soon as I was seated in my car.

But I didn't open it—I purposely threw my phone in the passenger seat, ignoring her text as I started my car.

I didn't touch my phone once during the entire ride to my apartment.

And it severely fucked with me.

B...

Session 𝓣wenty-Five

Session 25:
"The Aftermath"

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I furrowed my brows, blinking my heavy eyes open to the dim hotel room.

Only it was dark now with one of the lamps on.

I'm not sure what time it was or how Monroe was still up.

There was paperwork spread over her lap, her hair tied up in a high bun with her bangs framing her face.

She h...

Session 𝓣wenty-Four

Session 24:
"The Counts"

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My nerves nearly ate away at me as we rode the elevator to the highest floor.

We didn't have to go to the lobby whatsoever—Monroe had the digital room key pulled up on her phone, unlocking the tall hotel door.

As I walked inside past her, my eyes trailed across the room, taking in the tall ceilings, grayish wood f...