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The Winter Solstice (Poem)

Just a little something to mark the winter solstice today and the changing of the seasons.

Before the fire we sit, marking the turning of the world,

at the point where the seasons change,

and the earth shifts again.

From the longest night, let forth spring the bounty of life!

From the longest night, let us sing into the dark,

even as the cold ...

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Anti-Terrorist Nudity (Draft)

I just wrote this, so I promise there's at least a few grammar issues in it, but I drafted this today on my way to MFF. This is what happens when I don't get enough sleep before a trip.

“Sir, we need you to take your pants off.”

The coyote froze as he lifting his suitcase to up and onto the conveyor belt.  “Excuse me, what?” he yipped in surprise.

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MFF 2024 Is Almost Here

Hey everyone.  It is a new month, MFF is coming up, and I just wanted to touch base about how things are going. I will be dealing at the con again, and I can’t wait to see people at the con. In addition to that, I’m also going to be on four panels at the con this year. They are:

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Bluesky and Mastodon

I’m a little late posting this around, but I migrated away from Twitter/X a few months ago. Previously, I was keeping all three sites going, but I reached the conclusion I was done with Twitter back in September. Since then, I’ve only reposted two posts where people tagged me about my books, and I’m disinclined to spend more time on there.

I have been enjoying my time on Bluesky (<...

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Preview of "Lace on the Mattress"

I do have a preview of a short story I need to get back to. Since I'll be flying through Atlanta next Wednesday on my way to MFF, it's appropriate to offer this sample.

The jolting of the wheels of the plane touching down woke up Karll from his slumber. The coyote gave out a startled yip before he realized where he was. Thankfully, only his immediate seat mates noticed as ...

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Routines (Poem)

This month has been kind of tough for me, for obvious reasons, but I have been working on stuff still. I don't have my next short story for Patreon, but I've got another poem that popped out of my head earlier this month to share. Looking back at it, this is actually something I needed to hear today.

We live in darkness,

we live in death,

and from this we shoul...

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I Don’t Want to Have to be Brave (Poem)

Sorry, I write through my problems sometimes, and this came out today.

I want cool forests to run in with beds of pine needles,

to feel under my paws.

I want dream light to swirl around me,

and to feel at peace and in love.

I don’t want to have to be brave,

not all the time.

 

I howl out my hopes and dreams,

and maybe ...

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Publishing Plans in 2025 and the Future

The outcome of the 2024 presidential election in the United States, where I live, has not gone the way I hoped. While I cannot predict the future, going off the promises made by Trump and the Project 2025 agenda, I don’t know for how much longer publishing gay furry fiction will be legally viable in the USA.

However, In the short term, changing laws like they’ve promised takes time. I...

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The Pharaoh's Throne (Short Story)

I don't have a new story for this month, so I thought I'd go way back into the archives and pull up something classic. I believe only one of you has ever read the Trick or Treat anthologies, and this appeared in the first one, way back in 2013! You might notice a few themes that have come up in my later writing. This one is also quite adult.

The dead leaves scattered throu...

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A Chant for Tomorrow (Poem)

Just something I scribbled down earlier this month.

Believe in yourself and let go of your pain,

believe in love and hate no more,

don’t let the storms swallow you,

don’t let this reality be your undoing

 

Raise your voice!

 

Believe in hope, and turn from the darkness,

believe in joy, and maybe you can find it,...

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Storms (Poem)

This is just something I wrote last month after Hurricane Helene..



I lay my ears back as the wind howls against me,

and the rain slashes into my pelt.

Gusts of winds come and go,

but the road forward remains—

the path to travel unchanged.

 

It is a long journey with only hints of sun,

and dark clouds always following—

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A Final Offering (Short Story)

I got sidetracked because of the hurricane, but everything came out fine. This appeared previously in "The Heavens Within Our Grasp" with the furry historical fiction society. I posted an excerpt of the poem form this last year, so I'm pleased to finally present the whole story.

It was in the third year of Sten’s rule as jarl when the gods finally sent the one foretold....

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September 2024 Check-in

I've been meaning to do another Patreon update, but things have been busy. Also, I've got a new problem to deal with this week. For those who don't know, I live in north Florida, where we're currently projected to be hit by hurricane Helene tomorrow night. I'm not in a mandatory evacuation zone, but they are ordered a mandatory evacuation for anyone in mobile homes and manufactured housing to l...

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Stocks and Buns (Short Story)

It's Friday here at Megaplex, but I've got this month's story up!

The rabbit slid up to him quietly and glanced around before he spoke. “Hey man, wanna buy a burger?”

The wolf paused, confused by the man who was waylaying him. “I mean that’s why I’m here.”

“Then let me hook you up,” said the rabbit with a cool, disarming smile.

David looke...

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Megaplex 2024 Time

It’s almost time for Megaplex, and I’m busy getting stuff ready tonight for the con. I just want to let everyone know though, I will again be attending Megaplex, and this time around, I’ll be in the dealer’s den with my books! I previously was waitlisted, but a slot opened up, and I jumped at the opportunity. You’ll find me at table B18. Stop by and say hi if you’re at the at the co...

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A Retrospective on the Retrospectives (Essay)

Of the four books I’ve so far produced, two of them are retrospectives. Knotty Works: an erotic retrospective collected various adult stories I had published. The work in it dates from a period of twelve years. Releasing at the same time I released Scars of the Golden Dancer, I didn’t have time to write new material for it. I actually didn’t do the selection of the ...

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The Unwanted Sky (poem)

A friend was telling me today how there was a lot of smoke where she lived, so I ran with it so I wrote a short poem. I might come back and make it something more, but I figured I should share.

The dawn breaks in sickly orange,

the smoke everywhere, but the fires distant—

the child of Fenris is in the sky,

paws drumming to a beat as he runs—

Is ...

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The Morning After (Short Story)

This originally appeared in Chasing Tail Issue #1 last year, and is a prequel to my short story "A Moment of Darkness." It's been a while since I've posted something this adult on here, so enjoy!

The wolf awoke naked, his hands cuffed behind his back a...

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Cold Heat (Poem)

When I sent Therianthropic Dreams out to my writing group, I included some poems I liked, but weren't sure I wanted to include in the book. Of the five poems I offered as supplemental material, three ended up in the book, one was rejected, and the last one, this poem, didn't fit the tone of the book. I also decided that since this was written in first person, it wouldn't be ap...

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“The Gods in Between” in Voice of Dog

I forgot to mention with my last update, that one of my stories from Gnoll Tales, “The Gods In Between,” recently ran on the Voice of Dog podcast for pride month. It and many other great stories appeared on the show in June to celebrate pride.

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Anthrocon 2024

I dropped a public blog post, and I thought I'd also share it here.

It’s a couple days away from Anthrocon, and I’m already getting excited. I’m releasing my first poetry chapbook, Therianthropic Dreams, at the con! I’ll also be running my own dealer’s table, so there’s a lot to be excited about.

Now only that, I’m doing my own reading at Anthrocn, wh...

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Fangs & Dirt (Poem)

I've got another poem to share from Therianthropic Dreams. This time, since it's in multiple parts, and has spacing, I've just attached a PDF with the poem to the post. "Fangs & Dirt" is also the longest poem in the chapbook, and developed from various tidbits I was writing that didn't seem to make sense, until I put them all together.

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Coffee Wolf (Poem)

Just another poem I wrote for Therianthropic Dream.

 

The black liquid of my life,

the chalice of molten joy,

O please my friend, wake my mind,

bring me a jolt that travels down my spine,

and into my paws and my tail.

Lend me your strength,

even if the buzz is fleeting.

Let me be more,

let me find joy, in this morning lig...

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A Quick Look at Therianthropic Dreams

I got review copies of Therianthropic Dreams on Monday, and I decided to do a quick video today for you all so you can see the new book and get the inside scoop. Shooting video is not a thing I've got a lot of experience with, so hopefully my little phone video isn't too bad.

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Therianthropic Dreams Cover

I've started taking pre-orders for Therianthropic Dream this week. I've going to do a write up about the process of how I came up with this project and executed it in a few days, but I wanted to share the full cover of the book now. The arti...

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The Dream-Self Never Vanishes (Poem)

I submitted the poetry chapbook to the company I use for printing and distribution last night, and I'm waiting hear back about if there are any issues with the files. In the meantime, I'd like to share one of the new poems I wrote for it. I'll have an update in a day or two about the process and the cover reveal.

The Dream-Self Never Vanishes

 

It...

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Small Note on the Last Post

There should be six screenshots on the post about laying out a book. Apparently, Patreon gets a little testy when you upload so many inline images, and it dropped some of them, forcing me to go back and update the post multiple times. I thought I had them all, but this morning I noticed some were missing. You might, if you opened the post on your phone, need to open the post in a web browser to...

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End of April and Building a Book

I see the end of April snuck up on me a little. I've been wrapping up the chapbook, and it's looking really good. That's kept me from doing novel edits, but I'm close to releasing this. Actually, let's do a little impromptu tour of this project in InDesign and talk a little about how the sausage is made when it comes to laying out a book.

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Mid-April Check-In

I’m trying to keep Patreon up to date with more frequent posts, and I realized I had some news I hadn’t shared yet on here. I also want to give a sneak peak of what I’ve been up to, so I’ve got a few things to talk about.

First, Gnoll Tales won an Ursa Major Award this month in the Best General Literary Work category. I want to thank everyone who voted for me and has...

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The Blood of Life - Chapter 6 - Eternal Dusk

Finally got a new novel chapter up.

I awake in darkness with some type of heavy canvas over me. I’m on a wooden floor and there is nothing but pain left in my body, endless hunger, the smell of burnt fur, and a voice in the distance.

Wait, two voices, I think, but I only hear muffled sounds. I attempt to lift my head so I can hear what they’re saying, but it hurt...

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