This is Suze

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Where Nun's Bathe

This little spot hidden behind rocks, and into a cave where you will find los of coloured fish, and purple moss, it a spot known where nun's used to bathe...

Provocative as always,

Suze ;-)

Introducing Beat Saber

VIRTUAL REALITY coming to Patreon!

You've probably seen my earlier post, where I filled you in on some of the VR highlights coming to my $50 Patrons...

I want you to be the first and only patrons to see my progress as  VR Gamer...

So here is a video of me playing Beat Saber- a dance based game on VR.

In this video you are seeing me play the game. Click here in a new...

Introducing Virtual Reality

Welcome to my June ¢50 Patrons!

I have news! I am introducing Virtual Reality to the $50 tier.

As my $50 patrons you are the FIRST to hear the news of new tiers and content that I am creating.

These are some of the highlights coming your way:

• NAKED 'Beat Saber' Dancing 
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Liberty

We are all fighting our own battles. Struggling during Quarantine, was not one of mine, and I have a little survivors guilt. i have certainly avoided sending photos like this ( although this was after the lockdown here) to friends stuck in cities like Paris or Madrid, some have been inside for 3 months, only allowed out once a day for an hour. I know it has been a time when families start to go...

In The Tub

Accepting all my feelings and emotions, my sensitivity, creativity, explosiveness, vulnerability, rage, sadness. 

Soaking myself in the comfort of a hot bath to soothe it all

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17.

I want to quit smoking. And I think I need to quit Dave too.

There’s this great line in Amanda Palmer's book; The Art of Asking,  where she turns to her best friend and says;

"When will I stop doing this, Anthony?"

to which he replies;

When it hurts enough, kid.

I think it’s beginning to hurt enough.

When D...

Nutty Weekend

This is the second Vlog following from my Vlog I posted in the $5 tier. I judge myself for being hormonal, for being sad, for being nuts. And I almost didn't share these because this was who I was in that moment, and later when I watched it back, I was judging the **** out of myself, for being a mess, for being emotional, feisty, passionate, upset, reactive. but this is the challenge, to come t...

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20.

I feel  a little guilty about what I wrote yesterday, because that was only half of the story. I am super grateful to my patrons. And the truth is when I see those familiar names coming and going, it’s like friends leaving, and I look forward to them returning. As I sat on my bed writing last night, the other thing I had wanted to share is that, feeling so comfortable and conte...

Bathtub Selfie

Next month I think I need to create a rule within myself. When it's 'time of the month' don't talk to ANYONE!!!

During my iboga ceremony, I learned that all the rage and intense sadness that comes up during this time of the month, is represses anger and sadness that has been unresolved for many years, and the slightest trigger in the present, brings years of those feelings to the surface....

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It’s 21;28, I just woke up. I went to lie down around 5pm to read my book. It’s not something I have done in a long while. The photographer I used to live with left a book on dealing with anger from a heart centred place. I’m less into self help these days, I feel my healing journey is well trodden and behind me. After an intensely hormonal week where I blazed fire an...

Period Selfies

I tried to come up with another title, that was less...I don't know, offensive?

Sometimes I feel that being that my audience is men only, this is probably not something you want to be reminded of, that women bleed every month. it's not "sexy" maybe, but it's real. i love my new bathroom. I love that I can have baths again, to soothe my swollen body.

It was a real treat today, and I ...

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I  awoke very abruptly after an extremely intense dream. In this dream there was a man. Strong, muscular, blond, somewhere between gladiator and shaman. His energy was very pure, very direct. There was no confusion, no flirtation, he was very clear why he was here; to deliver me a message. 

He asked me to pick a card. I looked down at the cards before me, ready to make...

Laundry Can Be Sexy!

As requested by @ramon a video of me hanging up my laundry!

Doing laundry can be sexy, I'm not sure if this is?! You be the judge of that not me. To me, it's just me, doing my laundry!!!!!!

New Beginnings

I am feeling like a whole new hu-woman!

i have a new haircut. I shaved away the past.

I am working with new photographers, now that the lockdown has ended here. And summer is on its way!

I am really excited about this photograph, because it expresses the new sense of liberation that I am now f...

Posting issues....grrrr

Hi Guys,

I keep posting a vlog, but maybe Patreon is having linking problems again...

I will keep trying.....

Not my fault!!!!!

This is Saturday

It's not normal that I make such long Vlogs, but I was sad, a break up is on the cards, it's nearly time of the month, so my emotions are intense. but with these long vlogs you can watch them in bite sized chunks!

I have made this Vlog today accessible to ALL MY PATRONS!

Very shortly I will be revealing new content of different tiers, planned to be launched this summer.!.. if you ha...

This is Saturday

It's not normal that I make such long Vlogs, but I was sad, a break up is on the cards, it's nearly time of the month, so my emotions are intense. but with these long vlogs you can watch them in bite sized chunks!

I have made this Vlog today accessible to ALL MY PATRONS!

Very shortly I will be revealing new content of different tiers, planned to be launched this summer.!.. if you ha...

Friday Night

Time for a night out on the town! This will be my first since the end of January!

Making Art Out of Mundane Tasks

@Ramon thanks for your comment yesterday...I used your words for the title of todays video, seeing as you enjoyed seeing me naked doing mundane tasks ;-)

What other mundane tasks around the house should I film next?

Suze ;-)

Cleaning Windows Naked!

Hey Patrons!

This is especially for my $20 patrons this month...

Due to Covid i wasn't able to create my usual collection of photos this month...

...I will be getting together with a NEW photographer to complete a photoshoot before the end of the month...and next month i will be teaming up with an AWARD WINNING PHOTOGR...