Sunday, June 18, 2023 at 1:59 PM
I made the synth intro first, then didn't finish the rest of the song until about a week ago. this song is going on the same album as Evlën and Nihl‡aj, the albyum will be called "nëëbamducel cánsë ulan da gunej" which means "plant rich autumn seeds in september"
2023-08-04 18:44:43 +0000 UTC View PostSunday, June 25, 2023 at 7:30 PM
this song is going on the same album as "Evlën" which I posted a while back. I would share the lyrics but I also would not because they are private
also to explain the date and time I post on every song:
that is the exact date and time the project file was created on my computer, which means when I started the song. almos 100% of the time, the ...
Tuesday, July 25, 2023 at 7:09 PM
"snowfall in Tlaqlahaj"
T‡aq‡ahaj is a place in Lhelhënd. the lyrics are nëlh◊un T‡aq‡ahaj ëlh over and over again
2023-08-04 17:25:50 +0000 UTC View Post"ebu aglhao" means white enveil (it's hard to really describe with english syntax)
yesterday I finished a trillion songs so I'm gonna post them here today, I still didn't finish all the songs I had to finish tho, missing 2
Tuesday, July 25, 2023 at 6:18 PM
this is going on a 3 track album called "§ºanΩë aglivajsamë cá nëlh¶iha i eddana pi¶e" (shuandlhë aglivajsamÃ...
Saturday, May 13, 2023 at 9:46 PM
i made this after I accidentally made an amazinglandsong that had some really cool riffs and added a vocal melody + lyris that was too fitting for a sadness song not to use properly
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i wish i could cry enough to say something better
i wish i could cry enough to make it all okay again
if i could cry enough
and beco...
2023-07-23 02:35:59 +0000 UTC View Postaturday, April 22, 2023 at 9:45 PM
in april of 2019 my life started to go steeply downhill real fast. I would spend the next two years of my life living in constant depersonalizing abuse and even when it ended I have still had to live every day with the trauma and the effects of it. anyone who has experienced trauma of any sort or severity knows that it truly does corrupt you as an in...
2023-07-23 00:23:18 +0000 UTC View PostI updated the audio for these two songs since I wasn't all that happy with them before but now I am because I made them better
https://www.patreon.com/posts/82711075
https://www.patreon.com/posts/82712061
Friday, April 21, 2023 at 10:59 AM
i found out that I pretty much finished this song on may 17 (probably before that even). I dont' know why it didn't convince me back then, and since then I hardly worked on my sadness songs since I was so focused on Trhä, but literally I was in my room just now listening to the draft of this and realizing that for the past few months this song has been...
image 1 is "im ëmat gan lÃeshtam namvajno"
iamge 2 is "lhum'ad'sejja"
image 3 is "rhejde qhaominvac tla aglhaonamëc"
will try to release these all on abndcamp and spotify around july 20th maybe
im ëmat gan lÃeshtam namvajno tracklist:
1. hhléjsde
2. endlhëglëcëndlhë
3. lÃështadëhaj
4. cën'ua seqhac nin gep ladështjëlët
lhum'ad'sejja trackl...
i didn't do much because again i spent most of the day walking outside (probably ten hours) however i was able to write out the lyrics to "cën'ua....." which i included in the attached image : i also wrote out the titles for both new albums do i'm gonna finish the album covers too and i'll share those tomorrow. it's 11 pm rn and i’ll probably girl to bed now because i don't really feel lik...
2023-07-16 04:55:12 +0000 UTC View PostSunday, June 25, 2023 at 7:07 PM. this song is about a story of connecting in true acceptance and sharing and discovering a magical harmony and reflectionrelation in adjëelhacet burning on the surface of a mirror
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ahhshë cihha logënnva tóvar ëlh da
nëëbamducel cánsë ulan da qhegunej
ëf nu halëlhër hajactegra
abcuqhi qliva
ahhnecome ...
Sunday, June 4, 2023 at 1:30 PM
dlimidadlhe means "mind games" and it's about all the games I play in my mind that have entertained me my all my life
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ebvundahhdlha bóhoct cpejcerdej lhëlh namvajhamë nu inadlhnvacbondumlënlh sëa nëlhdáhhjëno dë docha táhhrëndlhëm ëvandëhajdaozglëndlhëm vël lÃështaalëcaqhetagje niabvao mi qlivasë cet hellanva dla ëf ahhne...
Thursday, June 15, 2023 at 2:09 AM
a "dosuar" is like one of those huge apartment complexes with many many many apartments in one building, like a concentration of rooms and community. it's really nice. I imagined one in the city of Qámrë which is the capital city of the "state/region" Mafëën in Endlhëtonëg so this song is about a certain magical beauty found in a tiny big place in...
Sunday, June 25, 2023 at 6:28 PM
this song alone makes me not want to have to write out the lyrics for the physical release omggggg this is gonna be so tedious. the song means "orange stimming" if you don't know what stimming is it's an emotional and physical animated reaction to stimulation
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faj gan gepnan tahec mina ën tálël mina ën abcul mina ën elfjadel mina...
Thursday, June 22, 2023 at 12:18 AM
"spheres"
the concept of "spheres" to me is this abstract thing that I'm going to try my best to describe right now:
when something/an experience/experience itself/selfbeing is steeped in a stimulating formation, something that can genuinely be touched, i imagine it taking the subconcious form of a sphere. these "spheres" and anywhere that the...
Friday, June 23, 2023 at 6:48 PM
"what if we held our hands out together?"
this particular album deals with many abstract deep feelings of mine so itw oud be hard to descrive "what is the song about" and even if I did it would kinda be oversharing. im projecting my heart into the stars. the part of the lyrics with ___ is redacted for being too personal. also reading thesse lyrics ...
woke up and left the house at around 7:14 because it takes at least 1:30 - 2:00 hours to walk to the practice studio where I record my scremy vocals. I got there at 9 but the person who runs it was literally sleeping so I spent another hour just walking around. had 7 Trhä songs to track and I finished 6 of them!!!!! at 10:39 i finished "cën'ua seqhac nin gep ladështjëlët" at 11:07 i finish...
2023-07-14 22:19:52 +0000 UTC View PostI didn't get much done this days for a few reasons. on the 10th I was busy in the morning with an appointment, and then my cousin came over to work on music (my cousin who sings on some sadness songs) I wanted her to continue recording a song called "8:00 pm on a thursday" which I started almost a year ago and still have not finished, but then I discovered that the logic file was completely mes...
2023-07-13 21:30:55 +0000 UTC View PostI got up at 7:00 am and got home at 7:45 pm spent the whole day hiking so I wasn't thinking about anything other than maybe the album wuth "ovhen" "dlhevuqshja dlhumër bem" and "qilahhqhja" title what could it be? there's no common theme throughout the songs they're kinda just random songs Ihappened to make at the same time. I was thinking of what song I could grab a lyric from. that album sti...
2023-07-10 03:16:46 +0000 UTC View PostThursday, June 15, 2023 at 5:06 PM
that first riff is actually very old I think even as old as 2013. i'm going to try to translate the lyrics to english:
qilahhqhjadlhan ëf mon iva ema
lhuelainnaiva esa bu'emu'aba
alsona parhënqhi onva dlhún’abrël da qin sunse
nemo soqhi në nëëbam’jadësh ga gjerna inhre
ën dlhevusao gatrhëqatrhum nush...
2023-07-09 06:18:02 +0000 UTC View Post10:56 am I'm listening back to the new Trhä EP on my earphones just to see what it ssounds like on different mediums. if I'm satisfied with the album I'll share the songs on patreon. isually I have to listen to something ab unch of times to realize that I'm okay with the way it sounds. while I listen I'm going to work on hadlhaj (continue updating the plural forms of nouns). if a title idea oc...
2023-07-09 05:58:11 +0000 UTC View PostThursday, June 15, 2023 at 9:54 PM
title means "golden sky" which I chose because the song does everythinggg that a certain skymagic has resonated since I was14 especially the F minor. makes me feel autumn sky magic. in the lyrisc I'm desribing how much I want to BE there and BE it, and one of my lifelong wishes since I was a baby to fly and be in the clouds and feel so muh magic up there an...
Thursday, June 15, 2023 at 6:06 PM
turhëndroje means "night streets" which I thought of one night when i was walking home in the streets. obviously in the lyrics I'm imagining endlhëtonëg nightstreets
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cunnatirhiqhja nu’ëma notlan
rhejde qhaominvac tla aglhaonamëc
mi polën nem’ebsura dla
ëf ëfpaltegra ahactatrha dla
mi uvashtgra endlhëcunne marh...
Wednesday, June 21, 2023 at 10:55 PM
the lyrics are something I wrote while walking outside and feeling lonely and sad. the title means "I'm cold, hold me". the "I'm sad and lonely part" it's actually a much more omplex emotion and moment. I reall'y couldn't explain exactly what I was feeling that day nor would I want to beause I donlt like to overshare. a lot of the...
2023-07-08 18:08:44 +0000 UTC View Postat 8:53 I came back to my computer to try to mix the vocals again, maybe today will be better. 9:35 and I believe I may have found a vocal mix for "nu'en shena' (in reality whatever setting I use for this song I'll use for the whole album). I have to leave though because I have something I need to do at 10:30, but when I come back I will give it a proper listen again and see if this is finally ...
2023-07-08 02:24:39 +0000 UTC View Postwoke up this morning at 6:00 and found out that stellafera sent me me his songs for our split so i uploaded the bandcamp. we decided that in the near future we will update his songs because i told him he should rerecord his vocals with a better microphone so they can be mixed better. studio time for recording vocals (mine, we're not talking about stellafera anymore) is at 10:00 so i left at 7:3...
2023-07-07 02:57:19 +0000 UTC View Post"dreammagic". not including this one and the last two songs I posted I have 14 new Trhä songs on the way, of varying durations. I am very impatient about finishing them but of course vocals aren't as easy to just record whenever I want to. tomrrow I have a recording session and I may finish some more songs then. I also may edit some things on "dlhevuqshja dlhumër bem". this song I was able to...
2023-07-05 20:33:01 +0000 UTC View PostFriday, June 16, 2023 at 3:05 PM
it must be clarified that summer in any part of Endlhëtonëg has nothing to do with summer in 2023 where it has become just absurd and insuferable. also if you live in the south you just wouldn't understand true summer magic. the summer I describe when writing about summer especially in Endlhëtonëg is literally perfect, like my childhood in connecticut...
Sunday, June 18, 2023 at 2:32 PM
I have hours of new Trhä on the way, even a song that's like an hour long. an absurd amount of music. I also have new sadness. if anyone has been messaging me I'm sorry but I'm not looking at any messages anywhere.
"ovhen" means evening, the time in the day I define as when the tone and brightness in the sky changes from the midday sun, this is when "...
