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life - rainwalk


I wish the light in the morning sounded like your warmth again

I wish there were trust

trust is so easy

so warm and so genuine

and still so painful to reach

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life - feralbodymorningsun

randomly my voice decide to sound amazing today... if only i could figure out how to always sound like this whenever i want to.... ill have to fix some of the other songs i already finished that i wasnt too happy with how i did vocally




The sun rains against open space

Enclosed just a few infinite words above our heads

The ...

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life - sunset at the hill

the batch of 4 ongs i made in 2023 (such as everything for your hands in autumn) is nearly done . for a long time the lyrics for this just didn't occur to me until yesterday evening (yes i was on a hill watching the sunset when i wrote it). the album will be demo six (the other life songs i've been posting will be other albums)

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when all the moments come together in ...

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life - her eyes the burning song


all these life songs are two new albums by the way which i recorded instrumentally back in december, the vocals obviously being the worst chore (for me) and the reason my music takes sometimes years to finally release.. fortunatelly my friend is helping me out with some of the songs including this one, sounds infinitely better with her voice than i ever was going to acheive if you ask me. a...

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life - sueñas lo mismo

screamo vocals are such a chore for me. i'm happy with how i perform every other instrument i record but vocals are such a struggle since i don't know what i'm doing and it often never sounds anywhere near how i'd want it to. if anyone with a feminine screamo/emoviolence voice would like to help out and make my songs better please hit me up. if you're local to me it would be even better . i liv...

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life - mesa

detalles en el recuento, corriente sobre las paredes, la luz es efímera, hablamos de tratos y confianza y todavía nos ilusiona el lento atardecer. Son las 8 de la noche y ya te tienes que ir 

Así cada día

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new album title written in haΩaj script

ducel ëf ∂acet'asde§ den alëcaáhabna ë∫ igatenamëc. já sjaboj. já qá§mëna. ëmat'alsob nimëde eh enΩëcunnab nipi¶e

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trhä - já qá§mëna já sjaboj

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trhä - also ëmat

∫aja abculΩ d‡a muºncëdaniqte Ωot◊ëcthamëc

tamvranha jecan

na áhabha der

anëΩa líë§ta¶e∫a agzu◊á£hamë

den oda£na ‡ëm∫ tu qila£ alsoëmatha

bênbaºm lima

eh ne cëppe 룶aºdënnvac taºmgaº Ωumer ma◊ëdnac ga qevo£s ë∫

ge a£neh Ωosënem ma◊ëdnac

nu alëca a§na sëa imnëmar nabënbamë

halë...

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Trhä - sjabajΩ mëdeh onvac ë∫. jenu jecanctan ¶ën'ab

Ωicanu’ëmab gona’ºe nilafte ëf ninu’ëme gonaΩ nu líë§tafil£ëda qennaΩigen∫ohnab noΩulne huΩaqé§liah nihonde lën∂isulifëlejc ëcah cec niq‡i§e ∫ec ni§ajinjalbe baq§afil alëca∫enacta dësnenamë den ΩënΩa£na jed galëctien ne§ daglëtes  sulio∫nëb huΩa den tinaº’as niagseën Ωeteq ajpe§ ë∫ nu fect nja eë¶teh dëcqá£tbamëc cuva£baya...

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Trhä - i mon jecan në§teanë'ºi

alsoΩ mi jecan nëlla dla

lí ∂án v◊ajnha ibajnma ëf nëmar

Ωicaabcu nëmar ëf ibajnma

aleb nëmarc ëf ibajnmac navanajn com ninu’ëme

Ωevusaºh simigra

tu fil qin në conba p‡en

solahan’emma

taºmgaº ge alëce ibajnmac qin në conba p‡en

im menalla ni’líë§te nedannamë sënno dë nitabe

ne aleb t‡a nedannam...

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Trhä - qosdëcet

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Trhä - jecan në§te∫ një gap µen tahec’ºe niΩjérën

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nête nen ducan den Ωevuq§ja’oda£ 

ëmat’also ecerΩa ëct

jecan në§te∫ një gap µen tahec’ºe niΩjérën

Q£oalar¶uni ëf alëcaΩas dam dë áhab com imhulct boncehamë

gat◊ëΩigen dogse enlëctha niba∫

ma gam halë∫ërzen nu tu◊ën mëbaºn

im’afan den Ωevintu◊ënna ë...

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Trhä - teq tër qër’hë

oyMêja `¶á£lëns ë∫

tu◊ënha ta¶zenna qcu°flen∫ tu cto£∫án

im dën di §tot zu nidebu

oy`Ωicaµëonvab enΩëcunnan ë∫ nibayen

di nëfan im hulct nivi§

eh di p‡ëmis ë∫ suliΩ

enΩëcëppe nido◊e

tu had‡ën nido◊e

teq tër qër’hë

judjan ë∫


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Late May in ¶á£lën

at nigh...

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Trhä - Mëcrans ë∫ solahan

Nêbamnu’ëmaΩ seëntël’alëcesiyjuh im∫

na§lot sëa daºznëppanhamëc blêngoma im

mi sdoan ne cëppatahecbe ni’ºeglën dla

eh nín gapna ë∫ té¶no dë

áhab qá§mëna ëf jecan

con jecan ◊a∫des ë∫ qamëdjesamë

líh’◊ude£jë

liaya plújum

Nêbamnu’ëma nu’en nen líë§tas onva

onvactanna vavaner’es den ...

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home is in your arms

as if somehow the film of memories began on the first spring you were born

and I can count on both hands the flower of each one

that I remember

where was I, if you weren’t there

i am nowhere without you

home is in your arms

home is somewhere in the spring rain burying beneath the slowly rising summer

almost as perfect as the warmth of your chest<...

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new nänmëë

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trhä - jecantá£rënmá§ra

(perfect connecting hope)

ad∂ejjaΩºajjah

abcu’alëcan mina galínbamë

eh té¶ taºmgaº

lebe£ marhëdnac ne§ nivël

ºabct◊ᣒºe

elfjadel din ºejctne nene ëtdehamëc

eh in’alëce

alëce


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of collected difference

melted into flowermemory

and somehow caught

the innumerable words slipping

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life - monologue

so soft 

so steeply becoming a necessity

i shiver in the night 

desperate to touch hidden spaces

desperate too

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life - cold channel

in a furled memory you pronounce laughter

and you shimmer like blue moonlight

all our memories strewn over the same space motionless in time

entwined yet never to hold eachother

there’s a desperate sound beating against the surface

they know they’re there

but can’t

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life - in helpless gesture

this (and 12 other songs) are from batch of new music that i recorded (for the most part) in december. the vocals are coming last and hopefully the rest of the songs are done and i can releaxe 3 new life albums (these 13 songs split into two releases and also the 4 song batch from last year [2 of which are already shared on here])

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growing distant

i gesture towards the sa...

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trhä - ëmhélajudja (a winter story)

written and recorded in june last year

also listening to the audio preview on patreon the audio file is completely different with the sample rate divided by like 5, let me know if this is doing it on your end as well

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Trhä - a§d◊ën uva§tgra t‡a pi¶inamëc (kissed by the burning sunset)

recorded last year in the summer


gësΩevuq§jaΩevusaº implúdanëct falétjenamë

Ëd◊ahat, Ωacëcomas ë∫ agzu◊á£bamë luvnaí§qel ámhëlc im

◊a∫des ◊u∫ansë ëf agp◊énnamës ë∫ cetΩa pol§tegra

eh abvuhna gatבlogen ëfpaltegrac 

danëct ëf nëlla den áhab helëcma albaabcul’he com

gjer tahaclennamë eh a£ne c...

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Trhä - Alnú£a

recorded last year first half, mostly in may, except for the drums which i did today

alëce masdíadajΩo£ com. Jëmá£ra - No§ºa ë∫ avëvjëbamë cadi. cetnva cadi din gepne da nibºan, di loq£na, di qúan. ¶ibjal casa jad so¶i so’uva§t, soctob, sonune, ëf sozu£◊e ca functan cec. imfaº hëdënc Ωevia£§ëm di bojmis ë∫ ému. der§tot líë§te qin ∫úcte∫ pala...

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Trhä - nu alëca cav ade£ imyejër

recorded in july last year except for the drums, that's why it took so long to finish


led caºmëc goen tuבnhappa lainsdëg. ni§se ∫ë∫ bºan∫ enΩëcunnab Ωenio∫në qin cëppes taº◊e£së ë∫. qomaha£lëm nu Ωevuq§jatuבn’edëno£sa ë∫. be∂írvren §ëjangrac tuבn tahacsdëg not‡an. µu tahec taºmseg din a£nen simigrasë ë∫ havé◊ësebamÃ...

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Trhä - Ahmila

recorded in july last year except for the drums, that's why it took so long to finish

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enµë£ma AhmilaΩa da happabën◊aftas ë∫

Ωar i∫var din lebe£ §ºangrac t‡a בgatnamë 

din a£neb t‡a imhëdën dedenamëc

di o∫në µen logenne ë∫ é∫denamë g‡a£nu’ëma im ëf ébrë∫yuh‡ë im

najcëΩë tºan’ºe

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home is in your arms

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home is in your arms

recorded last summer

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home is in your arms

recorded over the summer. except for a couple of details just now thats why it took so long to finish again my voice idnt let me record for like a month

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another "home is in your arms song"

recorded late november
i havent been able to finish many songs for the past few weeks because of sickness and uncooperative voice, but there are many songs to come for many projects

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