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Secret Patreon Shop - 90% Off Everything!

Hello $7 Patrons!! It's been a while since I posted something specifically for you guys and to thank you for continuing to support me through this slight content drought, I'm opening up a Secret Patreon Shop just for you!

Please don't share this around with anyone outside of my Patreon!

The shop will prompt you for a password before you can enter it. Once you've entered the password...

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I Still Need You

I'm really into drawing black and white comics right now, in a lot of ways working in greyscale feels like I have more freedom to do dramatic stuff like this :3

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(Not So) Angry DMs

Ya girl needs THERAPY :') haha

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Stimulation

Whew this one was a challenge to colour!

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I Still Need You (WIP)

This was originally about like, feeling a sudden burst of inspiration but it only lasts about 7 seconds and then it's gone, but I think it became about something else as I was drawing it.

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Just Say Hi (WIP)

Building up the courage to talk to some of the people in my DMs and reacquaint myself with my discord server @__@

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(Not So) Angry DMs (WIP)

I'm almost entirely certain this is a trauma thing but idk maybe I'm just like this haha??? Nothing strikes fear into my heart like a new DM ;;; Even though it's almost always fine hfhgjdf.

Last night I got a random DM on Facebook from my former tutor at university (important context: I dropped out without telling them first and it was a whole ordeal and we haven't spoken since) and I was...

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Lavender Clouds (Song!)

I've been indulging in my favourite hobby and I came up with a little theme song for my comic :3 

Music is so much fun aaaaaa

(Sometimes I worry that I have too much fun and overcomplicate things!)

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Disappointed

I'm still figuring out how to draw water haha

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Disappointed (WIP)

I hate letting people down more than almost anything else. When I screw up, I think a lot of people, myself included, immediately want to fix the problem. We know we screwed up and we want to make things right, but sometimes you just have to accept that someone may just need some time to be upset with you for a while. Sitting in the guilt feels horrible but it's an important part of growth, I t...

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Stimulation (WIP)

It's been bugging me that a long rest over the holidays hasn't refreshed me as much as I'd hoped it would. Even while I was taking the break, I just felt sluggish most of the time rather than like I was recharging my batteries. I think I really need something stimulating to make it feel better.

I think the trap I fall into is:

Be depressed and burned out and tired > know there ar...

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Chomp 'n' Chew (WIP)

mmmm so many of my favourite tshirts look like shit now haha 

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Try Your Best

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Strength

Oops, it's been a hot minute since I updated - I'm really sorry aaa

I'd been taking a two week break from comics and everything work related over the holidays but it turned into a bit of a longer break than I expected. I think I really needed the time off though. 

I'm really excited to be making comics again!

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D&D Sketches and Comics!

In which my cleric with a terrible personality, Orchid, makes everything harder for everyone while playing the victim before ultimately getting dissolved in a gelatinous cube and losing most of her hair.

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Christmas Collab

Whooft I just finished this one in time! It's definitely more rough around the edges than I'd like but I'm trying to remember that the most important thing is that it's finished, not that it's perfect :3

Anyway unfortunately I have to post this later today publicly so you guys didn't get it as early as I'd planned ;___; 

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Kingdom Hearts Colouring Page

I was lucky enough to get accepted into the Blank Slate Colouring Book which is a Kingdom Hearts colouring book made by fans! I also got to draw one of my favourite characters, Namine. Kingdom Hearts is my #1 special interest so I was really excited to get to be a part of this. 

I like how my piece came out but it's also like, woah, my work is going to be alongside some Really Good A...

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Trust Fall (Complete)

Trigger Warning: suicide and murder (the tone is lighthearted and fun)

Wow I had so much fun working on this over the weekend. I'm really pleased with how it came out too! I relish any chance I can get to work on a black and white comic. I'm not very good at colouring so when I only have to work with values, I feel like I can really just get into it and have fun! I also feel that with col...

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Trust Fall Thumbnails (Client Comic)

Trigger Warning: Suicide? Sort of?  It's very lighthearted

I am so so so excited to be working on this little three page comic! It's about a cute ghost friend who eats other ghosts :> I had such a good time doing these thumbnails last night and I'm really excited to ink it!

It's due by the end of Monday so I'm going to be working on it over the weekend and I'm really looking...

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Life Drawing - 1 minute poses

I've been thinking a lot lately about how I need to study more and re-evaluate my relationship with my art. I miss doing studies for the sheer joy of learning, even if they aren't very good! 

I was clearing up my bookmarks this evening as part of an effort to organise my life and lift myself out of chaos haha and I found the link for line-of-action.com and I just thought, screw it le...

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Comic Scripts for Next Week

I wrote these early hehe but I really needed to write something about the communication struggles I'm experiencing right now. I've always struggled with DMs and emails (both professional and casual) but lately it feels so much harder. I think it's because I've been going through autistic burnout since August and Everything is just kind of harder right now but hoo boy is this my eternal struggle...

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Try Harder

weewoo

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Obvious

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Keep Trying Your Best (WIP)

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Try Harder (WIP)

wee freakin' woo. 

The voice inside my head is wrong in case that isn't super clear haha

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Obvious (WIP)

A pet peeve of mine haha. It's so cruel when people refuse to explain things

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Comic Scripts for This Week!

I have quite a lot of comic ideas scribbled down and I was trying to decide which ones would tie together nicely together into a theme but I decided that rather than have a theme this week, I just want to make the ones that stick out to me and that I'm really feeling right now, which basically has always been my approach lmao. 

'Obvious' is something that's been happening to me a lot...

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Self Care

A rare 2 pager :0

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Holiday Card 2020

A fun fact about me is that despite not being big on Christmas, I am Super big on Christmas cards (and cards in general!) I love making cards for people and I've been doing it for years now.  I wasn't sure if I was going to have time to make one this year but I managed to draw one out this evening :3 

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Chrysalis

Oof sorry for the lack of comics last week ;;; I'm getting back on track this week!

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