winter sparrow / little egret
I exhibited at Comitia 142 on the Yurikamome Line. This is an event that I had avoided for 10 years because of my Agoraphobia and Lusantiman.
Now I wonder why I was so scared. I was approached by so many kind people.
And I found the meaning of life.
The difference between people and myself, communication. How to trust. Painting. To be in love.
And not in a poetic way... ...
2023-02-24 23:22:08 +0000 UTC View PostLet me explain a little about this painting.
star fragment | 1041uuu on Patreon
I have a very strong nostalgia to fantasy.
I still cannot stop listening to the background music from the old Final Fantasy series.
I used to think this was a nostalgic escape from reality,...
2023-02-06 13:37:19 +0000 UTC View PostI don't want to surprise you by submitting an abrupt work.
However, I do not like to write many letters directly below the artwork.
So I will write about "Media" here.
My parents had a large silk print of René Magritte's "Big Family" hanging i...
2023-01-26 20:09:33 +0000 UTC View PostI am a little better. Sorry to make you worry.
I suffer from a mental disorder every year from fall to the winter solstice.
I used to think it was simply seasonal depression.
However, I was recently diagnosed with low oxygen levels at a medical hospital. The cause is asthma (also seasonal).
My health is now stable with the use of an inhaler.
T...
2022-12-29 11:38:34 +0000 UTC View PostI want to relate to people. I want to touch something soft.
I need to be independent. I want to stand alone first. I don't like dependence.
I want to be kind to others. I want to relate to others.
I am afraid of human contact. I do not want to lose me.
I may be a hopeless fool. Still, I must try to change
Winte...
2022-12-25 03:20:29 +0000 UTC View Post
11/12 was my birthday. I am a male, 32 year old painter!
My social anxiety has shrunk and its reality has become apparent.
I want a partner. I don't have that confidence.
That's all.
Lately I have been thinking about dating like an obsession.
It is a common and healthy concern. It was surprising to me though.
I am not depresse...
2022-11-19 09:43:06 +0000 UTC View Post
I saw a dead seagull last summer in Iwaki.
I don't know reason but I was interested in it and sketched.
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Recently I have been doing a lot of drawings of tourist sights.
Geological with people, they are lovely.

2022-11-05 19:56:51 +0000 UTC
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Senjojiki 千畳敷(thousand-tatami-spread)
2022-10-22 14:54:06 +0000 UTC View PostShop for postcard set 003 and 004 released!
https://1041uuu.myshopify.com/
2022-09-21 15:46:09 +0000 UTC View Post

I will have a set of postcards available for sale starting September 23. Both are limited to 350 sets. Crow set and Swan set.
There are no patron benefits, but I will (secretly) make them avai...
2022-09-16 12:28:28 +0000 UTC View Post
5 years ago. Hanajiro waterfall, Kumano, Wakayama.
2022-06-28 13:09:47 +0000 UTC View Post
ryogoku junction
I made larger png image for wallpaper (patreon only)



2022-06-19 10:59:26 +0000 UTC
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Look back at my work
I am always struggling with my works. When I paint a new picture, there is always a new need, a new style, a new problem.
A simple multiplication of style and motifs can be both productive and interesting. I have not benefited from this.
Do other painters face this problem? Perhaps, in truth, this is what the "painting life" is all about. Still,...
2022-06-02 14:10:04 +0000 UTC View PostI have made two postcard sets for the summer.
One is a "seagull" set (sea and sky), and the other is a "goldfish" set (in town).
Stock is limited but You patrons can buy them from now.
https://1041uuu.myshopify.com/en
The page also displays unsold 2022 calendar. This can ...
2022-06-02 09:37:52 +0000 UTC View Post"PixelArt production record 01". This is a $4(japanese) or $7(translated) article on shopify.
But we will translate it into English and publish it in 6 articles on patreon. This is a patron benefit.
I will be posting the first chapter, "Until I Started Drawing Pixel Paintings.
This is a readable The technical discussion begins at part 3/6.
Reason: ...
2022-05-28 03:44:37 +0000 UTC View Post"PixelArt production record 01". This is a $4(japanese) or $7(translated) article on shopify.
But we will translate it into English and publish it in 6 articles on patreon. This is a patron benefit.
I will be posting the first chapter, "Until I Started Drawing Pixel Paintings.
This is a readable The technical discussion begins at part 3/6.
Re...
2022-05-28 03:37:57 +0000 UTC View Post
I was dissatisfied with the animation so I redrew it.
original-> Shinobazu-no-ike pond | 1041uuu on Patreon
2022-05-26 23:25:59 +0000 UTC View Post