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What's Nicky Learning? (Jan 2020)

(reading time: 8 minutes)

First off, thank y'all for the kind response to my What's Nicky Learnt This Decade? post! It means a lot to hear it resonated with you, and I didn't get cancelled on the internet over it. πŸ’–

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What's Nicky Learnt This *Decade*? (& more!)

Okay, I'm actually really nervous to share this.

Here's a whole bunch of personal stories that I've never made public before – about being queer, going indie, and mental health:

🌈 What Did I Learn This Decade? (2010-2019)  πŸŒˆ
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Curse of the Chocolate-Covered Broccoli (+Updates!)

 (reading time: 3 min)

Thank y'all for the lovely response to the first-ever What's Nicky Learning? post! πŸ’– I'm pleased lots of you found it valuable, even specifically useful to your jobs.

The full post is Patron-exclusive, but as promised, the Emotion in Learning section is now public, for any of you who want to share it with colleagues/friends!<...

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What's Nicky Learning? + Design Doodles (Nov 2019)

(total reading time: 18 minutes)

Welcome to the first-ever, Patreon-exclusive WNL?+DD post!

What's Nicky Learning: emotion in learning, the physics of sound, drawing from imagination, juggling

Design Doodles: adventures with anxiety inside-out design, voice gender trainer 5000

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Patreon Changes, as voted by you!

(reading time: 3 min)

But first, a video of my latest prototype of Voice Gender Trainer 5000, to prove I haven't been procrastinating.

πŸŽ₯ Spectrogram + Formants πŸŽ₯ (unlisted video)
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My next project + Vote on the future of my Patreon!

THE IMPORTANT BIT: Vote on the future of my Patreon via πŸ‘‰THIS SURVEY πŸ‘ˆ. Thank you thank you! πŸ’–

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Thank you so much for all the replies to my previous post! If you recall, it was a mix of existential dread +...

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Fearsonas + Patreon Rewards + What's Next?

First, thank you so SO much for the powerful response to Adventures With Anxiety! It means a lot to see that this story – inspired by my own life story – can help other folks' life stories, in some small way. πŸ’–

In fact, let me brag a bit, and show off the fanart folks have drawn of their own "anxiety animals." Or should I say... "fearsonas"?

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Adventures With Anxiety... is OUT!

After 7 long months, here it is here it is here it is!

🐺 https://ncase.me/anxiety/  πŸΊ
😱 browser, 30 min playtime  πŸ˜±

And if you are looking to tame your wolf, I also wrote a page with Mental Health Tips & Resources (+ a personal story of my mental health journey)

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Adventures With Anxiety Release Date: SEPTEMBER 17

This will be the last Progress Update before AwA... is... OUT! πŸŽ‰

Since the past update, I playtested & polished up the game + added sound effects + made more art and animation. Here's some art from the credits:

2019-08-30 17:30:09 +0000 UTC View Post

Progress Update: ALL ANIMATIONS ACCOMPLISHED

Alright!  As of today:

Acts I, II, and III are DONE.

Act IV is ALMOST DONE. (art is done, just need to put spritesheets into the game)

Here's a compilation of animations – modified to avoid spoilers! – from Acts III and IV:

Also, here's a sneak listen at a musica...

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Progress Update: Lots & lots of animation

So how's my slightly-overscoped anxiety simulator doing? In the last 3 weeks, I did:

  • Four in-person playtests! The first two were good, but the players felt one of the antagonists was unrealistic. After fixing the dialogue & clarifying that character's motivations, the next two playtests went near-perfectly! I think I can "lock in" the story, and now it's just f...

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Progress Update: Playtestin' + Polishin' + Music

Good news: We're in the final lap!

Not-as-good news: The final lap is pretty long.

But still: Not bad!

(can't see diagram above? click here) 

Rough estimate: Adventures with...

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50% Done? + Thoughts on science & learning

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We're 50% there!... probably.

In the past two weeks, I finished the rough art for Acts II, III, and IV. I thought it'd just be placeholder stick figures, but I ended up drawing lots of "final-version" art.

For example, here's some art from Act II! (Context: you, the anxiety-wolf, can release a "Special Attack". Instead of telling your human <...

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Progress + Process!

(reading time: 3 min)

Two weeks ago, I launched the demo for Adventures with Anxiety... and I'm elated it resonated with so many folks! I hope it helps others with anxiety feel less alone – and, maybe, learn how to better live with scary emotions.

And of course, it's all thanks to your support! I could...

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"Adventures with Anxiety!" New story-game demo

In this story-game, there is a human with anxiety disorder. You play *as* the anxiety disorder.

😱ADVENTURES WITH ANXIETY (demo)  πŸ˜±
🐺 browser, 7 min playtime 🐺

Also, thank you all so much for your kind responses to my last post, where I admitted I was feeling ...

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An Interactive Guide to Quantum Computing? & more procrastination

I'm a bit ashamed about this, but I think it's important I be open and transparent with you: I feel stuck.

Specifically, stuck on the Adventures with Anxiety story-game. In February, I made a lot of progress on it! But in March, I gave two talks, so I did zero work on AwA. (Which is fine – I'm glad I did the talks, hopefully they were helpful!) But even after 2Β½ weeks...

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My 5-min Micro-talk! β€œHuman Brains Are Awesome, Human Brains Suck”

Here's the micro-talk I gave at the Game Developer Conference two weeks ago!  This one's about games & the cognitive science of learning.

πŸ“Ή Human Brains Are Awesome, Human Brains Suck  (5 min)

I recorded my own version because, wow, my legs & voice were probably...

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2 Talks & A Game: The 8-Week Plan

Hi all!  Quick end-of-month update, to keep y'all in the loop about what's to come.

The Tentative And Probably Too Hopeful 8-Week Plan:

Mar 4-10: Preparing & giving a free talk at the NYU Games Center! If you'd like to see me blabber about cognitive science, learning, and games, 2019-02-28 16:15:33 +0000 UTC View Post

Sneak Peek + Short Stories + Music

After years of struggling with anxiety disorder – and slowly healing – I think I'm finally in a good space to make this next game.  I'm excited/nervous!  It's a "conversation-based fighting game" between a human and their anxiety.

You play as the anxiety.

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The interactive science experiment: RESULTS

A few weeks ago, I launched a randomized controlled web-experiment.  My question: does being asked to predict an answer, before being shown it, help you retain information better?  N=1600+ responses later, here's my results!

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An experiment... for SCIENCE!

For years, I've been making interactives to explain science.  Today, I launched an interactive to do science!

Specifically, I want to know if interactives actually are better than static content at helping people learn.  Question: does being asked to guess/predict an answer, before being shown the answer, help ...

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My Books 2018 + Reflecting on 4yrs on Patreon

Can I just say how amazing public libraries are?  Just the fact they exist?  Anyway, I read 67 books in 2018, and here's the three that changed me the most:

πŸ“– The Most Meaningful Books I Read In 2018 [8 min read]

You know what else I'...

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Habits I (Tried To) Make in 2018

In 2018, I resolved to form one new habit a month!  A third of them failed.  Still, here's what I learnt in the last year – maybe it'll help you in the new year?

✏️ Habits I (Tried To) Make in 2018 [9 min read]

Above, you'll read how I stumb...

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Parable of the Hill Climber

Once upon a time, there was a hill climber.

The hill climber wanted to climb the tallest hill. However, the land was foggy and they couldn't see far. So, they climbed in whatever nearby direction seemed uphill.

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New Explorable! + Nicky's Oct Reading List

Lesson learnt: don't release a new project on a Friday just before the weekend, coz people will miss it. Also, in case you missed it, my new explorable came out Friday!

πŸ’­ HOW TO REMEMBER ANYTHING FOREVER-ISH  πŸ’...

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β˜… NEW EXPLORABLE! How To Remember Anything Forever-ish

It's finally out!  An interactive comic on the science of memory, spaced repetition, and shoeboxes.

HOW TO REMEMBER ANYTHING FOREVER-ISH
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https://ncase.me/remember/ πŸ‘ˆ

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Screenshot Saturday: Alllllmost Done!

So, good news: all the writing and art for my next explorable is done.  I mean, I'll have to do some edits post-playtest, but right now I can say we're in the final lap.  This thing's still on track to being done at the end of the month, with a week or so of "buffer time" just in case.

Here's some of the art + writing from the Preface & Chapter 3:

2018-10-13 14:46:34 +0000 UTC View Post

Screenshot Saturday: Comix! (+ Patreon Rewards)

Thank you all so much for your feedback on Chapter 1 of my upcoming explorable!  (If you missed it, I shared it in this Patron-exclusive post.)  I'm trying to get into a regular-ish habit of sharing progr...

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Screenshot Saturday: The Leitner Box (+ Anxiety Wolf?)

It's Screenshot Saturday again! I want to make a habit of sharing my progress (& setbacks) with you peeps. This week, I made a simulation of my favorite spaced repetition system, The Leitner Box!

It's like a board/card game you play against yourself. The prize: storing as much as you want into your long-term memory, indefinitely.

Here's a GIF of the sim:

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[Patron Exclusive!] Prototype of my next explorable

Hi all! Thanks again for your thoughtful responses to last week's behind-the-scenes post. I want to get better at sharing my process with y'all – and involve you in the process. Speaking of which, here's a patron-exclusive sneak peek at my next explorable!

πŸ‘‰Spaced Repetition Thing, Work-In-Prog...

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