DITW 12-17: Sins
Added 2024-01-17 00:00:05 +0000 UTCKimmy’s expression transformed as Devlin’s huge size spread her wide. Josh tried to watch two things at once: his wife’s soaking and supple membranes parting to accept Devlin’s oversized organ, and, at the same time, his wife’s face as she endured agonizing sexual pleasure. Her jaw slackened, her neck arched, and her mouth fell agape and her lips puckered while she drew in a long, gasping breath. She couldn’t take Devlin in one whole stroke, and Devlin had to draw his cock out and then try again, going a little deeper this time. Josh watched his wife’s face again. A transmogrification. From pure beauty to something artfully monstrous. A religious painting capturing the perfect representation of lust; one lurid painting of a polyptych decrying each of the Seven Deadlies. And though Kimmy was guilty of them all, lust was her richest sin.
Devlin teased her with short strokes, his extreme girth challenging Kimmy’s pussy, bullying her pink interior. Then Devlin repeated his earlier gloat in Kimmy’s ear, loud enough for Josh to hear: “I told you I’d make him beg.”
Kimmy moaned, her chin raising higher. “You did. You made him beg for it.”
“Release. He wants release, and we’re going to give it to him.”
Kimmy’s head bowed forward and her fingers closed, her hands forming loose fists against Devlin’s stomach as he pushed deeper inside her. She drew her knees up higher to give him even better access.
Devlin humped in and out of her in slow and steady increments, not even halfway buried in her, only warming Kimmy up, stretching her out and getting her prepared.
Was it always like this? Was it always so slow between them? Devlin said it had been a while. When they were fucking regularly, did they have quickies? Quickies at the office, doing it fast at Kimmy’s desk, hoping Tami wouldn’t come back to reception and catch them; doing it in the stairwell; a quickie in Devlin’s Mercedes; a quickie on some fertilizer bags in some shipping warehouse. . . . The truth was unavoidable, and it sank his heart and furrowed his heavy brow. Of course they had. They’d had sex. They’d had sex more than one time. They’d had it fast, they’d had it slow. Devlin bought an apartment around the corner from the office. He wants to make a stronger establishment in Toronto, Kimmy had said. Bull shit. Devlin Stone wanted a place to fuck Josh Waters’ wife behind Josh Waters’ back.
He’d been a fool this whole time. He could say he was a reluctant fool, but that was a lie. He could have prevented all the things that occurred with Kimmy and Devlin but he did the opposite. He permitted it. Permitted it in hopes some day what he witnessed now might transpire.
Pure hatred—he was also a great sinner—burned his timid submission like fuel for a fire, stopping him from choking off, closing up, extinguishing something incredible that he knew now he’d stacked all the driest kindling for. This fiery spectacle was his own making, his own facilitation. So he would enjoy its bitter poison, let it wither his system while sending him off into a sexual orbit; pleasure and destruction; a smoky opium den of rapturous demise. And he would accomplish what he came for. The hate burned hot in his heart, allowed him to bear baleful witness, allowed him the boldness to say, “Show me everything I missed. Don’t hide it from me. Show me. Show me it all.”
Kimmy’s whimper this time was different. One of pleasure, yes, but one of iniquity, too. The sound gave him courage; gave him hope.
The sin was the penitence, but the lies, however, were yet unpunished.
Devlin grumbled a sound of satisfaction, not just a momentary, fleeting thing, but something profound and established. Like Devlin had done much work as well to end up on this bed so Josh Waters could watch Devlin Stone fuck Kimmy. Devlin wanted this, had made it happen with Josh’s help.
And it was incredible to witness; a horror show, a complete tragedy, and yet, one so lurid and terrible to arouse Josh in a way nothing else could. Nothing could be wore than what he watched, but his cock ached and throbbed and twitched, and something slick and greasy slithered around his heart. It brought him joy and shame, passion and disgust, euphoria and fear; a razor’s edge of sexual destruction and sexual exultation. This was unattainable; the rarest of elements. The cost was astronomical, but so was the value.
Devlin’s hand gripped her skinny waist, as if to steady her. He said, “You want me deeper?”
Kimmy nodded, her mouth agape and trembling. Devlin sunk his massive cock deeper into her pussy, and Kimmy’s feet bowed, her toes curling.
“Kimmy likes it deep,” Devlin said. “Loves it. Don’t you, Kimmy?”
Again, she nodded, biting her lip now. Devlin’s cock sank deeper still.
“She likes it because it’s too much. Too much stimulation. Kimmy loves too much anything.”
This one, Kimmy didn’t like as much, and Josh saw her brow furrow above his tie-blindfold. A strange and secret smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. Devlin not knowing it all like he assumed. Cocksure. Arrogant. Kimmy let him inside her despite her disdain for the man. Kimmy lay on this bed now because her husband asked her to. Pride swelled in his chest. A million conflicting emotions writhing and wriggling in a nodule over his heart, an existential, anfractuous burrow alive with wrath and war and struggle for dominion. But there were no more regrets.
“No,” he said. “No, she doesn’t.” It didn’t even sound defensive. Only contradictory. And knowing. This was another facet of Kimmy revealed, one he only suspected now confirmed, but it afforded a richer picture Devlin could never comprehend.
Devlin ignored him, deciding action was a better plan. He gripped Kimmy’s waist tighter and shoved more of his thick cock inside her. Kimmy squawked with pleasure and pain, arching her long neck, pushing her pussy toward the intrusion; wanting it. Devlin gave her more.
Then he resumed the fucking; back and forth, sawing his beefy member in and out of Kimmy, her pussy clinging to his bulk, the thin membranes rolling in and out with each thrust. Their sexes shone with their mutual excitement, their combined lubrication aided by Josh’s own vigorous oral labor. The three were intertwined in this moment, drawn inexorably tighter like a wet knot.
“It’s hard to take, at first, Josh,” Devlin said, “but grit produces pearls,” as his hand slipped lower from Kimmy’s waist and over her tummy, down between her legs. His fingers rolled over her clitoris and her legs shook.
Josh looked at Kimmy and Devlin’s pink union, his bully’s monstrous cock deep inside his wife and giving her undeniable pleasure. And something else. No condom. Kimmy hadn’t even requested one. Hadn’t demanded one. Were they exclusive? What were the words used when they’d discussed a contract for exclusivity? Had they begun their affair with caution, using condoms?
Fuck. Was this why Kimmy went back on the pill?
At that thought some kind of inner trap door dropped opened and his guts and heart and assorted viscera fell out his proverbial asshole. The reality of this horror hit him at last. Kimmy was an organized betrayer. A pragmatic one. Their tryst was not some sort of one-shot, some sort of fall to the power of momentary passion. It was calculated. It involved the complicated levers and gears of calculated betrayal. And somehow, regret still didn’t loom out of the mist, try to turn his ship over. Kimmy was showing him her sin, allowing her husband to command the bridge, providing him the facility to steer them through a storm and find safer waters. She didn’t want Devlin. She wanted Josh. This was for him because he wanted it, had asked for it. Now he folded, somehow chuckling, tears of pain and, yes, joy blurring his vision for a moment. Maybe the plan was right. Maybe he could restore more order than he’d ever thought. The urge to laugh loud and obnoxious, to bellow manly gales of insane humor tickled his fancy, wishing he wore a Hawaiian shirt and smoked a stogie right now. Kimmy’s submission granted him sudden armor that made him invincible to his bully’s blows.
But still, there was that awful betrayal. That calculated derision she’d bathed him in when she’d planned an affair with the worst person in the world.
From his folded position, he lurched forward, feet still on the ground, his elbows on the bed, his face near Kimmy’s, her eyes shielded from his by the blindfold. He said, “Did he seduce you?”
Devlin smiled, looking at Josh over Kimmy’s naked shoulder. Kimmy’s brow furrowed again and the corners of her mouth turned down.
He asked again: “Did he?”
She shook her head no.
“What was it? Was it greed?”
Devlin still smiled, and he nodded now, picking greed as Kimmy’s sin.
Kimmy’s brow furrowed further, and he didn’t like his plan of action. This was emotion, ugly male ego seized by sick jealousy. Kimmy’s greatest sin was sloth; a lack of care, the abandoning of the hard work of their marriage, a failure to struggle for its value.
The teary vision came again, and he palmed his forehead, running it back over the new haircut he’d sported at Kimmy’s urging. She’d atoned for that already. Hadn’t she? Her begging trip to Rome on his heels, unable to exist in his absence; Kimmy’s trip to Mecca. That was her supplication. He’d told her not to speak in Rome. Not to utter the words then he wasn’t prepared to hear. And today, getting fucked by Devlin from behind for her husband’s enjoyment was an atonement as well. Even her sloth could be forgiven.
An act of grace that powered his heart like fresh batteries: he kissed her smooth brow, right above her forehead. Soft. Gentle. The kiss of a saint.
As he retracted, returning to his front-row seat, Kimmy’s chin tucked down to her breastbone in the pose of crying. Submission to forgiveness. Granted reprieve by her noble husband.
His own selfless act wowed him. The tension in his neck released and the blood flowed faster and harder. The room seemed brighter.
Devlin slowed, his dark brow lowered and furrowed; the unhappiness lifted from the sinner and transferred to the fiend. He pulled his cock all the way out, gripped it and batted its substantial heft in wet blats on Kimmy’s tawny-pink sex. Each meaty slap got her twitching, putting her ass back, wanting the pleasure that thing gave her returned.
The room dimmed again, and his brow lowered like Devlin’s.
Devlin said, “Kimmy’s got the best pussy. Some girls, they want nothing to do with this”—more sticky cock-smacking—“some like it, some love it, but no woman can take it like your wife, Josh. No woman wants it like she does. Her little pussy was made for my cock.”
Horror set again, looming like a speedy autumn dusk, returning the gloom to his heart. Not all of Devlin and Kimmy’s intimacies had been revealed. There was more to come. More for Devlin to illuminate. More sins to discover.
Devlin kissed Kimmy’s shoulder, humping his hips against her back so the wide dorsal side of his cock ran it’s wet berth back and forth over Kimmy’s anus and sex. Kimmy humped her hips in time with Devlin’s thrusts, eager for more and more. This wasn’t enough for her husband to see. Kimmy wanted to show him the whole thing. And not because he’d asked for it, not because he’d already bore witness, but because she liked it. Really liked it.
Devlin untied her wrists and freed her hands. Devlin ran his knuckles up her bare back to her neck and rubbed her collar. Kimmy gathered her hands in front of her and smoothed where the tie had sunk into her. But she didn’t yet removed the blindfold.
Devlin growled near her ear. “Let’s get you on your back. You’re ready for more. Let’s show him. Let’s show him how you like it best.”
Comments
To be honest, it isn't really Josh that worries me, could be Ms Chang is wound up tighter than we think. Her constant pursuit of sexual overdrive is becoming a compulsion... and not just like touching wood for luck, or the thing about cracks and breaking parents' backs.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-18 10:06:27 +0000 UTCThis would be unacceptable!!! But it is so far up in the air ..who knows!!! Josh should cut and run ..be done with both with a parting shot of sorts.... Revenge served cold!!
Mike Monroe
2024-01-17 19:30:21 +0000 UTCAin’t enough in the world to make him well again.
CSH
2024-01-17 17:03:14 +0000 UTCA few points: First, you jest but “I killed someone in the throes of passion” is actually a mitigating circumstance. Would get you many years in prison instead of life, or death. So it is kind of an excuse - I wasn’t in my right mind. Second, Devlin IS working hard. It’s Josh who’s just sitting and watching. At least he could lend a brother a helping hand. Ask a guy to fuck your wife for you then you won’t even help. Lazy fucker.
CSH
2024-01-17 16:59:45 +0000 UTCReclamation handjob is more like it. lol.
CSH
2024-01-17 16:50:45 +0000 UTCWhere can see a man who has respect for himself who has expectations that when wedding vows are taken that his wife wouldn't go behind his back break sacred vows with they promise to keep themselves to each other only. Unless this is agreed upon by both husband and wife and they jointly have a understanding of what is allowed and what isn't. In this case Kimmys actions totally went against this . Although Josh is in this situation now ...there is no evidence that he cosigned her actions and especially not with Devlin.. definitely!!! Be we are where we are... unfortunately for Josh!
Mike Monroe
2024-01-17 16:36:15 +0000 UTCNot a criticism... it's just that you usually hit it in the last two or three lines... consistency IS the hobgoblin of little minds!
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 15:55:52 +0000 UTCI was gonna say that Josh at least had the justification of his mental health day... but didn't want to single out Kimmy...
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 15:34:54 +0000 UTCAwesome, ha ha
KT Morrison
2024-01-17 15:10:09 +0000 UTCHe may need it
KT Morrison
2024-01-17 15:09:00 +0000 UTCWhy aren't they at work? ha ha— Protestants everywhere are pulling their hair out
KT Morrison
2024-01-17 15:08:43 +0000 UTCGood catch! That should have said Mid workday. I have the date written in big letters beside the MS in the software's Notes section. But I didn't pick that up when I edited it (that chapter is finalized, though these recent ones are still just revised drafts)
KT Morrison
2024-01-17 15:06:58 +0000 UTCBugs Bunny cartoons taught children well
KT Morrison
2024-01-17 15:03:32 +0000 UTCJosh has a cynical wit, ha ha
KT Morrison
2024-01-17 15:02:41 +0000 UTCice cold, good sir!
KT Morrison
2024-01-17 15:00:53 +0000 UTCYour right! It’s up to KT.
Andrew Mellein
2024-01-17 13:54:05 +0000 UTCI want to know if there will be reclamation sex with Kimmy after this show or if Josh in finding the truth out will angrily confront Kimmy and storm out! That’s what I’m kinda interested in! Depends on how bad this gets!
Andrew Mellein
2024-01-17 13:52:01 +0000 UTCOn the optimistic side Devlin is no ingenious prince of darkness!
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 13:36:14 +0000 UTCSee your logic, but doubt the conclusion...
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 13:26:10 +0000 UTCDya think they'll have any wellness protocol left over for Josh?
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 13:19:19 +0000 UTCI can't see any decent man telling his wife what they can or can't do as they are not slaves or chattel or sweet compliance... that's the domain of Devlin's stony crew who see the deadly sins as cardinal virtues... That's where Kimmy lives with impunity just as long as she assumes all her work as women's work and all her actions as a woman's lot. Though she can occasionally be feisty. Josh chastises himself because he did what was right whereas things went wrong as a result of his wife's choices alone, not his... Kimmy on her part, is one of those unfunny jokes made flesh... how can you tell when that slutty Stone lawyer is lying... her mouth is open. Who brought ruination on a happy marriage? Helpless shrug! But why? A bloody good question... One explanation that someone unkindly volunteered was the inferior size of Josh Water's manhood was the origin of all the couple's problems. If it is Josh's fault, it's because he ceded everything his nemesis wanted from him on a platter garnished with humiliation... while his so called wife looked on with a pitiful expression accompanied by her tall dark handsome 'lover' uncharacteristically wearing an unprepossessing T- shirt with the words " You asked for it" in bold lettering displayed across his muscular pecs... when he turns around you will be able to see "I got it!" across the back...
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 12:47:48 +0000 UTCMe as well! The next 2 or 3 chapters will be pivotal, not just in how crazy and indulgent Kimmy gets to scratch her itch for Devlin, but just how far Devlin goes to ensure Josh doesn't walk away from this intact. His clear dissatisfaction with Josh relaxing into this and being "okay" with it spells disaster.
L_S87
2024-01-17 10:41:39 +0000 UTCAlso... But your honour I only stabbed him in the chest 8 times with the potato peeler because I was in the throes of passion because I was literally sick to death of telling him to put the toilet lid down an' 'im not takin' a blind bit of notice...
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 08:15:23 +0000 UTCWhat if I want to despise them because they ARE in the throes of their passion? Why aren't they at work? Lazy fuckin hedonists!
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 07:49:27 +0000 UTCNow I'm going to sulk... yes, mum even though if the wind changes my face will be stuck like that...
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 07:26:31 +0000 UTCI unintentionally told a lie--- she indicated with a shake of the head that Devlin did not seduce her... which was too much honesty... and at the same time a seeming act of cruelty misrepresented as an act of confession.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 07:15:21 +0000 UTCGreat scene. It’s only getting hotter KT as it should. Building up like the act itself. True understanding coming to Josh through his own self confession. Josh has his own penitence to pay. Maybe Devlin can get her talking during the act. That would lacerate Josh’s heart. As he confessed though, he would eat it up. I would caution those who despise him here to accept that both he and Kimmy are in the throws of their passion. The more calculating Josh will likely return later, after Kimmy helps him exorcise, if temporarily, his own demon.
CSH
2024-01-17 07:14:56 +0000 UTCHowever, Josh admits to himself that he wanted this. I don’t think you’ll get the ending you want.
Tracey52
2024-01-17 07:13:55 +0000 UTCThe only truly honest reply she gave Josh was that Devlin didn't seduce her... more coupe de grace than saving grace... everything else one of the lovers let slip accidently or on purpose... Though things are going much as I expected you still managed to make me furious at both Kimmy and Josh. I mean, of course, you convinced me.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 07:00:48 +0000 UTCI always thought Josh set up this bit of fuck-pad theatre to see if Kimmy would reveal a flicker of regret or remorse... or anything that didn't issue from her deceitful Devlin defiled lips.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 06:26:25 +0000 UTCBTW KT in Orpheus it was mid week, in a later episode becoming Monday.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 06:20:38 +0000 UTCSo my new status quo should be... Kimmy she bad bully craves big dick, Josh he her dupe and snivelling ass wipe! Devlin father of Kimmy's bastard and she has secretly known as she safely did a test after seven weeks.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 06:00:50 +0000 UTCI suppose it's hardly the first time Josh has been his own worst enemy and at the same time bought so deeply into one of the worst aspects of his wife's falsehood... self-delusion... However, he has lost his ballast of skepticism and rational doubt. Furthermore, his miracle cure is beginning to look more like snake oil.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 05:48:06 +0000 UTCMe too!
Andrew Mellein
2024-01-17 05:14:39 +0000 UTCTotally agree 👍
Andrew Mellein
2024-01-17 05:13:52 +0000 UTCNice use of "transmogrification".
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 05:07:33 +0000 UTCWell written as ever, though a bit more depressing than I had bargained for... but I am convinced KT will achieve what she has set out to do.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 04:51:19 +0000 UTCThe instalment ends with an untypical lack of tease which bodes ill for what is to come next... conceivably misfortune in spades.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 04:36:59 +0000 UTCAfter this instalment I'm not so sure I understand Josh as well as I thought I did... still I suppose we all have moments of inconsistency, or maybe he has always had a secret calling to the cloth... and perhaps Kimmy was the cross he chose to crucify himself on.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 04:27:16 +0000 UTCAs most of this is from Josh's perspective, "The kiss of a saint." sounds off key... but it does fit in with other parts of the description. So I suppose he is the exemplar of overweening pride... and we all know what pride comes before... Also Josh is where he should be, at his weakest, most namby pamby and most needy. And Kimmy looks to have recovered pretty sharpish from her fear of Josh abandoning her, and her fixes of Devlin dick seem fit to flood the market
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 04:11:40 +0000 UTCReally powerfully written, great chapter!
Glaucon
2024-01-17 04:07:55 +0000 UTCKT, I’m dying for more. One chapter isn’t enough! I want to see what happens in the aftermath between Josh and Kimmy.
Kat
2024-01-17 03:48:18 +0000 UTCKimmy now has Josh lying to himself... at bottom he still loves her river deep mountain high with full Spector sound, and Ike abusing Tina! In other words, not in an ideal fashion
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 03:41:10 +0000 UTCI think, if everything was narrowly focused on Kimmy's immediately known sins and this current scenario, Josh's love and somewhat submissive nature would win out. He'd find acceptance in her display of truth, harsh as it may be given the late revelation of her almost all consuming selfishness. It wouldn't be easy, but if Kimmy were to have the fortitude to get up in the aftermath of being fucked to multiple orgasms, take Josh's hand and give Devlin the bird while walking out... I think that would sooth Josh's angst just enough that he'd live with it. Because it would be Kimmy showing that she put herself and her physical needs first, but would never forget Josh and would always take care of his emotional needs, even if they were sometimes secondary to her own. It would put Devlin in his place, affirming Josh's as more. But that only lives in a vacuum. A perfect place where everything goes right, Devlin isn't a sabotaging asshole, Amy doesn't whisper poison in their ears and Kimmy hasn't committed unspeakable sins that Josh has not even come close to glimpsing due to Kimmy's cloak and dagger escapades. All those things existing makes any sort of HEA improbable at the least, impossible at the worst. Or at least that's how I see it. Time will tell. Or more precisely, KT will!
L_S87
2024-01-17 03:22:51 +0000 UTC"Her little pussy was made for my cock.” So Devlin is into 'amor fati' as well as sadism.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 02:32:45 +0000 UTC"That calculated derision she’d bathed him in when she’d planned an affair with the worst person in the world."
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 02:26:45 +0000 UTC"At that thought some kind of inner trap door dropped opened and his guts and heart and assorted viscera fell out his proverbial asshole. The reality of this horror hit him at last. Kimmy was an organized betrayer. A pragmatic one." Did Josh do a lot of jigsaw puzzles as a lad because he's doing a good job now?
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 02:23:57 +0000 UTC"Fuck. Was this why Kimmy went back on the pill?"
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 02:19:52 +0000 UTCNot sure if I understand "at the corners of 'his' mouth or 'her' mouth? I know the smile is enigmatic but whose is it?
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 02:16:29 +0000 UTC"The three were intertwined in this moment, drawn inexorably tighter like a wet knot." Trapped like a bitch by a dog's knot... fetch a slopping bucket of water.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 02:09:24 +0000 UTCI hope Josh is not O.K. with it being all about her! I think KT is setting the series up for a HEA but I hope it doesn't end that way because Kimmy did too many terrible things to their relationship! In other KT books there were mistakes (Learning Lessons, Cherry Blossoms, Happy Ending) but forgiveness and the couples always communicated with each other. Kimmy lied and backstabbed Josh from book 1. I want Kimmy and Devlin to pay for their cheating. Like Josh thinks "the lies are yet unpunished! "I still think he has an ace up his sleeve and it's going to cost Devlin! Great Chapter KT!
Andrew Mellein
2024-01-17 02:07:17 +0000 UTCGreed... "Kimmy loves too much anything.” Not too much honesty it appears.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 02:01:05 +0000 UTCJosh lies by omission..." the lies were yet unpunished," but does every lie warrant punishment?
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 01:57:04 +0000 UTCAuto da Fe... all the books burning in Josh's purifying bonfire.
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 01:51:37 +0000 UTCNothing could be wore (worse,more?) than what he watched error
Bill F Protagoras
2024-01-17 01:49:32 +0000 UTCI totally agree! This series does not deserve a happy ending. Because Kimmy did it behind Josh's back and it was straight up adultery! Those other KT husband/boyfriend characters were willing participants with their wives. Those were more hot-wife adventures. Josh had no say in the matter and Kimmy did with the man he couldn't stand and hated and then lied to him for eleven books! I want Kimmy and Devlin to pay!
Andrew Mellein
2024-01-17 01:33:01 +0000 UTCGreat roller-coaster of a chapter, KT! Josh's emotional ups and downs are rather extreme, the situation he's placed himself in and the spectacle he's now forced to endure brutalizing his psyche (as if it wasn't damaged enough as is). I like that he's taken ownership here that this was Kimmy's sin, her fault, but he let it happen. I think he's shouldering blame that isn't his, but his acceptance that his inaction was a defacto choice and action of it's own, giving Kimmy license to be as awful as she wanted with little consequence. It's funny how he prods Kimmy for a reaction, then feels remorse for being mean-spirited when his question was doing little more than delving for the truth, and Kimmy's reaction made him feel bad because her truth was awful. She knew it was, but she didn't hide it. Which is a point for her, but I'm not sure how much it will matter given Josh's revelation at the end of the chapter. Josh got into a happy place, oddly enough. He received enough truth to form the conclusion Kimmy was doing this for him, because she loved him SO much, just as Devlin admitted, and somehow he parlayed that into grudging acceptance. And Devlin couldn't have that. Nope, the asshole bully must do asshole bully things, which means winning at all cost. And then Josh finally glimpses the truth. The real truth. Kimmy loves herself more than loves him. Its always been about her, for her. That doesn't mean she doesn't love Josh, but it does mean she's not in this room for him. No, she's here because she wants to revel in humiliating Josh. Because she's *always* wanted to put Josh in this position, in his place, to emotionally wreck him... all while doing it with his permission. And best of all, she gets forgiveness for this act of "penitence" that's supposedly for Josh. But it's not. She agreed because she's selfish. Kimmy agreed because this lets her have HER absolution, not Josh's. It lets her have HER greatest desire, not Josh's. It lets her have Devlin again, to sate HER lust for better sex while getting off better than any time in her entire life because Josh is forced to endure all of her nasty awfulness. It's always been about HER. And I'm thinking Josh might have just figured that out. The question is, is he okay with that? In a vacuum, maybe. But while carrying what is likely Devlin's baby and having Hyun on the side.... maybe...not? Show us the way, KT!
L_S87
2024-01-17 01:24:02 +0000 UTCAs we speed to the finale of DITW. ..Josh has been putting it all together...We learn that he wasn't as obvious as it seemed ...He was trying to avoid the truth being said out loud...Kimmy was not seduced as we all know. She has always been a willing participant in this humiliation and forced cuckolding behind Josh's back. I want scorched earth from Josh at some level! I don't want a Max, Geoff or Pete ending!!! Kimmy and Devlin deserved more payback than that. This is just my feeling I usually like HEA. HEA are my preference but these 2 deserve something. Josh can't just let this sit as is! KT as usual love your masterful story telling...Like Doritos you always want more!
Mike Monroe
2024-01-17 00:45:07 +0000 UTC