My Grandma is dead
Added 2020-03-07 17:05:25 +0000 UTC….My Grandma passed away today.....Literally everything that could go wrong did.
Okay, confession time. I have no job. I spent my entire teenage and young adult life terrified of the idea that if I got a job, I'd come out to find out she died because I wasn't there. After she got sick a year ago, that seemed more than justified.
Why am I telling you all this? Because as of now....I'm lost. I have no idea what to do or what's going to happen. So, no more updates of anything for....a long time, obviously. If I go silent for more than half year straight, I'm probably homeless, at best.
I thank you all for all the support you've given me this past year.
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I am sorry for your loss. Losing the people you love are the greatest trials we face in life . But do not give up hope. Keeping your self busy, and remember that your grandmother loved you. Also we can wait a long time for your next update. Focus on recovering and becoming stable financially. I am sure the rest of your family is there to help you. And remember we your Patreons care and are here if you need support.
Tyrant615
2020-03-08 22:14:14 +0000 UTCI'm really sorry for your loss. Grandma's are the best. Take all the time you need for yourself. My sincere advise to you: As a young adult myself, who went through seven years of severe depression, I urge you to maintain your current status in life: your physical health, your family and friend relationships more precisely. I'm certain you must feel really crap right now, but it will be different a month from now. You got people at your back ready to help. So don't let your uncertainties and fear of future paralyze you. Go do stuff daily, just about anything really. And talk to people you trust. Talk about anything you need to talk about. It will be hard at first, but trust me on this, a good conversation is like a weight lifted from your shoulders. And remember to be mercyful to yourself. I hope this helps.
Somberax
2020-03-08 11:33:45 +0000 UTCAs you say, it sounds like the first part of March has gone about as badly for you and your family as it could have done. My thoughts are with you. I've given a little thought to how I might be able to help, even in a small way, beyond words of support. I've decided that I'm going to continue supporting you on here, at my current level, for the next 3 months, whether or not you write another word of any of your fics (or of any of your Star Wars fics, which are the ones I'm following), during that time. I'm not aiming to put anyone else under pressure to do likewise - I'm lucky that I can afford to do this comfortably; likewise, I'm not aiming to put you under even an ounce of pressure to come back to your writing before you're ready. For what it's worth, I think you're wise to take a break and to take the pressure off yourself to update by any particular date; but I'd also suggest that, after a couple of weeks have passed, and once you're in a place to do so, you have a think about how writing makes you feel: if writing brings positive emotions into your life, then it may well be part of the solution, for you, to feeling much better going forward. Anyway, my very best wishes, and I'm very sure you'll find that you're strong enough to make it through this time, however bad you may feel right now.
Nikhil Nair
2020-03-08 01:23:13 +0000 UTCHey 'kami. I'm sorry for your loss. I also lost my Grandma just a week ago and attended her memorial today. I know what you're going through is rough, but keep on going. Strength is continuing even when it hurts. Live a bright and fulfilling life so when your life ends you can go to her and share all your stories with her. Chin up. Keep working hard and things WILL get better for you. Someone as talented at writing as you has a bright future. Keep moving.
Devil's Bite
2020-03-08 01:16:21 +0000 UTCDon't lose hope, keep fighting and I promise you, you will make it through. We will support you every inch of the way.
D. T. Bricker
2020-03-07 23:31:21 +0000 UTCShes in a better place man, stay strong. You'll get thorugh this. If you need any help let me or someone know okay?
Chad Wilkins
2020-03-07 17:32:38 +0000 UTC
