⭐WEEKLY SCHEDULE UPDATE 5/27⭐

This schedule seems pretty reasonable for art, should hopefully be a pretty productive week.
I may need a day to myself though, not sure when that'll happen but ill explain more in a general life update below.

MON 27TH- Full shift at work. Evening for art.

TUES 28TH- Afternoon shift at work. Evening for art.

WED 29TH- Full shift at work. Evening for art.

THURS 30TH- Off work. Full art day.

FRI 31ST- Off work. Full art day.

(Friday and Saturday may be swapped depending on if my coworker needs it off)

SAT 1ST- Full shift at work. Evening for art.

SUN 2ND- Off work. Full day for art.




-General Update-

I have been slightly absent the last few days and the situations that caused it may leave me not quite at peak productivity for the beginning of this week so I thought I would give you guys an explanation as to why.

Ive been on the edge of a panic attack for the last few days, reason number one being my financial situation.
So last week on friday I did some budgeting and realized just how much of a financial shitshow Im currently in. I had roughly $600, $300 of it went to a late car payment and $200 of it to car insurance. That left me with about $100 with rent coming up ($200), not to mention the few other bills coming up along with my tag renewal ($300) which is now about 2 months late. Basically Ive been hoping that I would get enough birthday money from family to pay for my rent which kinda just feels like total garbage and I currently still havent figured it out.

Reason number two for my stress is because of family stuff.
Saturday was my younger brother's wedding, it was emotional and for mostly good reasons, the wedding itself didn't add much stress but as I was leaving my mother and her husband gave me gas money and told me to visit my grandmother. She is currently in the hospital for a long list of reasons and last I knew she was still doing well enough, but they told me that night that it may be the last chance I get to visit her. I went and saw my grandmother on Sunday and it left me in a not-so-great place... I'm happy I got to see her, and in terms of getting to sit and talk with her it was a nice visit. When I went in though I didnt even recognize her... I thought I had wandered into the wrong room at first. She looked so sick, she was so much more quiet when she talked, and she couldn't stay awake for more than a minute or two at a time. I could tell it really wasn't good and it took everything in me to not be a sobbing mess when I got to my car later.

My apologies if this is all a bit dramatic and over emotional, but I wanted you all to know what has been going on with me and why I may be a bit quiet. Ive just had a few people who were concerned and typing it all out in an update is a bit easier than explaining it all to each person individually lol. Im going to try and perk up, not just for productivity's sake obviously but I just really dont want to fall behind art-wise more than I already am.
I'm gonna be fine of course, I always work through the rough stuff eventually~