-An Update On Things-

Hey everybody, its been a while since I've done one of these so I figured I would update you all. I've been a bit silent the last week or so because I've had a lot going on and a lot to deal with internally. As my friends, customers, and supporters, I thought you deserved to know what has been, and is currently going on.

Last week on Tuesday night my grandfather passed away, and its been sort of the latest domino that knocked a lot of things over.
Those who have been around for a bit know about how I lost my brother and cousin to suicide about a year and a half ago. A few people also know about my grandmother's passing about a month or so ago too, but I didn't really say too much about it then. My grandfather's passing has made me realize just how bad everything has gotten for me mentally and emotionally throughout all of this.

Over the last 2 years I've lost 4 of my closest family members, people I just always figured would be there, or that would be around for much longer at least. Ive been trying to keep up with it all emotionally, trying not to bottle it all up, but with the usual stress of living paycheck to paycheck and getting behind on commissions I sort of neglected emotional maintenance for the sake of focusing on financial problems.
Right now, thats what im trying to fix. Im taking time to try and figure everything out and try to get myself in a good headspace.

I apologize for the silence, I know ive got quite a few unread messages to check, but right now im trying to figure this out myself. I know without a doubt that im not alone. I have quite a few friends willing to help and talk with me, and in that regard I am still very lucky. I have to figure some things out on my own though, and its thanks to the support I have from so many of you that I can do that.

Things will hopefully be better soon enough, but I appreciate every bit of support that I get from you guys. It really means a lot to me. I should be getting back into the swing of things again slowly, but I want it to be different. I want to come back with a fresh mind and a strong plan that will keep things more organized this time around.
Thank you all for your time, patience, and support. I dont know where id be without it.💚