Daily Free-Write September 14, 2020

*This Morning*

I opened my eyes as Daddy shook me awake.

"Up up!" he said, and waited for me to open my eyes and sit up before lowering the crib bars.

I was still groggy and rubbed the sleep from my eyes, noting that I was still sucking my pacifier that had been placed there the night before. 

"Good, you're not spitting it out in your sleep anymore." he said.

I was given my phone to play with and Daddy disappeared again.

"Good morning itty bitty teeny weeny bedwetting tater tot!" said the message from my best friend and big bro, Allen. 

"Ha! Jokes on you! I'm still dry!" 

I managed another dry night, and knew for sure I didn't need diapers for bed, even if nobody else believed me. I stretched, stood up, and toddled over to the bathroom to relieve myself, but the door was shut.

"Hey," I said, banging on the door. 

"I'll be out in a minute, little one."

I didn't know if I could hold it that long. My training potty was in there and I was already doing the potty dance. 

I whined and sat back down in my crib. I'd just have to wait it out. I waited and waited, trying to distract myself by scrolling through my feeds, but the urge would not go away. Finally, I couldn't hold it any longer, and I felt a gush of warmth flow right into the front of my diaper. At that exact moment the toilet flushed, and another message came in from my big bro.

"Prove it!" 

Daddy walked into the bedroom.

"Let's check your diaper, lil guy. Remember our deal, if you were able to stay dry you get to be a big boy for the day - oop, nevermind. I can already see you're wet from here. Diapers forever!"

"Aww, man! It's not fair!"

Nobody believed I was ready to be a big boy again anytime soon. 

*Three Months Ago*

"Oh great. Allen has found my blog."

"Oh weird, I wonder how that happened?" said my boyfriend said, supressing a smirk. I punched him in the arm.

"Hey," he said, "you're the one that wanted to start a fetish account! It's not *my* fault that your diaper content got you the most attention."

"If you didn't keep funneling your diaper friends to it, it might not have! What happened, did you run out of friends and have to start recruiting mine?"

"Heyyy, he thinks it's cute!"

"I'm sure he does." I sighed, running my palm over my eyes. 

Allen was my best friend and very involved in my life. Sometimes he was as nosy as my mother. I scrolled through his comments going back through the entire three months I had kept this blog. 

"What a cutie! Does he need a change from Daddy?" 

I had recently begun to actually *use* the diapers, and my boyfriend couldn't be happier. 

"Call me Daddy when you're in diapers, okay?" was his one request. It seemed like a small ask at first, until diapers started creeping into my daytime wardrobe. He insisted it would 'keep my content fresh'. Whatever. Today was an underwear day so he was back to being my boyfriend. 

In fact, undies were my thing, and the first week of content on my blog featured nothing but me in tighty whities. Allen didn't approve.

"Hmm, I don't think the little one's old enough for this kind of thing."

My partner looked at his messages and laughed.

"What? What are you laughing about?"

"Allen is asking if he can be your big bro?"

"Oh god," I said, blushing. "No. Tell him no. I'm about to switch things up and stop with the diapers."

"You can stop at the end of the week."

"You've been saying that for almost 12 weeks!"

"Okay, but this time I mean it! Tell you what, if you stay dry tonight you can switch it up. If not, it's three more months in diapers. Deal?"

"Deal." I said, shaking his hand and smirking. "I haven't wet the bed in, like, ever. This is too easy!"

"Sure, said Daddy, with an equally confident grin."

*Six Months Ago*

"Do I have to wear these diapers every night?"

"No, of course not silly," said my boyfriend. "We're just trying them out to see how you feel in them. Remember, I tried your 'thing', so now, you have to try what I'm into! Anyway, what do you think?"

"Well, to be honest, they're not that bad!"

"Yeah?" he said, eyes shining, "and what else?"

"It's kinda weird to wake up in them. Makes me feel like a little kid first thing. Kinda a headspace whiplash." 

"Hehe, just wait," he said, picking up the pacifier and placing it in my mouth. "Try to keep this in all night, kiddo. It'll take some practice, but when you do, it'll be even more of that."

"Juth rememba, thith ith only fow a week!"

"Sure," said Daddy, with a grin. "Just for a week."