damianojeda

sadness - despair lathers

Added 2023-11-30 23:21:52 +0000 UTC

I don't have the exact date i made this because i just made it in the same session as "febriary" to keep the levels and plugins consistent across both songs, so it was sometime after whatever date i put for "february"

I wrote the lyrics for this in autumn 2014, similar to the preious song "february" it was an orange autumn evening and i was looking out my window and the sky was (again) magiaclly orange and i felt an ineffable sensation in the color and a desire to ascend into this heaven. my obsession with the color orange began to really really manifest at this time. the lyrics remain unchanged from the original except for what's in the parenthesis (i added that reecntly) and the word "enΩë" or "endlhë" which before it was "laranja" to refer to the orange, but enΩë is more fitting. i may make some minor changes after relisting to this more times, but here's "mix one" i guess. i also updated the "february" file"
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despair lathers

it rains, it claws, it (burns the tears in my scars)

I want to hold you… I want to love you

I… it’s been so long.. I can’t take the emptiness

I want to fly into the orange skies

how the burn in the night

raining perfect heaven into the october rain

I want to fly…

I want to love you…

orange dream..

enΩë…. you embrace

you embrace perfection

you are…