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Reason for silence.

Hey guys, I finally got my butt together to make this post.


You might have noticed, rightly annoyed even, that I haven't posted any epic or posts for the last 2-3 weeks.


The reason was simply I had a bad breakdown, mental wise. It was serve enough for emergency medical aid and now I'm on a medical subscribed sedative in tune with my usual medication. It was bad. 


I am on the up rise and doing better, but you guys are my supporters and readers, I needed to let you guys know I wasn't giving up or just lazy.  In any regards, please forgive me for the silence.


I'll be writing tonight somewhat and hopefully get a new post out in the next couple of days ^^


Be well,


Stew

Comments

Checking for new epic chapters has become part of my daily routine, because new episodes always fill me with joy. The anticipation of a new chapter is one of those things that help me come out of my low moments, because if I get through a bad day, then the day an epic chapter comes out will surely be that much closer. I'm not saying this to put pressure on you, there are plenty of other things that I look forward to these days. Just know that I treasure your creation, and you by extension, and I hope you look for those things that can make you want tomorrow to come a bit faster. All the love.

D J Meigs

No pressure, and I wish you well. My mom once said (when I was suffering from a depressive episode and beating myself up about it) that “life will punish you enough. You needn’t punish yourself.” Good advice that helps me, so I thought I’d share it with you. ❤️

Nicole Widrig

Terribly sorry to hear that. Please focus on taking care of yourself and don't worry about the writing or us waiting. Your health is most important!

Frederik Bruneel

Feel better soon man :)

Knolden

I think its a much milder one. chlorpromazine hydrochloride which just helps me breath and sleep!

Stewart92

Absolutely take care of yourself. Take all the time you need, we will be here for you.

Sleepyfoo

Sorry to hear you had a rough month. Assuming the sedative is a benzodiazepine, which is highly likely, you should be VERY careful with it. Don't take too much and whatever you do, don't take it every day or you will someday know a Hell that makes your last break look like a walk in the park. I speak from personal experience.

Melting Sky

I hope you are able to feel better, although I can not say I have ever had a big breakdown I know what it feels like to be in a bad head space and it sucks.

Zfglx

No rush whatsoever, appreciate you letting us know whats going on, but just take care of yourself! Your health (mental health included!) is more important than anything else, we will still be here while you sort things out! :)

Luke

Been there, done that, it sucked. Take as much time as you need - we want to be able to enjoy your writing for years to come.

Daniel

if you dont feel good take a breake fo fideles sake. We can wait, your health not so much

Julian Hinck

Please, please take as much time(or help) as YOU need to get better. We’ll all wait(some more patiently than others).

It's okay. I'm just glad you're feeling better.

Lurker

Feel better, take as much time as you feel like taking; I typically only read books by living authors, because a book is communication, and what's the point of a conversation with only a listener? Simply put: the author is the point, the writing is an introduction

Gavriel

Hope you feel better. As far as writing, I've seen other authors complain that some medications make writers block really bad, so don't feel committed to writing at the cost of your health or sanity.

Paratus

No need to rush, your health is by far more important.

Luke Ellison

It's okay to be not okay. Just make sure to take all the you-time you need.

Mistress Araenidae

On a more serious note, I hope you feel better soon and am glad you were in a place to get help. It's brave and inspiring that you got the help when you needed it, sometimes we don't take that simple step and hurt ourselves because of the inaction.

Seadrake

Take your time, I've been there myself. Relax and take the time you need.

Kirania

Protect and heal your mind... It is where all the important stories reside.

Seadrake

Behind ya all the way! Mental health is serious business, I hope you stay strong man

Nubtastic

Just take your time mental health heals at its own pace and there’s no need to feel rushed to do anything that might compromise taking the time you need your readers aren’t going anywhere

Spartanstoryteller

No worries, take care of yourself, we'll manage ;)

Doodlyboy15


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