Love Me Less Animatic
Added 2024-12-01 22:28:25 +0000 UTCBy IG @capitao_palavrao
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Funny fucking joke man, haha, deleting your opinions is deleting yourself. Oh well, i just had a thought about that time I listened to goonew and little dudes song "Real Steppers" after I heard about how they had his corpse on stage for his funeral. I played that song a lot, shiet it *ahem* "fucked my mom". Dude I'm watching the video right now, and its like, damn. God speed young ones, I have faith in the algorithm I suppose. It's all made up innit? Real consequences tho, Yeah I'm gonna go be healthy now. Sorry, I really really hope nobody was harmed in any way, this fear stems from the fact that this whole process has been quite harmful for me, but I'm alright. I worry a lot about everyone else though, they don't seem too keen on it. Yeah, I fuck with that, heavy. I love yall.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 05:12:30 +0000 UTCI'm sad, and bored. Cruel and unusual, I'm gonna try to shut my brain off for a bit now. I wish I could forget I did this, maybe with time, until the butterfly flaps its wings. You're a good man Jreginald, good show! I guess I should delete it, huh?
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 05:00:58 +0000 UTCThat's a lot of shame, Ow. Sorry, HOly fuckig shit
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 04:54:18 +0000 UTCBack in elementary school there was this boy, good friend of mine, by some accounts. We spent a lot of time together, shared some interests, good enough chemistry. If I'm friends with someone I'm the alpha, but that's repulsively reductive. I don't need to get into full detail here, I just want to admit to something. In like grade 3 or maybe it could have been 5? I'd like to think I wouldn't have done something like THAT at that age... But I did do debatably much worse, much later. I'm only 23 now, wild to think about. I have the brain of Methuselah, that's some wild fuckin lore. As far as the much worse much later, MEH. I've justified it for myself, haters gonna hate. That's not my final answer, I just I guess I wanted them to squirm and writhe as their sons kill themselves. Jesus fucking christ what happened, I just wanted to talk about the time I shoved gum up my ass, or maybe just rubbed it around the rim a bit. And told my mate if he chewed on it for a bit, I'd give him one of me lego sets. I don't wanna report my homie tho, he called me a fag and told me to go fuck myself. Sorry friend, nah he did it... I gave him a lego brick and told him to go fuck himself, in playground vocabulary. This was inspired my literature consumption, no spoilers. That might be the thing I regret the most in my whole life, multiple layers. First layer, that could have caused severe long term psychological damage. What's more likely to contribute to that is the long term, slightly lesser offenses he was subjected to. This wasn't neglegctful parenting you retard fucks, my parents are goated af. and thats not JUST because I spent half a decade trying to defend them, hyporbole. If raising me how they raised me makes a this, the whole thing is FUCKEd I'm talking throw it in the bin, better luck next time. That's mean, I like Earth, so I'm literally just frying my brain to make other people money? Wow how nigger of me. Dude, nobody cares fuck off. bet
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 04:23:13 +0000 UTCThose N words resurfaced some undesirable connections, I'm sorry friend.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 04:12:25 +0000 UTCConclusion, sorry, again, the whole consent thing... Didn't mean to word rape anyone... Doesn't really matter much tho does it? The damage is done. AND ID DO IT AGAIN, ILL PISS AND SHIT ALL OVER YOUR FUCKING GRAVE sorry, I don't mean that. He does though.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 04:10:55 +0000 UTCWhy is the interpretation so brutal? "My wife is the only thing in my world that matters" " I don't even know if I really care" I guess it could have been cool to meet her. Oh well, maybe God'll get me there. Yikers, fuck sobriety. I need to walk away or it will never end. But I need to say whatever it is I need to say, do whatever it is I need to do, it's not for her. It's for God. Sorry honey, 2nd place is pretty cool right?? That last bit had nothing to do with me, don't be mean to anyone. I love everyone, but she's mine. The energy is not good, but I don't believe that. I'm just petrified, an apple here and apple there, that's diabetes. A schizophrenic breakdown here, etc. that's extinction. Tough life, good thing I don't give a rat flying fuck about you stupid white, sorry. My baaaad bro. You know it's good when the "I want you to kill yourself" part of the brain is saying "Don't kill yourself right now bro" while the part that's usually like "but waaaah my loved ones!" Is all "Kill me please, thank you." I'm alright, should probably make a few lifestyle shifts tho, but that sounds gay and I care so much that it horsshoes back to not giving af so. Yeeeeeep *Dave from storage wars* YEEEEEEP I have a youtube channel, sorry I wanna kill myself for advertising. I use suicide loosely, I'm pretty sure everyone hates that. Oh well, lord knows where I'd be without it... Yo Cj, Don't kill yourself with liquor dawg, that's the moral of the story, wtf is a CJ?? Just kidding, hope you liked my fanfic. That's some wild shit. I'd take it all back, but I could die in 1 second or 70 years. If it's 1 second then fxck it, remember me you fxcks. If it's 70 years, idk yet, but fuggit. Ok that sucks one sec, If its 7o years then fucking Obama fuckin, I DONT WANNAAAAA. If it's 70 years then I'm already dead. Peace and Love ✌️ I WANNA OUTLIVE EVERYONE THO SO DONT BE STUPID STUPID WAIT I SAID THAT WRONG! I WANNA DIE FIRST! PICK ME! PICK ME! Nigger holocaust (<- Said in the fitness gram pacer test voice, I added this in post, I think it destroys the vibe, but the context is important for the other 69 words. By 69 I meant all of them, I just wanted to say 69. alright thats enough life for 1 life. Jk, for the sake of everyones mental health. I'm completely fine. Ohhh, so while I was killing myself all the niggas was just like "lets try not to destroy the planet" Pussies, fuck yall.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 04:09:26 +0000 UTCHey man I'm sorry, you okay? I get what you mean about the shame now... Yeah I wouldn't feel so good if something I said caused somebody to get hurt. But I gave up, I don't even know if I tried. Hello goodbye how are you? So there really was "no winning" whatever, 1 foot infront of the other. It's not whatver man, this is bad. Good for you, why do I care again? Because of the lies? Yeah, I guess, I agree. But then there's still a massive hole, it all comes back to I'll do anything for my wife. I don't even believe that, but it's all I've got, in my world.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:52:33 +0000 UTCI jsut want to help, arbitrary ending
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:46:42 +0000 UTCThat's lame af man, he's playing a prank on you.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:43:47 +0000 UTCWaiting on a fucking youtube video, not for answers, for more questions. I gave up on answers a long time ago, give me anything, give me a drop, a grain a motherfucking whiff, I will defile it until it is beyond recognition. If that's my love that's my love.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:43:12 +0000 UTCI'm too lazy to delete all of that, it seems like a pollutant and potentially a contagiont. LLJ, Benediction, GG. I just envisioned a couple of retards putting on a stage production, intriguing stuff truly. Thank fuck for Autocorrect, I didn't pay a lick of attention in anything ever. Bueno, Ayo Lumina fuck yo wife, sorry, bad joke. Umm, it's like a defensive spell. A spoonful of sugar, perhaps?? No sugar no spoons, well played. I just want to know, I could not possibly care and less if it's good or bad. I just need to know, is my wife okay? Is she happy?
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:40:51 +0000 UTCAh, yeah yeah, my bad lad... Uh, give my regards, like formally, not a veiled threat, I know that makes it worse. I'm not rewriting this to make you feel better, sorry man. That's actually really fxcking brutal. Yeah that is the cost huh? This is why I am who am. I chose not to live in the world where that was the cost. I'm sorry to my direct connections, would it help if I cut off my arm??? Only kidding, I don't know, fuck off *middle finger emoji* I just wanted a litlle tasty wasty of the shamey wamey, put a man to death for THAT? FOR THAT!?!? I wanted to say more hard R's but like I said, I've been working. Cool. Oh! Oh why yes of course... Yeah... yeah... Uh oh. Atleast I've got my niggas to keep me company. I like your glasses, the freddie mercury stash makes you look like a fag tho. That's all she wrote
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:34:58 +0000 UTCThis is fun
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:26:32 +0000 UTCDon't hurt my family ;:
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:26:22 +0000 UTCI love my wife.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:26:09 +0000 UTCNo no, no no no no no. I want the shame, give it to me, please. I'm asking nicely no?
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:25:53 +0000 UTCNow I just have to leave my childhood in the scary building full of weird people and hope it ends well. Love you Mom. I just wanna be me, I just wanna be the best me I can be, I know the best me is someone that helps the world as much as they can. That's all I've got so far lads. The rest has just been Skibidi fucking dogshit. Not for me, not for me... Baaaaaaased I'm gonna go listen to music now.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:24:34 +0000 UTCI want to leave, but like, . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . OH yeah, thats the problem. I blew my load, fuck man. Never fucking lucky bro god damn it. I cut my penis off with a pair of spirit scissors. <- Thassa allegory, or one of those other Communist words
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:22:09 +0000 UTCYou appear to be new here, and also currently unwell. I heavily suggest trying to sleep, and possibly deleting things you know you wouldn’t have posted otherwise BEFORE the shame spiral hits, not after. I wish you well.
LUMINA
2024-12-07 03:21:12 +0000 UTCThey're telling me I should have gone the sober route, cuz like this isn't accomplishing anything. That's so strange on a fundamental level, I HATE IT STAAAAAAHP I'm lonely, meh, I just want a little bit of everything all of the time. It's like one team being up on the boards is like species extinction, the other team being up on the boards, is like species extinction, but cool. One of them is wearing a pair of moustache glasses though. I figured I had to trust him. If he keeps gloating I'm going to put a bullet in his brain, sorry I love you. This isn't fun, I love it tho.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:19:05 +0000 UTCUmm, so the lesson I've been learning, is that I should probably ask for CONSENT before doing that... Sorry? Uhhh, missfire? Would it help if I killed myself??? The 2nd coming of John Stockton, don't fuck it up mailman. I hate it, oh well.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:14:12 +0000 UTCOh, oh... fuck... You have my address... You're going to murder me... Awww. Paranoid Schizophrenia is an absolute HOOT.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:12:24 +0000 UTCNah I'm just kiddin, good book tho.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:11:34 +0000 UTCIM JESUS, YALL ARE FUCKIN FAGS!
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:11:20 +0000 UTCIt's like dropping the weights, Jesus Christ... NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER *honey you broke it* Sorry, I don't actually support the use of the N word in any way shape or form. But I do believe in conservation *Badum TCH* that ones for yall, I usually laugh at my jokes. Ok I like 2/10 chuckled, but thats reflex...
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:10:33 +0000 UTCGRAND FINALE!:You know the song best nightmare? That just turned on in my head thinking about this has all just been propaganda to get me to do this and now everyones gonna point and laugh at the retard. Bring it in you bitch ass nigger dude. There you have it, rest in piss lil bro.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:08:13 +0000 UTCI'm not gay bruh, I'm just more chill with it than any other straight man, not because they're homophobic, but because I'm lit. I'm actually humble, I swear to god, I just only get validation internally.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:06:54 +0000 UTCI just considered the practical implications of homosexuality as an escape from the stress of childbirth. I was just thinking about how much my world view warped when I got my puppy :)
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:05:58 +0000 UTCI would never say any of that stuff if I thought about it, I say yep a lot.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:04:35 +0000 UTCThe answer isn't mine to share, welcome to Hell... That seems a little harsh, heavell? Hellven? Helvegen goes hard bro, wardruna song... BUT THEN I READ IT AS GASSING MYSELF UP AND I WANT TO SLIT BOTH MY WRISTS AND JUMP OFF THE EMPIRE STATE BUILDING WITH A REALLY REALLY REALLY LONG NOOSE AROUND MY NECK AND SOMEHOW BY DIVINE INTERVENTION SURIVE THE FALL SO I CAN SLOWLY. you get the idea.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:03:45 +0000 UTCIdk if anyone cares, but I said some things in the Discord a while back, and I commented here under another name like a month back. Bridge to Terabithia *Gollum* *Gollum*. They tell me they miss the old me, I ruined everything. I'm just livin man! Shiet I know its one way, but it aint even deep like that. Mofos out here bein cringe and shiet, like eat yer veggies, ***** damn. Totality of understanding comes from totality of reasoning which is. I just want her, but I killed him, but he's alive. Do I end it there? I can keep counter pointing the counter points for the rest of time. But my brain resents the idea. "I bet he's just puffing himself up! He probably ran out of ammo long ago!" Bet. I'm just mimicking it all, right? Mocking it all... Sorry, my mistake, I'd rather do it behind closed doors. I guess it's none of my business. I just felt like it was. I trust my feelings, I decided that was a thing I'd do. But it's not simple, you feel many feelings, umm I'm fried. But like idk how to make that a positive, I guess it isn't. A video that helped me a lot, was about someone who had a traumatic brain injury. They lost a bit of their brain, now ya see they'd figured that that was gonna be an issue, thought you needed all those little bits. Fxckem, poppycock, that's a bit reductive... I don't like how it's all scripted, because I'm not following a script I simply exist as a culmination of unfathomable coincidences. The thing that always gets me is that I feel like I was always going to end up here. You talk of alternate timelines, in another timeline I eat 2 apples instead of 1, this causes me to have diabetes years down the line. If I were to have the ability to re attempt that scenario, I would naturally then choose only 1 apple, right? Maybe, I guess... What made you choose to eat the 2 apples instead of the 1? Were you hungry? Ate a little less than usual for Breakie?? I had no choice in the matter laddy, certain dreams are worth dyin for, certain lives ain't worth livin. But all life is a blessin' nonetheless. Amen my nigga.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 03:00:47 +0000 UTCI just had the thought "If I listen to No Heart by 21 Savage Right now, I'll probably die". Then I got a massive urge to go blast it at an obscene volume. I'm undecided. False, correction, you are the decision.
DeadbeatDogDad
2024-12-07 02:42:19 +0000 UTCthis is so good!
DartGS
2024-12-02 16:33:24 +0000 UTC✨ unironically✨
AlT
2024-12-02 06:13:10 +0000 UTCAh finally, a POWERFUL hex spell I can use against the anxiously attached
AlT
2024-12-02 06:06:57 +0000 UTC
