yemsao

8/19/25

Added 2025-08-19 06:06:57 +0000 UTC

Hallo everynyan..!!

Here's the paintings i did in the past week.. it's probably not that many cause i was doing lots of comic crunch 😭but it's all working out.. i think, my shoulder still hurt a lot but the tablet is doing wonders rn, im still getting used to it though. If the drawings appear a little jank its probably bc of that.. its been a long time since i did anything with a pen tablet so 😭😭😭

I dont wanna talk about season 4 much but it's officially 30 days until the launch and im so scared guys... its the last season after all and i dont wanna be one of those authors that drag the story out forever or end it in an unsatisfying way. I know what its like to be a reader and be frustrated with the source material ok.. i dont wanna be so up in my own ass about my story that i dont listen to criticism.. thats why im always self-criticising.. i've watched and read like a million stories that were good in the beginning and just fall off completely at the end like whyyy... why waste everybodys time.. thats why im gonna try my hardest to write a satisfying final season bc the last thing i wanna do is waste people's time. 💀 but then again im just overthinking it..

I think i turned this patreon page into my personal art blog so i apologize for the occasional oversharing, i try not to its just im genuinely so stressed out all the time bc of this stupid yaoi like it is not that serious at all yet it's so life or death for me... I kept thinking about authors who were my age who had like 5-6 series under their belt and i only have ONE.... two if u count the Kangshiro miniseries, like what am i DOING bro i need to lock in.. I feel like im constantly running out of time but i can't seem to work fast enough to close the gap. i have to lock in, i have to lock in so bad..

Anyways thats all for the yap today, i really really hope season 4 will work out, 30 more days and we're back in business babey! I might do another patreon request next week just bc i feel so bad for all the speedpaint posts i know people are okay with stalling but i still feel guilty for stalling so shamelessly 💀Have a good day everynyan! ilavyoumwahmwahm