I didnโt draw anything since my last update, but when it came to these sketches, I think I did pretty well! Iโm very proud of them ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ
Giorno is a small mirrored rendition to the illustration I did of Dio last year. Similar pose, I wanted his facial structure to be a little more square-ish to emphasize his blood bond with Dio and Jonathan. He is also presented with a ponytail because that is my design for his new life as a mafia boss.
(Real life talk with a lot of mental health)
This year is insufferable, I really need to find a way to end this apathy and push myself to do anything. Working is hard when you donโt even find the will to fulfill your everyday basic human needs. Itโs like Iโm riding some waves and Iโm a bit on too when the restrictions ease, and hit rock bottom again when they harden.Iโm constantly blaming myself for not drawing and not doing anything, yet Iโm so unbothered by life that I canโt do these things. It feels like I am broken. I donโt know what to do because Iโm tired of apologizing, it seems fake (not because I donโt mean it, but because I say it so much up it sounds like Iโm not serious). Thank you for giving me a reason to draw monthly, guys. I really appreciate this small pressure, that keeps me doing, at least, something. I will be asking friends for some help in pushing me forward and completing the new Patreon changes that will put a slightly bigger pressure in me, not enough to break me but to make me draw more. I will make sure to compensate your patience, love and loyalty.