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February Requests

I didnโ€™t draw anything since my last update, but when it came to these sketches, I think I did pretty well! Iโ€™m very proud of them ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘ˆ๐Ÿผ

Giorno is a small mirrored rendition to the illustration I did of Dio last year. Similar pose, I wanted his facial structure to be a little more square-ish to emphasize his blood bond with Dio and Jonathan. He is also presented with a ponytail because that is my design for his new life as a mafia boss.


(Real life talk with a lot of mental health)

This year is insufferable, I really need to find a way to end this apathy and push myself to do anything. Working is hard when you donโ€™t even find the will to fulfill your everyday basic human needs. Itโ€™s like Iโ€™m riding some waves and Iโ€™m a bit on too when the restrictions ease, and hit rock bottom again when they harden.Iโ€™m constantly blaming myself for not drawing and not doing anything, yet Iโ€™m so unbothered by life that I canโ€™t do these things. It feels like I am broken. I donโ€™t know what to do because Iโ€™m tired of apologizing, it seems fake (not because I donโ€™t mean it, but because I say it so much up it sounds like Iโ€™m not serious). Thank you for giving me a reason to draw monthly, guys. I really appreciate this small pressure, that keeps me doing, at least, something. I will be asking friends for some help in pushing me forward and completing the new Patreon changes that will put a slightly bigger pressure in me, not enough to break me but to make me draw more. I will make sure to compensate your patience, love and loyalty.

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