Old art dump 1

I know I said I'd start posting this stuff Tomorrow on Friday, which would have been Saturday. What can I say except Sorry and I am a failure :3 Uncensored images in the attachments.

Anyway, I have no idea if you care about this but I am going to reflect on my artistic venture over the past year in a few parts as I go about uploading all my old stuff. If this is just a load of annoying fluff and it's irritating please let me know and I'll just do a big archival post and get it over with but maybe you care about my thoughts reflecting on my drawings and stuff in which case you may find this interesting.

When I was little, I used to draw a lot. I loved drawing. Thing is that the adults around me liked my drawings too; quickly it turned from something fun to a job I had to do in order to get shown love or attention and so I slowly stopped. I've tried to reclaim it for myself over the last year and I defiantly feel better about it now, I get a bit of a kick drawing the kind of vulgar shit that would have gotten me neglected in the past.

So about a year ago now, I started with a cheap sketch book and I just sketched myself. Possibly it's egotistical focusing on myself as a subject but I like drawing people and I was the only people around. After a couple of days of that I downloaded procreate on the Ipad I bought for video editing but never used because it was too much like extra work and I drew myself knelt in front of a big ol' cock. On refection, it's pretty good! the airbrushing is rough and the perspective and anatomy is a bit weird but it's kinda cool looking I think. I really love 90's cartoons and thick black outlines, shame it's not a popular style though; lately in the interest of broader appeal I've lent into a more anime look which I honestly don't like. I took me a really long time and a thousand layers, I didn't really know how to procreate at all but this was me trying my absolute hardest and I'm still kinda proud of it. Next I did another one like a painting and... I think it's ok but it has that uncanny feel and I look a bit beastly in it... In fact I kinda hate looking at it and it's horrible.

Also in my sketch book was a story-board for a yandere-stalker kinda story which I forgot about and should totally make into a comic or something.