MY NANA MADE A GIRL OUT OF ME - PART 2

Who would have thought that I will end up as a girl in my nana´s house? But I really had no other choice than to wear the pink dress and even all the makeup and the bra. I wanted to go to church with my cousins and with my nana. If I would stay at home, my nana would be very sad because she obviously wanted me to go with them and I wanted to make my nana happy. But of course, there is a price for everything and wearing a pink dress, bra and having the whole face covered with layers of makeup was the price for going to church with my nana and my cousins. But in a way, it was very interesting. It was very strange to wear a pink dress but I can´t say that I didn´t like it. Of course, I was a bit embarrassed when my cousins and my nana saw me in the dress and how they were giggling and complimenting me on how pretty a girl I am. But overall I found out that wearing a dress is quite comfortable. It was really better than wearing some tight jeans. I felt a lot more free and it is quite a shame that boys can´t wear dresses on reg occasions. But I could at very least try to understand how it is to wear them so after all, I should be grateful to my cousins and my nana for the opportunity to wear a dress.

Well… we were about to go to church and I was quite nervous. Of course… how couldn´t I be nervous when I am going to church in a pink old-style dress and a lot of makeup on my face. What if somebody finds out that I am no girl but a boy who was kind of forced to wear this cute outfit. My cousin Rose noticed that I was nervously standing in the hall and that I was quite blushing. She asked me:

“Hey John, are you okay? You look quite nervous!”

“Well… of course I am nervous! What if somebody will recognize that I am no girl but a boy?” I answered and I was really afraid of that.

“Oh don´t worry Johnie! You look like a little pretty princess! Trust me! The makeup is really good and nobody will question anything!” told me Rose and she gave me a kiss on my forehead and she added: “I always wished to have a younger sister and now my wish is coming true! You look really cute and I think we will enjoy this a lot!”

Well… will she enjoy it? Probably yes. I guess it could be really fun to crossdress a boy and dress him like a girl and put layers and layers of makeup on his face. It could be quite fun if it would be the other way around. I could imagine that I would laugh if I dressed Rose as a boy. I would give her some long pants and my boy shirt and style her hair into boy style. And I could even give her a fake moustache… That could be fun. So I think that  Rose is enjoying it when she can dress me into some of her nice and cute dresses and give me a bra and of course a lot of makeup. But am I enjoying it? I truly don´t know. I feel quite embarrassed when I am wearing a girly dress, and bra and I have makeup on my face. You know… for a boy, it is very strange to wear it and some other boys would definitely laugh at me if they saw me wearing a dress and bra. But on the other hand, I was shocked by how comfortable the dress was to wear and it is something completely new for me and I really can´t say that I don´t like it. Some inner voice deep inside me is quite liking it and that was probably the biggest surprise for me.

My nana interrupted my thoughts because she came to the hall where I was waiting with Rose and she said:

“So girls! Are you prepared? It is time to go to church and we can´t come late! That would be very rude!” And then my nana looked at me, smiled and she added: “Oh… how beautiful you are John! You have become a pretty girl! I wouldn´t be surprised if some boys were interested in you!” Well… I definitely wouldn´t be interested in boys and it was kind of strange. I liked how my nana complimented me and I blushed a lot. When Rose saw how I was blushing she giggled and said:

“Look how poor John is blushing! He likes it a lot when somebody tells him that he is a pretty girl! We should call him Johnie!”

“Johnie?” thought my nana aloud and she shook her head! “I think that we could call me Jane! That is the right female version of John, right?”

“Yeah! Jane! That is perfect!” giggled Rose and she hugged and me told me: “So how do you like your new name Jane?”

It was a very awkward position for me. The whole situation was something that I wasn't expecting at all. How did I end up wearing dresses, and makeup and even now my name was changed from John to Jane…

“Ehm… I will have to get used to it!” I said and it was the truth. If somebody would call me Jane I wouldn´t react at all. And now… I will have to learn it because I guess that my Nana and my cousins are going to call me Jane.

“Don´t worry, it will be lovely to call you Jane!” said my nana and then she asked: “And where is Eve? We should be leaving right now and she still isn´t here?” But at the moment when she was saying that, Eve was just coming to the hall and she was cheekily smiling. It was unusual and she obviously had something in her mind.

“I am already here!” said Eve and she approached me and told me: “And I have something for our little girl here!” And as she said that, she showed me golden earrings and before I could say if I liked them or not, I had them already hanging on my ears. It was such a strange feeling to have something on my ears… I could feel the weight of the earrings and I was curious about how I looked. Eve took me to the mirror and wow… Those earrings made a massive effect. Now I looked even more like a girl.

“What an idea Eve!” giggled Rose and she was very amused by the fact that I was now wearing earrings. “He is now looking like the real girl! Just look at him. It is our little Jane!” Even my nana was giggling and she told me that I am even more pretty when I am wearing those earrings. I blushed again and I was still getting used to compliments on how pretty I am. It was still strange because I was still a boy but just dressed as a girl.

“We have to go now! Come on!” said our nana and she was right. The church will start in a few minutes and we shouldn´t be late.

I was getting really nervous because it will be the first time I was in public wearing girly clothes and I was still afraid. What if somebody recognizes me? All these questions were flowing through my mind and I couldn´t get rid of them.

The moment was here. We went outside and my nana locked the house. This was it. I made the first step outside and I could feel the fresh air which was really nice. But then I realized that I am no longer in the safe space in my nana's house and that now I am quite vulnerable. I was really nervous and my cheeks were turning red. Rose noticed that and she came to me.

“You have nothing to worry my darling! You have us! We will not let anybody hurt you, trust me!” she said and she grabbed my hand. It suddenly was so much better feeling when I was holding my cousin´s hand. I felt a lot safer and it was kind of strange. I felt a little bit like a child again, but I didn´t mind it. Those old-school pink princess dresses made me feel like that because usually little girls used to wear this dress and it wasn´t definitely for some girls my age. But due to my little height, I could still wear them and they fitted me perfectly which was quite amazing and terrifying as well.

The church wasn´t far away and it took just a few minutes and we were almost there. I could already see a lot of people coming from different sides of the church and I was getting more and more nervous. So many people… There could definitely be someone, who could recognize that I am just a crossdressed boy… I was becoming more and more nervous and I was so happy that I could hold Rose´s hand. I probably didn´t realize that but it looked like I was really a little girl who still needed to hold hands. But I didn´t know it at all at that time and I was glad that I could hold my cousin´s hand.

“So we are here girls!” said my nana when we came in front of the church. “Behave here and especially you Jane! People will love your cute outfit so be nice and thank everybody who will compliment you!” Well… that was something which I am not sure that I am capable of. I was shivering already now and I guess that the moment when somebody starts to talk to me, I will probably faint. But I just nodded and I hoped that a situation like this would never happen. But at that moment I thought that I could hear some voice behind me. It was a mum of 2 girls and she started to chat with my nana. One of her daughters was almost an adult. She could be 18 years old, but her younger sister was a young girl and she was probably 12 years old. I didn't pay attention to what is my nana and the mum talking about, but suddenly my heart just stopped because I heard:

“Oh… this is another of your granddaughters?” asked the mum my nana and she pointed to me. And my nana wasn´t thinking for a moment and she answered:

“Yes… this is Jane! Nice and cute girl, right?”

“She is definitely so cute and adorable. Especially in her dress. She is just lovely! But she has to be very young? How old is she? 10 or 11?” Well… this was a lot worse than I expected. And I was really overwhelmed when my nana answered me:

“She is 12! I know that she looks a lot younger but it is probably the dress!”

“Oh yes! The dress! But she is lovely and cute! And look… I have an idea. You could come with your granddaughters to my place after church. We would chat for a while and our girls could play something and enjoy time together!”

“That is such a nice invitation! I can´t refuse!” said my nana to my surprise and I couldn´t believe that this just happened. My nana made a 12-year-old girl out of me and after church, we are going for a visit… I really can´t believe it. But that was it. There was no chance to change it and… I will have to play a 12 years old girl… and is it possible that I am becoming a 12 years old girl? I had no idea that it was possible… Is it? Only time will tell…