Thoughts #14: Was pretty neutral.
Added 2021-09-14 07:09:35 +0000 UTC14 September 2021, sunny day afternoon.
Something that I wanted to diary out. Eating, really didn’t feel much to be honest. Just excited and happy to see my friends there once again before I actually start a new life in school in the upcoming October.
How much would I go for my friends? Not as much as last time but I wished things could have gone so much better and maybe we all could have just talked it out maybe that mutual feeling would have been holding on for so long. Was it wrong to stick and hold on to? Or was it me who is being stupid to just stay there and not moving? Or was I foolish? God knows. But one thing is for sure, I never meant anything bad at all.
It’s time to get out there and find something meaningful in life, WhiteFang. You know yourself well that there are things that can’t be controlled and if you don’t get what you deserve and you still feel the same way, remember to stay awesome.
Because this year will be a very neutral year for me.
No anger, no sadness, just finding it pointless to stay that way and WhiteFang, you know what you want in life the most, and I believe the rest do as well.
~WhiteFang, in a deep and complicated world, but hanging strong to embrace another set of new life.
