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There will be a video next week.

I have to break free from this self destructive depression I have fallen into. A few of you with who I talk personally already know that the last 3 months have been awful for me. But I am determined to put this to an end. Ravignon made me promise him to seek professional help and quit smoking. I am now 4 days without cigarettes.

When it comes to my personal issues though. Please forgive me for being unwilling to share them. I know that many youtubers openly talk about it when they have personal offline issues that hinder their productivity, but I just don't want to do that. All i will say is that it involves a family member with a drug problem who I shelterd, but who then decided to take advantage of me and has been a big burden on my life for over a year.

The video I plan to finish this week is the video on French police brutality: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1zG4yhdphsZXlGx3ilMWbYE-FDuiADfpYtkdI9zY2EK0/edit?usp=sharing

And from here on I am hoping to that a more healthy attitude towards life will result in there no longer being such lengthy delays in production. 

Comments

Work on your health dude, your life is more important. We have waited 3 months, we can wait a bit longer if you need. Feel better!

Sakarias Garcia DePresno Frette

Christ man, hope you fix your shit.

No problem man, I'm glad you're not making your personal issues a big part of your youtube brand and I have huge respect for how you've changed your approach over the years, family issues can be deeply uncomfortable so I hope at the very least your starting to feel happier, good luck with stopping smoking.

https://youtube.com/shorts/bx2fNWS7Eyc?feature=share I order you two watch this video at any poin int time in which You feel even the slightest bit of blue... Side effects include uncontrollable, girly giggles... In some rare circumstances, nerds have become dorks for an average time frame of 2 to 3 weeks... in every case they returned to being nerds.. If you start experiencing this symptom, please consult your doctor and get much stronger asthma medicine... And very thick goggle glasses... And your voice is going to be really nasally... You're only going to talk about how great 80 club was in high school....

Archduke Abino

The whole "Exploitation of another family member's good will" thing is always a brutal knot to untie. You're expected to do one thing by society, but then you get someone who basically puts you into a lose/lose situation. Hope everything works out.

Hunter S.

While I cannot pretend to know how you must feel, I can regretably relate to a state of deep depression ... While in the end you are the one, that has to pull himself up by his shoelaces, nobody can do that alone ... That said I have to second your friend's push for you to get professional help and wish you a soon and stable recovery to healthier life... You sharing this while expressing your reservations to do so make me believe that you indeed are quite firm in your resolve to do the right thing for you.

Josef Kubíček


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