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Hi chumps!

I'm writing from the airbnb that I'm staying in with Reina, Nami, and Shee! Except they're at Reina's house right now! So I'm watching over da hooouse!

Unfortunately my voice is still not in the best shape. So I'm going to take today to not utter absolutely one word. This airbnb has bad wifi, so Reina moved to her house to stream. Reina's house is also a billion years away from this airbnb, so it's kind of difficult for me to get there without a car. Tenshi stranded?????

I feel bad that I let my friends down at such an important time....what timing. >< Also a rare time that all 4 of us are together.

I guess the timing of the 2 year anniversary being last week and pushing myself a bit too hard caught up to me. I promise to be more careful in preserving my voice in the future. I'm sorry if I worried you. My voice is my most important asset, so I hope I can get it back soon! Gotta think postive, gotta think positive! 😤😤

Everybody drank apple juice last night, but I only had a little bit because I don't think apple juice (krunk kind) is that good for your voice? So I only had one glass. It was super fun to see everyone so excited (and a little mushy hehehe too🤍 ). I'm mushy with or without apple juice, but it was kinda rare to see Nami like that. Actually, I'm not sure if I'll say this on stream or not, but Nami gives off such a sweet impression in person. Of course she does online too, but even more so in person. Also, I realized that we're really alike in terms of socializing with people. More of the loner types? She is a bit chattier than me though around people😂. Shee and Reina are more or less the same in person and online! Shee is a lil shy with pretty eyes and flowy dresses, and Reina is a tall super socialable genki fashion demon!

I'm mostly a dress/skirt tenshi, who sometimes goes for a more sporty look with tight pants/a crop top. Either way, I wouldn't go out with a tshirt and jeans. Even though that look really suits some people! I would rather dress up and look fashion outside! It's also a must that I have my nails and toenails done! Even if no one sees it, I gotta feel pretty on the inside😂! I used to wear a lot of makeup, but now I only do skincare (a must every day and night), maybe a bit of cushion foundation (it's like a little puff that you can use to touch up througout the day), and a lil bit of blush and glitter! I usually opt out of foundation most of the time, since I take good care of my skin! Makeup is fun, but I'm more for the natural look nowadays! 🤍

Also, my default hairstyle is for sure a ponytail. So versatile, so cute, so me! 😤

It's really cool to be able to meet these girls who I've been through so much with, and can relate so closely to. I'm really looking forward to finally meeting Charzu and Isla in person! I met Lua the most out of any member in kawaii, and I of course miss her a lot too!!! So I guess if you would ask who I'm most comfortable with in person, it might be Lua! I talk to her a lot off stream, and in person she's very calm and chill to talk to! 

Although with time I would love to get to know each girl in kawaii more and more! They are seriously such lovely people, and all of them have unique and amazing personalities!

From this trip, I realized we need to have killer internet at our accomodation for the concert. I don't want to miss an all kawaii off collab, and a full gen 1 off collab! Ahhhh it's so soon! We seriously have so much excitement happening!

The house was a mess, so I tidied up and did the dishes. Now it's perfect! I'm resting the voice, taking care of tasks, and alternating between sitting inside and outside. It's actually....pretty nice to just relax like this and get stuff done. Most importantly I'll rest up my voice so it's in the best condition for you.

I love you, and I'm always thinking about you! I hope you're having an amazing day, and I miss you very much!!!🤍🤍🤍🤍