No thoughts
Added 2021-04-01 15:57:43 +0000 UTCSometimes all you want to be is thoughtless. Mindless. This is a piece that explores that want.
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No thoughts. That’s all you wanted. What you craved. To get away from the stress of thinking, of making decisions, and just float in that deliciously deep headspace that you loved so much. To just exist whilst not existing, a thoughtless body, a conduit for… For what exactly?
For pleasure? Both yours and anyone else’s? To be used, played and toyed with whilst your own mind was blank and empty? To feel hands, and tongues, and toys explore your body, that had a certain appeal to it.
For control? To immerse you in a sense of obedient submission? For your hypnotist’s power to overwhelm your own, and to have you dancing like a puppet on their strings? To be brainwashed and programmed to be their personal toy, their doll, to do with as they pleased?
Or did you really care what came after? Was it just the thoughtlessness that you craved? That blissful mindlessness that had a certain sense of pleasure and control all by itself? Maybe it was. That was what it had been to begin with, right? A craving for no thoughts.
