Another Personal Update - I'm a mess.
Added 2023-12-18 19:39:22 +0000 UTCHi Everyone. I'm so sorry for being so MIA. I have been slowly getting back to work, and then yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. One of my new rats passed away suddenly. I won't get graphic, but it was because of an accident caused by me. So I'm kind of devastated and traumatized atm and just need a little more time to get my shit together.
I think we are going to skip the Netflix party this month too (I'm SO sorry, hoping the holidays makes it so everyone is too busy anyway). I will still get the exclusive video out still. Thank you all so much for sticking with me and I appreciate you all so much. Please know I don't take your additional monetary support for granted. I know very well it's a privilege to have people who want to give me even $1 of their own money and while I need to give myself grace for a couple weeks, I promise Patreon is one of my top priorities. That being said, if you need to cancel because I haven't been delivering on the promises the last few weeks, I completely understand.
Love you all and thank you again.
Hannah
Comments
Thank you so much for your kind words Ophelia! It's messages like this that make me love what I do. I'm so glad it's impacting some people even if it's "just" content. So glad you could come back to the Patreon! However, remember, if your finances are struggling, remember the exclusive videos will still be up if you return at a later date, and can binge them :) I ALWAYS understand when people need to leave!
HannahTheHorrible
2024-01-05 23:18:14 +0000 UTCHi Hannah, in my last comment I mentioned that I had to cancel my membership to your Patreon but thankfully, Christmas came in clutch and I got some money to tide me over till I have a reliable income again :^) I just couldn’t handle not being able to get as MUCH content as possible from you, and not being able to provide some small monetary support because I know you, like the rest of us, have your own difficulties and tragedies in your life. I hope one day I can finally just say F it and start uploading my own content hahaha. You’re a fantastic creator. I know you probably hear this all the time but I just want to say it again that you are one of the coolest people on YouTube. You are so respectful and genuine and relatable as someone who I can tell is very empathetic and cares more about telling the story and remembering victims as opposed to making everything about the evil people who carry out the heinous acts you cover in your videos. On top of that, your variety of content whether it be creepy TikTok videos, deep dives into true crime, or going over ARG’s and other analog horror while being so respectful, skeptical but still always keeping an open mind. I feel lucky to have found creators such as you who foster such a sincere attitude of kindness. You so very obviously put so much thought into how to address sensitive topics and it’s so hard to find creators nowadays who are objectively pretty damn unproblematic. I’ve had a bit of an emotional last few days (weeks, months, years…??) so sometimes I get a little mushy when I try to tell someone I appreciate them and what they do. But I genuinely appreciate the community you foster on your channel and Patreon and other platforms. Keep at it Hannah, you inspire me a whole lot.
Ophelia
2024-01-04 01:24:43 +0000 UTCDefinitely late to this, I'm sorry to hear about your ratty :( but don't be hard on yourself! Accidents happen, especially with tiny little fellas! I know that doesn't make it hurt less, or make the guilt less intense, but just know that you're not an awful person or anything because of it <3
Legume
2023-12-30 06:22:24 +0000 UTCHey Hannah, I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. It really is devastating to lose an animal. I know it’s hard not to blame yourself. I had similar kind of situation with one of my friend’s pets that I was taking care of (won’t get into that either) so I understand how traumatizing that can be. And it takes awhile to accept that sometimes tragic accidents happen and you can’t take it out on yourself because it won’t change anything. It’ll just make it harder to heal… So please take all the time you need to heal and take good care of yourself and reach out to loved ones for support! This is unrelated but I unfortunately had to put all of my Patreon memberships on hold because right now my financially situation isn’t great and it makes me so sad. I know you don’t take it personally and you’re wonderful, but I still feel like I have to apologize especially since I cancelled the membership and immediately saw this post and I wish I was able to keep helping support you while you’re going through this. I will be back ASAP! Happy Holidays Hannah, I hope you’re surrounded by the people you love!
Ophelia
2023-12-24 00:56:55 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself, we will be here for you once you're ready to come back. And not a minute earlier than when you're ready ok!!! We gotcha Hannah. 💖
Sarah the Bear
2023-12-23 01:09:37 +0000 UTCDon't worry about the membership Hannah. I think we all feel the same way, we support you because we like you as a person and we e formed a bond with you as your audience. This is the hardcore pro Hannah crew right here to be on Patreon. We don't care about the $. And I hope everyone feels that way. Also, you didn't mean to hurt the rat. I'm so sorry about his passing. You are a wonderful pet owner and mistakes can happen with small and or exotic pets. They're hard to care for. You made a mistake but you have learned from it now and any rat in the world would have a special life with you. Please give yourself grace Hannah. Feel better xoxo
StickerSupremacy127
2023-12-19 17:53:49 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry. Take your time and try to be kind to yourself. Send you lots of love
Sabrina Pfister
2023-12-19 15:52:14 +0000 UTCI'm truly heartbroken for you. I'm sure everyone understands why you need some time to yourself. Take care x
The Puppy Hag
2023-12-19 07:46:30 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry to hear that! I hope you are healing (physically and emotionally) - and please don't stress about the Patreon, for goodness sake!
Brie
2023-12-18 23:24:54 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry. <3 Take care of yourself.
Kay
2023-12-18 22:45:43 +0000 UTCWe love you and that’s why we’re here! We want you in good mental health more than we want content! I completely understand. I lost a bird from my negligence of getting her a new cuttle bone. Granted it was when they were in very short supply but I could have gotten calcium powder or something but she hadn’t laid an egg in so long and she was 6 years of age I didn’t think it would happen again even though I had a nagging feeling about it. She became egg bound and passed from it. It’s devastating but it happens. I tell this not to steal the spotlight but to show empathy and that it happens from time to time. The fact that you’re so upset means you care and you loved it. Take it easy for a bit
Daisies for Ghosts
2023-12-18 20:52:30 +0000 UTC
