Personal - Venting
Added 2021-07-24 05:24:05 +0000 UTCHellooo..
So, I've been havin' a tough time with my brain lately... there's been a lot of stuff going on in it, and I've been struggling to express that.
I decided to piece together this lovely thing... basically trying to express how I'm feeling. I've been feeling pretty lonely, despite all the people around me.
I yearn so badly to just go home, to have a person there waiting for me.. someone who's present, both physically and mentally. I am struggling to make that happen, though, because of all the things going on around me. I can't make it out to gatherings or any sort of activities because of everything that's going on in my immediate personal life. Family and work get in the way of finding that one special person, and I'm just runnin' out of gas.
I needed to take a break tonight to properly recognize it in my mind, and come to terms with how to fix it.
I've brainstormed a few things that'll help, so I'll be ok. :)
No need to worry about me~ π
I just am so grateful for all your support and patience with me while I de-rail my schedule, and then go out of my way to create something for myself. I always feel so guilty about the notion, but decided "screw it" finally, and I hope you can forgive me.
Love you guys. β¨
Comments
There's no need to feel bad about drawing vent art because the overarching idea of patreon and commissioning you is to support you and the content you create. At least, it's why I subscribed. It hurts to not have someone you can be close to, and it'll hurt some days more than others. You just need to hang on. Keep your chin up, look forward to the future. You will find someone out there. Keep looking, and with enough patience you will find them. On the bright side: as bad as the feeling of being alone is, you made a beautiful piece of art by expressing those feelings. It's bittersweet, but you can take solace in that you created something wonderful out of that loneliness.
wildtamaskan
2021-07-24 09:35:42 +0000 UTCNever feel guilty for creating personal art, Tekky. Hell, that's why I support you as well. I love seeing you do art for yourself and it's a great treat. ^^ You know we all, not just myself, have your back no matter what. I know you said you'll be alright, but I hope that those possibilities you want will happen to you regardless of those setbacks in your life. Take care of yourself when you need it most, you matter and definitely deserve a break. I wish for the best for you, Tekky.
silentmike16
2021-07-24 05:36:43 +0000 UTC
