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CowboyTanaka
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UPDATE in my life (trigger warning)

Updates in my life guys. First of all, I'm back again, but will have to warm up with the fanarts as it has been so long since I draw these things. For so long my motivation has been very low, but I think I'm starting to heal.

I haven't talked about it, but I'm under meds and therapy for my PTSD and depression. I didn't think I needed to tell this, nor that I needed help from my condition until i started hurting myself last December. To cut things short, I was suffering from a lot of things but I am now slowly just getting things back up again, after so many attempt,. It wouldn't have been possible if I never listened to my friends that I really needed help. That's all I want to share with my personal life.

My goal is to slowly get things back. I have rescheduled my commissions and hopefully i can get to it smoothly without killing myself. I need to open up commissions as my medicine and my dad's meds are expensive, but that will be soon. I need to finish some commissions first to test if I can move forward again. If not as fast, I'll keep trying.

So thank you to those who never gave up on me, I wont give up as well. Thank you for the support and I'll see you guys sooner that you think.

Comments

I hope you get better bro, there will always be tough times ahead I know we are in no position to give you advices, so I'll just share with you what worked for me and it is hard work. When I work hard I am so focused and tired that things like depression and other things are insignificant next to the hard work. I really like your work bro it is awesome <3.

CaterpienGyarados

Your work's been such a huge inspiration for my own art, I started drawing because of you. I hate to say it, but I've been in your shoes, or at least something similar. All I can say is whenever things get rough, there's always a bright patch right around the corner. I'm glad to hear you're doing better.

Belman

glad to hear you're doing better, take whatever time you need, and can't wait to see more of your work

Gornyetch

You're health always comes first so glad to hear ur doing better

Khaos

Good to hear you are doing better and take care!

Mr Simple

Glad you're feeling better, CowboyTanaka! Take care of yourself.

Glad to hear you’re doing better 😊

Your mental and physical health always comes first. It is good to hear from you again.

wraith


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