Kind of a serious update regarding activity on content.

So far, as you can already tell by the world's events already, this year has went to shit. And it's been an awfully painful one for me at least. I have been going through some serious depression and laziness, causing me to not draw as much and have my commissions delayed for months, some for half a year, and I am very sorry for taking way too long for my commissions. Once again, I haven't been that well these past few months, I've been lazy and deeply depressed, sometimes to the point where I start contemplating suicide. This year I was planning on getting out more and getting a job but due to the Coronavirus pandemic that has been stopping me from cutting the ties between me and being in my room all day and doing fuck all for two years. Not only that, I'm being treated like shit in my home for being lazy during a pandemic where we're supposed to STAY INSIDE. PLUS I'm depressed over shit my folks don't fully understand because they don't know how internet communities work and it's already too frustrating and complicated to explain to them. Yeah. I could go on and on about my family life but here is not the place to be venting about such. Not only that, I've been thinking about some past drama with someone that's put me in a state of deep regret while still being a little mad from jealousy. Once again, not the right place to talk about it.

I decided, fuck it. I'm gonna move out sometime soon (hopefully). I plan on moving out of my toxic mentally manipulative folks next year into my own apartment, not sure when I plan on officially doing that. I would feel more comfortable to have a potential roommate (or mate) first who would love to stay with me (or me moving to where they are), and split the bill for rent, groceries and bills. But I highly doubt that's going to happen. Until I get a job, I'm gonna have to take my art far more seriously in order to keep a sustainable income. So that means I may end up boosting up my prices sometime in the near future. I already have a price sheet in the works including a new option. I may have to make a growth drive of some sort to go towards that. I will announce that when I feel ready to take it on. Definitely when most of my queue is cleared.

Starting Monday, I want to stick to a schedule and focus more on art. Working at least 10-11 am til 7 PM my time sounds reasonable. It's been a month since I got my computer, and it's about time I get some shit done. I will also be streaming more often, sometimes even doing private streams that only YOU guys can watch~ Speaking of, I feel my Patreon tiers are not attracting any potential patrons. Maybe I'm not just active enough. If you think something is missing from my patreon page, or it's too much, you guys can suggest something I can add/modify to tiers or stuff like polls or monthly events, I don't know, something that won't put a big rock on my back hopefully.

In the meantime, spreading the word about my Furaffinity page and Patreon will definitely help people become more intrigued in commissions and pledging to contribute towards living costs and necessities. My Ko-Fi is also open for donations as well as my PayPal link if Ko-Fi is buggy or the other link is more convenient. I apologize to those still waiting on a commission and I hope I can get that done soon.

I'm greatful for those who are still with me to this date reading this little journal of mine, and I hope I can get back on track on making more content than before very soon.