How are you all doing?
Added 2020-05-05 19:57:36 +0000 UTCHow is everyone out there? I have been going between feeling really good, excited about having a break and refocusing, to deeply depressed about the state of our world. I’m extremely concerned with people buying into dangerous conspiracies, Not being careful enough, and protesters hurting police, staff at restaurants, just people trying to do their jobs and survive. I so want this virus to make people love and appreciate each other more, but the headlines are just killing me right now.
I am heading back to Los Angeles soon, I’m very fortunate that I have had family staying in my home the entire time I’ve been gone. I never thought I would feel this way, but I’m really going to miss Nebraska. I haven’t felt this clearheaded in a long time. I’m afraid of things to come in Los Angeles. My roommate is stuck in Germany and may not be able to come back. I’m likely going to be taking over their rent for the for seeable future, which is a very big stress. This is not exactly the greatest time to try to find a new roommate, or deal with her things because she can’t get back into America to move them. I guess I’m venting, but I know many people have it worse than me. I want to just thank you all for being here, you are literally my lifeline to survive right now. Thank you, deeply, genuinely I mean it. I hope that I can bring you some joy during these difficult times. I’ll try to be less of a Debbie downer in future posts. On the positive side, I’ve been making some great content out here. Some videos, a few photosets... I am going to try to crank out a few more before I take off (there’s a 1960’s airstream here I’m dying to shoot in and in front of) so I want to make that happen for y’all before I bounce. I’ll keep content coming!
Hugs, please stay healthy and safe!!
Carlotta
(PS, the photo above is by Moonchannel and I shot that here at the farm last week)!
