I've successfully graduated from my university after 4 years, and I will be free from now on to draw much more often than I usually do!
Since I've graduated, I'm planning lots of things that I wanted to do, but wasn't able to:
- Learn Live2d, create a V-tuber model and animations in the future!
- Set up Gumroad for my works, where I will also release video processes
- Merchandise? xd
- Create a YouTube channel to post my processes and other videos
- Improve my art style and explore more fandoms, characters
- Concentrate more on drawing what I personally want, like my OCs
- Buy a new graphic tablet for drawing and a computer for streaming
- Start learning Japanese again
- Draw every day or most of the days! ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧
I hope those plans will come true, but for now I really want to pay attention to the "drawing what I want and every day" part. To be honest, I've been hating my works for a while, and it didn't help with the fact that I was highly stressed all the time. I've lost my identity as an artist, and I want to regain it by figuring out what kind of illustrations I want to create. I've realised that it's better to draw something that I'm proud of, even if it's not going to be popular or monetizable. I will take a break from checking my accounts, engagement, money etc until I feel like I have a healthy relationship with it. I will continue posting art! I just won't engage as much...
One last plan I have is I will be moving to a new city in autumn and getting professional medical help due to my depression and suicidal thoughts, since I wasn't able to do so in the past 8 years. I hope to get treatment and be the best artist for me! (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)
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