Hello, friends.
Itâs the beginning of a new month, so thank you, everyone, for the continual support!
As life cycles, I find myself seeking some pace I can follow as I try to balance creativity, recovery, and everything in between. I feel like Iâve plateaued a bit on improvement, so I need to challenge myself further. Iâve been thinking a lot about rhythm lately. Managing life, health conditions, caring for others, and trying (often failing) to keep up with a world that often moves faster than my nervous system allows. Trauma, perfectionism, and grief have made it harder and harder to be âpublicâ in the ways that used to feel simpleâthings like posting to social media, staying caught up, or even believing a small update is âenough.â
But Iâve been reminding myselfâgentlyâthat this, too, is part of the path. That improving takes time, and tending to myself is not a detour. It is the work, and all part of the process.
đ Mythseeker Progress
While I had hoped for Volume 1 to be done by now, it at least nearing completion! Iâve sat down and checked, and it looks like each volume will have around 100 illustrationsâwhich is actually fewer than I feared!
My goal is to finish Cycle 1 (Volumes 1â3) before the official release, which Iâm tentatively aiming for in spring of next year. Thereâs still a mountain ahead, but once the first volume is done, I feel like the rest will unfold more naturallyâthe engine is built; now itâs time for driving and occasional maintenance.
It takes so much research, experimentation, and lots of mistakes! This phase has taught me so much about my writing style, visual language, and how to balance storytelling, art, and not rushingâitâs about finding the methods that help me stay paced and sustained for the long term.
Itâs deeply humbling to realize the thing you love needs structure to thriveâand that the way you treat yourselfâyour body, your mind, your spaceâechoes directly into the story youâre trying to tell.
đž A Quick Check-In: How Are You?
How have you been holding up? If youâve been struggling lately to keep up⊠I see you. Iâve had step back a bit to care for myself first, but know I am always thinking and prayingâ friends, mutual, supporters, anyone at risk in our current world.
If itâs been hard to stay hydrated, to open messages, to keep your house from sinking under chores, or your mind from spiraling from current world events, know that youâre not alone. Iâm in that too, right now. That in itselfâthe practice, awareness, learning, facing itâtakes a lot of energy and is scary!
Iâve been thinking about how often we punish ourselves for not doing enough, when in reality, many of us are doing the best we can with limited spoons, limited support, and a world that doesnât always make room for us. Itâs a tricky balanceâbecause Iâve also viscerally learned that I still have to take responsibility, that our mindset does affect outcomes, and sometimes⊠you just have to face some pain for gain and push through.
Iâve been practicing doing one thing at a time. Small steps. Often, anything is better than nothing. Not letting perfectionism be the enemy of consistency. Not letting my fears ruin my chance to improve.
đ± Patreon Structure & Rhythm
Iâm aiming to do two to three posts a week (depending on content available)âideally one free, one paid. Iâm exploring a Tuesday and Thursday schedule, but I donât want to promise anything yetâI want to focus on actually seeing it all through consistently.
Iâm also going to try encouraging myself to post more casually with general art, WIPs, etc. I get wordy enough as it isâlet the content do the talking!
Iâm keeping the tiers simple for nowâ$2, $5, and $50. The $12 tier has been unpublished, mostly as a way to streamline and reduce pressure while I focus on consistency and depth over volume. Iâve thought about raising the $5 tier by at least a dollar, but weâll see how things go.
Iâm also working on organizing, cleaning up, and improving Patreon accessibilityâtags, collections, store, updated information, links, and more. I also am planning for when I do share writing snippets, Iâll aim to record myself reading!
Iâd love to know what kinds of content youâre most excited to see here. What content do you enjoy the most?
Sketches, WIPs, and artwork as a whole?
Processes, tutorials, or creative insight?
Behind-the-scenes development?
Lore drops, worldbuilding, or character profiles?
Reflective and blog entries?
Writing snippets, short stories, audiobooks, or other prose?
Something else?
Feel free to commentâthis space is for both of us, and your input helps me shape it with othersâ needs or interests in mind!
đ Where You Can Find Me
As I try to restructure, these are the places Iâd like to be found on:
BlueSky â general updates and art feed
ArtStation / suedraws.com â portfolio
TheMythseeker.com â Iâm currently figuring out a system for news and posts there (possibly a newsletter or journal-style blog)
Possibly returning to Ko-Fi later down the line
Exploring other platformsâfrom YouTube to Twitch
Iâve decided to no longer use Twitter or Instagram, for varying reasons.
If thereâs a particular platform you frequent or would prefer for Mythseeker content, let me know! Thereâs only so much I can handle on my own, thoughâIâve already had to cut out Discord time and some social spaces to make more room for the work. Ideally, in the coming years, I can look into affording help, like editors or social media assistance.
Thanks, as always, for being hereâespecially in these seasons. Your support doesnât just help the work exist; it helps me exist safely, more intentionally, and with more courage to keep going.
đ Susannah