PATREON ASMR| RANDOM DAYS IN MY LIFE (MAY VLOG)
Added 2024-06-01 08:37:40 +0000 UTCxoxo
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Ok so that’s what I hate but what I LOVE is your nurse and you bonding over smut😂😂
Maggie Q
2024-06-11 23:34:28 +0000 UTCOmg I HATE that you got strep on top of everything! When you talked about not being able to tell the difference because of daily pain that struck me so much. You are such an angel and UGHHHHH it makes me so MAD that you have been suffering when you deserve nothing but the best. Sending you so much love and praying for this flare to ease up quick!!
Maggie Q
2024-06-11 23:32:33 +0000 UTCdont worry maddie lots of ppl are missing out on weekends you are not alone! im 22 and never dated anyone or attended any parties, always needed to focus on work or study...
Lisa Wu
2024-06-11 09:55:49 +0000 UTClol it always gives me a mini heart attack for 0.5 seconds when maddie says apollo loves chocolate and grapes😂 keeps me on my toes! sending you love & light maddie🫶 i look up to you so much as a person. on my worst days i still know i get to watch one of your videos at the end of the day, and it brings me such peace. you're like the big sister i never had💖
Kyra
2024-06-07 15:50:59 +0000 UTCThank you for sharing this Maddie ❤️ you are so strong and I admire you so much for how you are dealing with your illnesses. It must be so exhausting. Sending you lots of love and warm hugs ❤️
Amanda
2024-06-06 15:25:26 +0000 UTC“Chocolate & grapes”- you silly goose! 😂
Kelly Anne
2024-06-04 06:31:51 +0000 UTCThe grief that comes along with chronic illness is something that you can't truly understand until you experience it. Watching other people live their lives while you're stuck in bed/housebound feels like a cruel joke; a coordinated betrayal from both your body and the universe. Although asking "why me" doesn't change anything, it's nearly impossible not to wonder. And then there's the task of trying to get medical professionals to take you seriously, which is so dehumanizing that it often feels entirely pointless. Spending a good chunk of my teenage years in debilitating pain, constantly exhausted, and always having to deal with medication side effects is something I'll never fully get over. Even now, when (thank god) I'm so much better than I used to be, I still get angry that I'm almost never not in some degree of pain/discomfort, that I have to take extra steps to manage my health, and that I'll likely always have to budget my energy rather than my time. Still, even with my experiences, I can't imagine what you're going through. I'm not going to make some comment about how strong or resilient you are, because while generally said with good intentions, I always find them annoying as hell & borderline insulting (like, my guy, the only other option is cancelling my birth certificate lmao. what else am I supposed to do but be 'strong'). Instead, I'll just say that I'm sending you as much love as humanly possible, and then some. Regardless of what anyone has told you, it's not fair, and you're allowed to be infuriated by that. I'm desperately hoping that you experience relief, that your pain is taken as seriously as it should be, and that you're able to find at least one little joy every day. You deserve softness & ease & rest.
Laura
2024-06-04 03:41:37 +0000 UTCThis kind of video is very cozy
Lu
2024-06-04 02:49:30 +0000 UTCMaddie, i love whey you vlog!! Thanks for the video!! ❤️
Lu
2024-06-04 02:49:17 +0000 UTCSending love to you Maddie and I’m so sorry you go through what you have to as a chronic Ill girly sometimes I just sit there in shock at the things you describe going through . I pray to god you get a moment of relief today I’m so sorry and thank you for all you do for us despite your struggles
Kelly Bilotas
2024-06-03 18:33:03 +0000 UTCCan i ask what tea you drink for elevating your hormones and if it has helped ? thanks! also i have very itchy skin out of nowhere after i had fetanyl injected in me when i gave birth and ive checked my liver levels i dont know what it could be the only thing that helps is hydroxyzine. super weird !!! neways its making me feel like a zombie a little bit like if i dont have joy. have you experienced this with any anxiety meds? thank you. im going to buy those sweats from walmart lol
Layessi
2024-06-02 17:36:40 +0000 UTCSending you kind healing energy Maddie , so glad you have Apollo :) sorry you weren't able to speak to your family :( those of us especially who struggle with illness appreciate you sharing your experience xx
Natalie Genge
2024-06-02 09:13:27 +0000 UTCMaddie thank you so much for sharing a glimpse of your everyday life with chronic illness 💕🍪you’re one tough cookie and so inspiring. Its so sweet that you and Apollo take care of each other
Jazz
2024-06-01 10:03:43 +0000 UTC
