erinthul

Grieve

Added 2023-12-12 19:25:16 +0000 UTC

Hello everyone. Thank you for being here because it's honestly so important for me. I am going through probably the hardest time of my life. I am feeling very lonely and getting up from bed is pointless. I had to move out from the place I was living in for over 5 years for my own safety and sanity. It honestly broke my hard.

I started a new chapter in life and I am really scary of what it will bring me... but first I need time to grieve my past reality, life, goals, dreams and most importantly myslef, because I will never be the same...

I am glad I still have my photography and I can focus on it and maybe that will help me forget about the current reality.

Oh and also I cracked a bone in my foot and walking is really painful but I am also thankful for that because it is a reminder of what happened and phisical pain is a big relief for a mental one.

Love you all, Erinthul.