A confused d/sp-anish young man talks about his gender and sexual identity (and labels, and other thoughts) [Ramble] [cw: little firework noise at 5:45] [Exclusive]
Added 2022-01-15 16:13:07 +0000 UTCHi! So you might think that you've heard me ramble before.
I think this probably tops it.
This is an audio with incoherent rambles about things I'm still learning about even 10 years into trying to begin to learn. It was so rambly that I've already forgotten about most of the things I've said - so take everything with a grain of salt!
I get very excited in it too, because it's always exciting to dive deeper and deeper into my understanding of the world. So excitable rambly crunch audio for you all.
Much love,
your ever-curiously confused crunch 🤍
Comments
New Patron, just listened to this for the first time, and I’m so glad you talked through this and posted this. You’re such a sweet soul. Thank you for sharing your kindness with us.
Rachel
2022-09-30 19:49:57 +0000 UTCI just listened to this for the first time and will have to probably listen again for my mind to absorb more and process better, but what I do know is that what you started talking about right around the 19 minute mark about how you'd like us/me to view you and then going into how you try to view others in that same way, two things happened to me. The first was that I suddenly became very emotional, tears welled in my eyes, my chest started to feel tight, yet my body felt lighter, less constricted, it felt kind of cathartic somehow. I'm not quite sure if this was due to my next point or not, but it certainly caught me off guard. Secondly.... 🤦🏼♀️I just retyped this part so many times because I'm having such a difficult time writing out what I want to say in-depth (so much easier to speak the words rather than type with more complex/emotional topics). The short version is that I realized I already DO what you asked both with you and with my friends. When I think of you, the first things that come to mind are that this person is Crunchy. This is, or at least I THINK this is based on what I hear, what Crunchy's voice sounds like at different times. This is how it sounds when you're excited or worked up about a topic. How you sound when you smile, when you laugh. These are some of the topics he likes to talk about and finds interesting at the moment. Then maybe some of your physical aspects, like how your hands move when you speak or when you make coffee (thanks to some of your videos). And also how I feel when I listen to you. I do the same with my friends, the things that would generally be considered labels/categorizations come secondary. I don't know if anything I just said makes sense, or why that realization makes me feel good inside myself. It feels like I went on a ramble of my own but hopefully you and anyone else reading won't mind. ☺️🌻💛
myuniverse032518
2022-03-13 17:00:13 +0000 UTC
