RoyArashi

November Monthly Update (+ Rewards Form)

Added 2025-11-01 15:11:53 +0000 UTC

Well this is awkward lol

I'm not really sure what happened to me but after my birthday on Oct 2nd I fell apart in a way that I completely wasn't expecting and got blindsided by a huge wave of depression. I've been working with my care team and all to try and figure out the cause and after some time my therapist's best recommendation was just to ride it out and not try to force myself. I lost quite a few patrons this month (probably due to the inactivity) but it's a small price to pay for recovery I think. I'm gonna try and start myself up again and see how it goes.

So it puts me a month behind on rewards unfortunately. I have to complete September's and October's rewards which sure adds some stress onto the pile but I'm hoping with some new strategies I can work through it and get caught up. I tried getting on some new meds for my ADHD this last week but it's caused some crazy insomnia and I've barely slept for the week so currently workin through that but I'm gonna try and get back to streaming at least and do what I can.

Anyway, sorry for the inactivity. I did get some work done, 2 comms but one of them was private sadly. I'll be posting the other one shortly after this. I appreciate the continued support through this. I can feel myself coming out the other end and I guess I just needed a mental break after all the hard work through August and September or something.

I'll still follow through on what I owe. Below is the rewards form for this month (though I might end up being a bit late on them, sorry in advance).

Here's the form for November: https://forms.gle/b39TfZXTTaaUJdjk6