lemonjoojoo

October Reflections

Added 2022-10-27 23:15:14 +0000 UTC

All-in-all, this was a good month. I just overworked myself. I began this month on a dopamine high, and right now, we're seeing the crash. I'm happy I began dive into my ideas more, but I feel like I got little too ahead of myself. I have two whole other comics on the way, and I’m just hitting that period where it’s no longer exciting to me. (I’m still gonna do them, just saying it’s becoming a little stale to me) Couple that with a lack of sleep and you’ve got some early stage burnout. I just need a break for the rest of the month.

Since the Pat requests I can't help but wonder if things would've been different if I planned things out better. Cause I gotta be honest, I just winged it this month, and now things have gotten chaotic.

I think my biggest challenges every month is trying to balance both my spontaneous side with the structure needed for Patreon. And I just keep wondering if I'm doing enough. Even I feel like Patreon Requests aren't really enough of a reward for all of your support. I could just be in my head though.

This might come off as an early November Update, but really, my plan for November is to finish up those two comics while also working on myself. Self improvement, all that jazz. It's not as bad as it used to be, but I haven't been taking good care of myself as I should. So, I gotta get back on that.

Everything ties into balance. And it's a really hard thing to achieve. But I believe at each attempt, I get a little bit closer. Step by step.

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If you read all of this word garbage, Thank you.